The Truth often isn't somewhere in between yet the argument merely brings information to light, that none of it ever happened at all. Perhaps, a massive sacrifice, to keep the Planet going for another few cycles? That is, the illusion~
I found something, that I can not validate, but as you know, I have done a fair bit of research, on the subject of Nazi Germany. The Man Hitler was, Extremely educated, an Artist, and his campaign, never really matched up to me either. I am not saying that all the links to Madison Grant, Aleister Crowley, Vril society, links to the Black Sun and Thelema are invalid...but what I do look at, is the fact that I know now over that 61.8% mark, that actors have been placed before us, always, every era, as those faces we bless or curse in the night. This is why, the Bible has been so hard for me to validate. I feel it is our only hope, in understanding the way to the Pure Heart and Mind.
Things I say, and what I Meditate on come true. I am not saying I am God, never would, what I am saying is that Black Magick is primarily Math. As I have told you, I am inclined information, then validate it with information...I am told to look things up. I feel I am more so, to explain it, possessed by positive influence? That is, purity comes to me, when I ask God, to strike this sin suit down, and build be up with what ever he see fit. I often feel torn, as if I deceive him, in my need to speculate. So I try to send out a disclaimer, if you will, as last year, I really battled with the power that came to me. As I have stated, and do not wish to go into this further, there are powers which have been divined to me....for instance I was just going to say "I MUST WORK HARD FOR IT, WITH MIND MOTION TECHNIQUES" however a voice instantly tells me, at lightening speed, which nearly overlaps my thought, saying "No you don't Barry, it is given to you" then a feeling of language, which is how I communicate most of the time with this highly powerful "voice of reason"...It is because you are now trusted. I tend to get this teary eyed feeling, as if I am not worthy, yet instantly assure that I am? I try not to have any ego, and seclude myself from society for this reason, more and more. Further I feel the darkness and am effected heavily by it. It seems that Good and Evil have a equal influence, with respect to the early formative stages, as a, I don't know to be honest, and need to become more spiritually pure, and feel the assistance is finally coming. We must fight these Principalities, for the very reason of Purity as Rule, and not for any worldly gain. Anyways, validate or disvalidate what I post here, but it is definitely a revelation. I often wonder what a star is, what an Angel is, what Man is, as we seem to have those same placings, within spheres. More and more, I am beginning to feel like the very fight, which we rally for, is also represent as a fully bloomed Galaxy, specifically in the sky, a link no doubt to Zoroastrian-ism.
