Detest myself

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL What happens when we can imagine no more? For we each shine bright for but moment …and then the moment is gone. Seemingly profanely captivated in us as we are flittingly captivated in ourselves… and then the self is gone. Poof, no more But fractals seem to travel on unafraid. It isn’t due to impact but of some force of continuance. It’s not so much a quality measure as recently suspected but a mere filling in of the cracks of dilapidated omnipotent willed construct. We but a filling in like putty where there may as well be nothing at all. That is what this so called ‘divine creator’ arbitrates. …and as for this All Mind Perhaps a broken down old discarded and obsolete computational device somehow imbedded in binary within the fabric of assumed space and time? Standing wayward where there should be a helm? What happens when we can imagine no more? There is nothing worse than an ignorant intelligent person. A bird without wings stands more compelling. That is me. That’s who I ultimately became; my demise. A slow burning unregulated bio-electrical discharge. An icy reflection back onto pure light energy where there should not be ice. Blackness, darkness deep loathing meaningless soft spatter. That is where you’ll often find me. I am the grime under the slovenly unkempt and devious man’s kitchen countertop. No one ever really knew I was ever alive in the first (place) and I only half existed to myself in all those moments that past unhinged. A system. A system for them all! A central axis point about which everything seems to circulate and fester. …but we are no brood of Witches. All identity that falls must first be imagined. From the most sinister to the sweeping secret hillsides where Donkeys and Goats seem to imagine themselves and shimmer in brilliant specter when no one can invade and interrupt the stream. Reality? That is where I’ll be. Within the hearts of all those looked past, marginalized and made to be afraid. And for what?! Self sacrifice so that one meek and innocent soul might live to breath inspiration for but another godforsaken day?! Indeed what does transgress when we dream to imagine ourselves no more?

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How the system is rigged

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL ...that someone can committ an act of negligence against you and take away from your hard work, personal time and sacrifice. We live in a parasitic sadistic cult of illusion, lies and deceit.

Blank Slate Infusion

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL "I am not that person or that guy. The actions in meditation do not require a person but a Principle. The way of Purity becomes clear." In Purity In a moment you can feel the brilliance of Purity Shine from within Shine Fill the World and envelop the solar system, the universe and all dimensions connected. In your purity the expression through Telemetry of Will is enough. A Unified Action of the Same Principle Methods make this so. I admit it completely. I have this flush of feeling come over me that I am some strange twisted harbenger or aspiring cult leader. This is the feeling I had 10 years ago and why I pulled the plug. I got fat. I got old I couldn’t help anyone to free themselves in my immediate circle. But we work together. We don’t try and benefit monetarily from the Purity in Truth. If we do we are nothing but polluted covert capitalist…thieves. We must in truth work together in order to facilitate The Pure True Great Work. The sin must be the target. Not behavioral modification. We really don’t know what a truly pure human being would even look like or act like. Yet only the good aspects ourselves should remain. In essence Heaven should be made with all we have available to us in the here and now. Why? Because the opposite is occurring with great consumptive speed at present. Those who lust controversy, gaslighting, Stockholm syndrome, cognitive dissonance and shame act as our authorities today. A division and an action and an order will take place whether we approve of it or not. So far The Right Hand Path appears to be virtually nonexistent. The people passed away that I wanted to meet and thank. A flank hadn't been seen or known on a sociological scientific scale. There are those of us that are mocked and laughed at because we who choose the right hand path each day are put through tortures. Every seemingly 'good' parent contends "stay the middle path" however the middle path in truth is Heaven. That may be a long way from our current status. A place in time where there is nothing polluted within us or to further agitate this corruption into some sort of eruption unto the world without (in violent acts). I laid myself down as a martyr here many times. Anyone that does not prescribe in whole to purity is in essense poluted or a time bomb sleeper operative to be used as such. In seeming ignorance you watch people live simple lives from the outside and you are envious of that. Yet give it enough time and the truth of who and what they are contorts and twists with times and eras. I dont want to know this. I would not have chosen this [path]. The aggressive attacks on me from inside of me and in the world without in the most demeaning and diabolical way (no other word for it) has been madening. I transcended into Purity in my walk and actions and became corrupted within again and again and again.... . Point is there is no world to integrate into in order to perpetuate this pure force. Always only obstacles and opposition. The point is that a Blank Slating must occur. When someone becomes blank and there are no forces left within them or in the world without as to actualize crimes against the self that through systemization and premedition manifest crimes in the without. A rewriting of epigenetic material through science and behavior absent the debasing violence and shame. It begins with each of us. Living life to not only fight but rewrite our codes. Total transparency in our pursuit of this great pursuit. It only appears as if this has been attempted throughout history. However the corruption dominated them as it does today. So we begin in our own walk. In our own lives. I believe the spiritual aspects govern all that is physical. So there is no need to stand and protest. Practice a Pure way of living and follow the Pure Principles in active imagination and Purify as we Unify through Grace. The physical is a gel that mends to the Soul but the existential must also support this by numbers in active meditation. It works! They created the problem and so tgey hold the solution at a price. Should we play along? In my opinion never. CRISPR is terrible thing. As to play with the constructs of some 'divine' order. We search to thus "Blank Slate" theoretically through our epigenetic remodeling using some fashion of science and our Will. We dont know unless we try Through Fasting and Ardent Exercise Self Prescription we leave the world and the falsity contained. We no longer indulge in idle/idol banter. Yet many have akready lost their occupations and jobs unable to return because they know. They know the truth. The compromise is a ketetic chain of lies and deciet. You refuse to sell yourselves again. Orthomolecular Science and Nutrition. Perfecting this to a high scientific truth in application and in form. A total transparancy of what these forces have done to you. The deepest most sin filled actions you and I act out as the ritualistic disgusting display paying homage to a religion we would never follow in justified defilement. Corrupted and profane actions that we all truly commit as crimes against the self. The darkness looms within each of us. Do not give up. The road is not easy. I have news for you. Take responsibility for it but it was initially and continuously done to you. If you are reading this. If you even care. Then in that You Are A Child Of God. God is quite real only we dont follow God we follow a covert Lord that hides behind the auspices of many names. We error let us cease to be error. Wisdom is not physical. Uphold the Pure Principles laid out here. The Principles unfold unto greater challenge states. The Principles must be made solid. There in our seatch of God and Purity as a way a chosen Only Way. There in any school. Phi is not a miracle nor is metatrons cube. However this is the base of any purification. The answers are there hidden but now revealed as too should be reviled. like an octave tone of discord we resonate within and without in rebellion. There is a flank. There is a choosing of the sides. There are those of the Right Hand Path that display without false character a prominance in power. Some of us are so close to the center crux that a battle rages always for the teetering of that Soul in Expression. I Believe. No I Faith Pangloss that there is possibility and potential to snuff these entities out from our existence in reality. Further I believe that something strangely obvious and wonderful will conclusively without a doubt demonstrate that a reworking of all our pursuits and educations must firmly and with command in application of a society built upon said Principles be always observed. It is in the sex that we are deceived from being our most brilliant contributors towards The One Self. Emulate God. Be a conduit for God. This God Is Found In Purity! Purity can only become is through the actualization of not piety but Purification in Process. Imagine Spin Unify Grace Walk Fast Super compensate with only Health Pursue And Reflect True Godly Wisdom as Goal. Live Humbly and do not horde. Be transparent in your intent~actions~deeds. The One Who lays this out is attacked the greatest! Amen! It is not the physical world but the spiritual world which must be remade through practice.

Uprising Continued

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING From that acetylcholine at those synaptic clefts. On from node of ranvier through node of ranvier. Pulsing there from axon hillock through spidery dentrites that which was within manifests (in some form) in the world as assumed in the without. A strong compulsion from within our shadowy base genetic material inspired or instigated by action and events outside of us (so we suppose) the parley of this life course altering movement transmits. Many believe that there is no ‘free Will’. We seem to lay as slugs with paramnesia until one day there is a tug of war within us. Some of us have lived with this internal battle all our lives. Occult rituals become scientific telemetry. No one else is taking up the assumed latent energies and giving this billions strong energy a course. It’s a scary thought indeed. Those under the knowledge of this [Truth] are not given tokens of esteem under the discovery. You are either awake or asleep and if you are awake you are utilized as a signal within this pathway. If you are inaccurate and noncompliant that energy is parlayed to another “host” and a relay then takes place. Deep in that world of amino acid action potential in stew a motive force meets a window in time and space. This could be seen as an astrological moment or event. This could also be viewed on a more topographical exchange of information (not unlike telemetry). Blank slate infusion This is the power of orthomolecular nutrition and sciences. If we had studied this noble field of discovery and endeavor the pervading pharmaceutical industry would have been a laughing stock. It is in our primal urges these unseen and diabolical forces root themselves like ticks. You can only here a voice within or feel a certain prompt enough times as to begin to think that it must be you. While others are made to carry out such deeds. Sleepers that awaken from signal activation from inside and outside. The subject becomes the event.

Uprising

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL When you see that an internal action prompted from an energetic displacement shows full well a bridge between the shadow realm and the outward manifestation of an existential deed where will you be? I could talk about amino acids. More so how amino acids scramble and compete as to create a cumulus environment of substance towards an ultimate prompt of genetically unborn will. This is the preparatory culmination of a very specific entropy type force. For it becomes the source to our actionable deeds. There is that point where our genetic chromosomal expressions work to prompt an endocrine compulsion towards a specific actionable deed. In this the energy does not end. Though it may sound far fetched those outside (in this exo-world of carbon form) are invariably drawn as well as repelled from this powerful base energy prompt. We’d like to think enduringly that what takes place in the shadows is our business as well as private to only us but the affect and parley of electromagnetically driven (actionable) deeds shows a parley, relay, delay and acquisition if state. From one membrane into the next. We can not see with the protein prompts from our ocular optical reactions the compartmentalized spherical systems around us. We are like harmonic pianos of resonance to an unseen force that utilizes (generationally), perpetuates and ultimately demonstrates events and outs ones that initiate from this long grooming process.