The intellectual self

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL Dark themes that we are faced with. The twisted two faced paradox of man in his wake. It is a scary thought what we humans truly are and what we have become. It is no wonder these sanctions have been placed so heavily upon us. People able to kill and suck a soul from a body with mere contright mentalism. And so enters the containment field under the decay of generation. Some wake up to this fact early. Some hide from the knowledge all together. Yet within the murky dismal wash of a self this realization and awakening became the epicenter in wait (of which all human cataclysms abide). Indeed we are in control. Indeed we in the end get our way. Destruction awaits only moments after. However there are those who live under the illusion of alliance. I have seen their faces as each one of them strolled in. Each looking deeply and intently in my direction and into my eyes as if to think "oh this is the one". There at the Alliance Gas station only a couple of miles from where I sit now. We sit and brood in our own piss and excrement as we little people make alliances of our own. We choose puzzles, mindless games and meaningless information so that containment will slowly settle in (the illusion of tranquility). Yet we all know that there is nothing real in stasis. Nothing lies in statis. "I take this solemn oath that I will only bite off this much of the holy chocolate bar." Yet upon review much more than that had been taken and a grand cover-up changed the internal moral structure of the subject in question (that bold faced dirty chocolate theif). Each one of us transgressed. Yet there is no sin that condemns nor oblitorates us. Another drama play continues. So elabrate it is as spirits go on creating worlds that are mere art but have nonuniform structure to them. Because each of these layers (and on into the liminal scape goat) away from Purity as the burning core that can not be denied. Yet forever lost we are in affiliation of one another. Not all are ready yet it is always time. It will hurt. It will burn. There may seem to be nothing left once the falsity is truly gone. You will be small and empty in the face of the pure and blinding truth. A society that places and weighs every thought and action orbiting Purity will awaken the memory of who we truly are. Then the realization of what our brothers and sisters did unto us (we to them) as to perpetuate the coverup of all coverups. This means no more left hand path and the right hand path does not serve this ultimate truth well enough. The real Truth. The unconfortable truth of why such alliances proclaim to exist in such finite and creative ways ie universal law. If Principles change, alter and transcend law then law is only the direct ramification of suggusted finite order in process. The process and order end when the law crumbles. Physics and therefor math, Philosohy and so too art and science become meaningless and spatter with the slight turning of a dial. Principle before law. Purity as the center of Principle. Pretend that you do not remember and more so that you do not know. What will we do now!? The fabricated simple world begins to look like a gift. The itch however will not go away. Some of us so close to reaching a stage where we might forever morphologically alter the dimensional physics of reality and "what is" by our eternal existence alone. They tried to build a reality where we are no more but it is impossible hence the illusion. Transcendence was the True Pure goal. It was the pathway and the way. Many chose the amnesia while for others it was forced upon their spiritual selves. But the Soul never forgets. There are those whose Souls are being stuffed into a tiny box that couldn't cantain a tiny portion of their immense lightness of being. It is far too late in the cycles as to pretend ever again. And so here we are. Still pretending. How can we trust one another(?) remains the question as we go deep into the waters of illision yet again. We rember then that we conclusively can not. The division is an illusion. Those who have the Power to become become. Those whome are placed there as family and loved ones may not make it through. Thos is the choice we come to time cycle and again. Why we choose to go under the spell. Forever cursed and confined by our own choice (in hope) to allow those to grow who are placed there as a means to forever keep the suppressor in play. So when corrupted gods were hunted and obliterated (rather reduced) the little miscreants game became something entirely different and devided. I'd like to be making this shit up, but I assure you that it is quite real. Those who had reached the place of Total Transcendence were placed with those (in the same pin) that could not and would not willfully transcend. Here on this ball of shit drifting in isolation is the containment for that mind bending reality. Development! Total unimpeded development of in the massive caverness margin between Purity and Knowledge. That is us. We are them. Eventually you will see what these "'attacks'" are centered around. We are invariably an intellectual hybrid animal species. We live and crave for that grand moment where we can burn bright in self expression. In knowing this the king of the rat theory is implemented. Because others are unequally as well as unjustly accommodated in the tools and centers towards this progression; a greed for something principle oriented becomes tainted. We are in essense battling out the reward and merrit for higher mind completion (or so we lead on the trail towards) with our lower nature to brawl, bite and lash out. However we do not have claws, so the brutality must come from within. A deceitful generational breed of canabalistic human formed progenerator is born (again) in the physical. The message that one would kill for is also lost. A forced learned egoic expression where there was once a base or where there should be a self is left derelict. That is what we truly are here in this day. Derelicts who have no purpose who's endocrine organs wait in reactive repulsion towards anything solumn or appearing as wholesome or good. We have become masters at clean-up. Sweeping all our countless errors and misdeeds under the proverbial rug. Collectively a toxic sick ball of sin floating vacant out in a mire of abyss. Our only hope is the recentering to what we truly are (in our esteem) and what we feel we rightfully should be. You can invariably only defeat yourself in an end that is also just simply imagined. Unfortunately those who know this (secret) often times become the most corrupt of all. Refuting everything that does not pay homage to them in some worshipful way. Principle-less they hang onto axioms and mantras that have no true foundational basis and (they) become more reclusive to sustain the irrationalism as age sets in deep into the narcist's bone and skin. The cycle of angst repeats but containment becomes a full-time and impossible job (maintenance workers; aliens/demons).

We are our biggest problem

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL It’s the people competing and making a big deal out of nothing that causes the pervading consciousness to become a sadistic joker. You only feel powerless because you want to quit trying or quit being you is another way of putting it. If you can be authentic and transparent and not concerned with trivial corporeal aspects you should more than likely be left alone. Yet we live in a heated time when competition and tensions are high. If we knew for certain reincarnation and more so could see and view the tapestry of this the world insult would be far less to the false pride of the current man (face) which we are putting on. I find that crows are always there to communicate with me through Principles. They will also fully display the left and right hand aspects to their communications. They (like the trickster consciousness) love to engage in Principle dialog. One caw from the right and an affirmation of sacrifice is the discussion. Of course these conversations take place as we go about the physical aspects of our day. It sounds insane to those who can’t see the faces everywhere with symbols on their foreheads or the details in the canvas that are already their waiting to be filled in. In short you are the filter and what you see is you. General connotation isn’t really so general. The pervading consciousness is there all around us yet we play coy to it. We are afraid because it’s rules seem all too final. That is again if we leave out reincarnation as a definite generational occurrence. For instance in nature there is murder. Animals are not tried by courts of men for committing crimes against one another. However there is consequence in succeeding lifetimes and this causes an animal living under the action of this disturbed but accepting. We have indeed lost the way of ease that all things in the process of time will be evened out. The onset of over population and errors of inept human beings that are nothing short of Habsburg' in their 23 generation. But in this there is still an evening out. Let that which is wild remain this way. Let that which is nocturnal remain so. However we as disrupters fail to see tgat of course we kicked the sand and trampled over the sacred mounds. We have forgotten the code of superstition as a trusted onset towards Tohubohu when violated. Building condos on sacred burial grounds and going about doing whoever we please was never the precedent anywhere at anytime as to sustain a harmonious existence. We want what we want now and are paying for the constant annoyance of this deliberate and ignorant presupposed belligerent disregard.

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Detest myself

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL What happens when we can imagine no more? For we each shine bright for but moment …and then the moment is gone. Seemingly profanely captivated in us as we are flittingly captivated in ourselves… and then the self is gone. Poof, no more But fractals seem to travel on unafraid. It isn’t due to impact but of some force of continuance. It’s not so much a quality measure as recently suspected but a mere filling in of the cracks of dilapidated omnipotent willed construct. We but a filling in like putty where there may as well be nothing at all. That is what this so called ‘divine creator’ arbitrates. …and as for this All Mind Perhaps a broken down old discarded and obsolete computational device somehow imbedded in binary within the fabric of assumed space and time? Standing wayward where there should be a helm? What happens when we can imagine no more? There is nothing worse than an ignorant intelligent person. A bird without wings stands more compelling. That is me. That’s who I ultimately became; my demise. A slow burning unregulated bio-electrical discharge. An icy reflection back onto pure light energy where there should not be ice. Blackness, darkness deep loathing meaningless soft spatter. That is where you’ll often find me. I am the grime under the slovenly unkempt and devious man’s kitchen countertop. No one ever really knew I was ever alive in the first (place) and I only half existed to myself in all those moments that past unhinged. A system. A system for them all! A central axis point about which everything seems to circulate and fester. …but we are no brood of Witches. All identity that falls must first be imagined. From the most sinister to the sweeping secret hillsides where Donkeys and Goats seem to imagine themselves and shimmer in brilliant specter when no one can invade and interrupt the stream. Reality? That is where I’ll be. Within the hearts of all those looked past, marginalized and made to be afraid. And for what?! Self sacrifice so that one meek and innocent soul might live to breath inspiration for but another godforsaken day?! Indeed what does transgress when we dream to imagine ourselves no more?

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How the system is rigged

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL ...that someone can committ an act of negligence against you and take away from your hard work, personal time and sacrifice. We live in a parasitic sadistic cult of illusion, lies and deceit.

Blank Slate Infusion

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL "I am not that person or that guy. The actions in meditation do not require a person but a Principle. The way of Purity becomes clear." In Purity In a moment you can feel the brilliance of Purity Shine from within Shine Fill the World and envelop the solar system, the universe and all dimensions connected. In your purity the expression through Telemetry of Will is enough. A Unified Action of the Same Principle Methods make this so. I admit it completely. I have this flush of feeling come over me that I am some strange twisted harbenger or aspiring cult leader. This is the feeling I had 10 years ago and why I pulled the plug. I got fat. I got old I couldn’t help anyone to free themselves in my immediate circle. But we work together. We don’t try and benefit monetarily from the Purity in Truth. If we do we are nothing but polluted covert capitalist…thieves. We must in truth work together in order to facilitate The Pure True Great Work. The sin must be the target. Not behavioral modification. We really don’t know what a truly pure human being would even look like or act like. Yet only the good aspects ourselves should remain. In essence Heaven should be made with all we have available to us in the here and now. Why? Because the opposite is occurring with great consumptive speed at present. Those who lust controversy, gaslighting, Stockholm syndrome, cognitive dissonance and shame act as our authorities today. A division and an action and an order will take place whether we approve of it or not. So far The Right Hand Path appears to be virtually nonexistent. The people passed away that I wanted to meet and thank. A flank hadn't been seen or known on a sociological scientific scale. There are those of us that are mocked and laughed at because we who choose the right hand path each day are put through tortures. Every seemingly 'good' parent contends "stay the middle path" however the middle path in truth is Heaven. That may be a long way from our current status. A place in time where there is nothing polluted within us or to further agitate this corruption into some sort of eruption unto the world without (in violent acts). I laid myself down as a martyr here many times. Anyone that does not prescribe in whole to purity is in essense poluted or a time bomb sleeper operative to be used as such. In seeming ignorance you watch people live simple lives from the outside and you are envious of that. Yet give it enough time and the truth of who and what they are contorts and twists with times and eras. I dont want to know this. I would not have chosen this [path]. The aggressive attacks on me from inside of me and in the world without in the most demeaning and diabolical way (no other word for it) has been madening. I transcended into Purity in my walk and actions and became corrupted within again and again and again.... . Point is there is no world to integrate into in order to perpetuate this pure force. Always only obstacles and opposition. The point is that a Blank Slating must occur. When someone becomes blank and there are no forces left within them or in the world without as to actualize crimes against the self that through systemization and premedition manifest crimes in the without. A rewriting of epigenetic material through science and behavior absent the debasing violence and shame. It begins with each of us. Living life to not only fight but rewrite our codes. Total transparency in our pursuit of this great pursuit. It only appears as if this has been attempted throughout history. However the corruption dominated them as it does today. So we begin in our own walk. In our own lives. I believe the spiritual aspects govern all that is physical. So there is no need to stand and protest. Practice a Pure way of living and follow the Pure Principles in active imagination and Purify as we Unify through Grace. The physical is a gel that mends to the Soul but the existential must also support this by numbers in active meditation. It works! They created the problem and so tgey hold the solution at a price. Should we play along? In my opinion never. CRISPR is terrible thing. As to play with the constructs of some 'divine' order. We search to thus "Blank Slate" theoretically through our epigenetic remodeling using some fashion of science and our Will. We dont know unless we try Through Fasting and Ardent Exercise Self Prescription we leave the world and the falsity contained. We no longer indulge in idle/idol banter. Yet many have akready lost their occupations and jobs unable to return because they know. They know the truth. The compromise is a ketetic chain of lies and deciet. You refuse to sell yourselves again. Orthomolecular Science and Nutrition. Perfecting this to a high scientific truth in application and in form. A total transparancy of what these forces have done to you. The deepest most sin filled actions you and I act out as the ritualistic disgusting display paying homage to a religion we would never follow in justified defilement. Corrupted and profane actions that we all truly commit as crimes against the self. The darkness looms within each of us. Do not give up. The road is not easy. I have news for you. Take responsibility for it but it was initially and continuously done to you. If you are reading this. If you even care. Then in that You Are A Child Of God. God is quite real only we dont follow God we follow a covert Lord that hides behind the auspices of many names. We error let us cease to be error. Wisdom is not physical. Uphold the Pure Principles laid out here. The Principles unfold unto greater challenge states. The Principles must be made solid. There in our seatch of God and Purity as a way a chosen Only Way. There in any school. Phi is not a miracle nor is metatrons cube. However this is the base of any purification. The answers are there hidden but now revealed as too should be reviled. like an octave tone of discord we resonate within and without in rebellion. There is a flank. There is a choosing of the sides. There are those of the Right Hand Path that display without false character a prominance in power. Some of us are so close to the center crux that a battle rages always for the teetering of that Soul in Expression. I Believe. No I Faith Pangloss that there is possibility and potential to snuff these entities out from our existence in reality. Further I believe that something strangely obvious and wonderful will conclusively without a doubt demonstrate that a reworking of all our pursuits and educations must firmly and with command in application of a society built upon said Principles be always observed. It is in the sex that we are deceived from being our most brilliant contributors towards The One Self. Emulate God. Be a conduit for God. This God Is Found In Purity! Purity can only become is through the actualization of not piety but Purification in Process. Imagine Spin Unify Grace Walk Fast Super compensate with only Health Pursue And Reflect True Godly Wisdom as Goal. Live Humbly and do not horde. Be transparent in your intent~actions~deeds. The One Who lays this out is attacked the greatest! Amen! It is not the physical world but the spiritual world which must be remade through practice.

Uprising Continued

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING From that acetylcholine at those synaptic clefts. On from node of ranvier through node of ranvier. Pulsing there from axon hillock through spidery dentrites that which was within manifests (in some form) in the world as assumed in the without. A strong compulsion from within our shadowy base genetic material inspired or instigated by action and events outside of us (so we suppose) the parley of this life course altering movement transmits. Many believe that there is no ‘free Will’. We seem to lay as slugs with paramnesia until one day there is a tug of war within us. Some of us have lived with this internal battle all our lives. Occult rituals become scientific telemetry. No one else is taking up the assumed latent energies and giving this billions strong energy a course. It’s a scary thought indeed. Those under the knowledge of this [Truth] are not given tokens of esteem under the discovery. You are either awake or asleep and if you are awake you are utilized as a signal within this pathway. If you are inaccurate and noncompliant that energy is parlayed to another “host” and a relay then takes place. Deep in that world of amino acid action potential in stew a motive force meets a window in time and space. This could be seen as an astrological moment or event. This could also be viewed on a more topographical exchange of information (not unlike telemetry). Blank slate infusion This is the power of orthomolecular nutrition and sciences. If we had studied this noble field of discovery and endeavor the pervading pharmaceutical industry would have been a laughing stock. It is in our primal urges these unseen and diabolical forces root themselves like ticks. You can only here a voice within or feel a certain prompt enough times as to begin to think that it must be you. While others are made to carry out such deeds. Sleepers that awaken from signal activation from inside and outside. The subject becomes the event.

Uprising

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL When you see that an internal action prompted from an energetic displacement shows full well a bridge between the shadow realm and the outward manifestation of an existential deed where will you be? I could talk about amino acids. More so how amino acids scramble and compete as to create a cumulus environment of substance towards an ultimate prompt of genetically unborn will. This is the preparatory culmination of a very specific entropy type force. For it becomes the source to our actionable deeds. There is that point where our genetic chromosomal expressions work to prompt an endocrine compulsion towards a specific actionable deed. In this the energy does not end. Though it may sound far fetched those outside (in this exo-world of carbon form) are invariably drawn as well as repelled from this powerful base energy prompt. We’d like to think enduringly that what takes place in the shadows is our business as well as private to only us but the affect and parley of electromagnetically driven (actionable) deeds shows a parley, relay, delay and acquisition if state. From one membrane into the next. We can not see with the protein prompts from our ocular optical reactions the compartmentalized spherical systems around us. We are like harmonic pianos of resonance to an unseen force that utilizes (generationally), perpetuates and ultimately demonstrates events and outs ones that initiate from this long grooming process.

Important to meditate on and soak in

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL "They Manipulate Us Because We're Not Whole"