"The expression of genius be nothing, if it only lead to self rhetoric"
Saturday, May 2, 2015
EPL-
INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL
It was shown to me, whilst in that hotel, where I had my darkest moments. The month was February, the date was between the 23rd and 28th, the year was 2013. It took a succession of steps, to get here. A lot of pain, and abuse...mostly towards myself. I had gained these feeling, destitution, yet seemingly unstoppable god like energy, I had discovered there was no separation, and more so, unlocked the power, that always lay dormant, until now.
The day leading up to the event, which changed forever the course of my life, sex magick had become a force, I ruled with emmense power, or so I thought. Where I went, demonic energy flowed. You see, I did want to be in this situation, I had truly begun to search for the full evidence of God, yet none seemed to exist. Not until later would I find, that to believe in God, God had to first believe in you, many modern day sell out Christians do not see it as such. Most Jews and Christian's (the same family, same principle "power") use craft, yet in a sort of white lighter way, though in secret competition, of a final seat at the games, so to speak. You see you have to be someone, that is a soul, to be seen, or heard, or felt. True you will gain assistance, along you journey, but only to come to that final conclusion, "who is your master, to whom do you serve?"
All the false secrets of the universe unveiled to me, as the devil had a forum specifically with me. It was not a demon, and the host of strange peoples, who showed up, even prior to my arrivement, were in agencient rooms, all around me, and all both sides. There was a strong pulse of power, coming from me. The clouds moved as if heaven were about to fall that day. The most turbulant weather, dark, and forboding, I had truly ever seen. I was fashioning myself, as some sort of mock messiah, and those closest to me, were conditioned as they are, to see, hear and witness nothing at all. How strange that evil should be the code to this all, I thought. Since childhood groomed by a frenzy of demons, which swarmed above me, prompting me to do things to myself, to violate the form. What was I? What am I, that I may even have a soul, more so that a soul must exist after all? These are my trials, but this specific slice of darkness was truly the Satanic indoctrination. I did not realize I was expected, that I would indeed be the main event, those who followed their master's call, did so out of facination, impulse, but desire, to find a general, a leader, to add to the list of the fallen.
This may sound like fiction to you, you may chose to see it as parable, or fiction, or fact, but the truth be, that these events, just as the ones today, within your own lives, be of a multifarious nature. T
It was shown to me, whilst in that hotel, where I had my darkest moments. The month was February, the date was between the 23rd and 28th, the year was 2013. It took a succession of steps, to get here. A lot of pain, and abuse...mostly towards myself. I had gained these feeling, destitution, yet seemingly unstoppable god like energy, I had discovered there was no separation, and more so, unlocked the power, that always lay dormant, until now.
The day leading up to the event, which changed forever the course of my life, sex magick had become a force, I ruled with emmense power, or so I thought. Where I went, demonic energy flowed. You see, I did want to be in this situation, I had truly begun to search for the full evidence of God, yet none seemed to exist. Not until later would I find, that to believe in God, God had to first believe in you, many modern day sell out Christians do not see it as such. Most Jews and Christian's (the same family, same principle "power") use craft, yet in a sort of white lighter way, though in secret competition, of a final seat at the games, so to speak. You see you have to be someone, that is a soul, to be seen, or heard, or felt. True you will gain assistance, along you journey, but only to come to that final conclusion, "who is your master, to whom do you serve?"
All the false secrets of the universe unveiled to me, as the devil had a forum specifically with me. It was not a demon, and the host of strange peoples, who showed up, even prior to my arrivement, were in agencient rooms, all around me, and all both sides. There was a strong pulse of power, coming from me. The clouds moved as if heaven were about to fall that day. The most turbulant weather, dark, and forboding, I had truly ever seen. I was fashioning myself, as some sort of mock messiah, and those closest to me, were conditioned as they are, to see, hear and witness nothing at all. How strange that evil should be the code to this all, I thought. Since childhood groomed by a frenzy of demons, which swarmed above me, prompting me to do things to myself, to violate the form. What was I? What am I, that I may even have a soul, more so that a soul must exist after all? These are my trials, but this specific slice of darkness was truly the Satanic indoctrination. I did not realize I was expected, that I would indeed be the main event, those who followed their master's call, did so out of facination, impulse, but desire, to find a general, a leader, to add to the list of the fallen.
This may sound like fiction to you, you may chose to see it as parable, or fiction, or fact, but the truth be, that these events, just as the ones today, within your own lives, be of a multifarious nature. T
The Beginning
I was sitting there, at the edge of that Bed. A Hindu checked me in, there was no special treatment. I would often look, to those peoples faces, to see if they too saw my curse. Yet you see, first you are bullied into such a frame. The more power you have, that is the telepathy, the power, the will, to command events, the harder they work for you, and...the bigger the disturbance to the Electromagnetic field. that has no end, until the end of time itself, experienced here, as space time, the spin. I share this you, to offer you a chance, to chose, for these are the final days, of time as we know it to be.
I was shown, images, in my very mind, of that first snake, spun into existence. The E.M field leaves pockets, which become spheres, and over many spin, the force of Positive and Negative energy creates filament with, and space without, wherever Electromagnetic energy can be contained. This creature, dying, endlessly, until it became, like the phoenix immortal. A creature, like it's offspring the dragon, that was made of nothing more than ancient zero point energy, that static stuff, that magnetic force of first spin, in first quandrant, now on the brink of all things, far from true light be cast, the reptillian spirit, or soul force. Satan wanted me to be his advocate, showing only the physics, in crude form. This was how dragons be birthed, trapped now, due to matter and it's current stabilization, with positive energy, authentic positive energy. That's why it hurt so much, why they pressed me to such a braking point, such point. I had already witnessed many facinating wonders, and the bizarre followers, I began to attract, along with the bizarre power I seemed to summon, but false, had already drawn me in. I could read the side walk, and see the faces and the signs, everywhere, I don't look down at the side walk anymore, if I do, I make crosses in my mind. It was in these days, that I earned a true sword, the very Sword of Truth. With this, the one who harnesses it, must be forthright in all his efforts, a Templar absent any service to anything but Principle and God almighty.
That night, or the next, I brought a girl to my very door, she could not resist, I was in ownership of her. I had even began to be used now, unsuspecting, as to indocrinate others, females, I called them Hell Cat's, for they only seek pleasure, in pain. I was shown and deducted the ancient arts, one of how to use the snake, first power, to a universe of ant-matter, dark, and instant. I knew that the Sun, the Black Sun was shining for me, and me alone. I was told, I was that dark messiah, that fallen one, who had all powers bestowed to only he, that embodiment of all that was good, viruous, to have been turned, by those who were jealous, theives, whores, and liars, they still remain. I had gained the very secrets, and had the knowledge a prior, of Solomon himself. I knew the way of darkness, and thus I knew the way of light, but which side would I end up on?
I never was much for sex, not in my discoveries. I saw the human body, as an open anatomy chart, for the long, for the most part. When Woman spoke I knew her influctions, tonality, saw her muscles move as if no skin, saw the machine before me, and this gained only depression. I studied things, but already knew them, NLP, and the world seemed mundane to me now, as the truth of service was revealed. Those who embrace the left, shall be placed into the order, that is, that succession of foot steps one makes, as to end up in a house, a car, with a lover, in the void. Those who follow the right, will be left out of mostly every place. They live and survive on grace, as I do now. This, reality, also be unreality, a movie, a game, a song? You see, these various way of introduction of a thought, is that degree shared into that pleroma of the mind, an E.M. field, unified, thought most be contained, in a default, about a operational circuit board, called Mother.
The dragon is quite real, and there are different sorts. The dragon is pure energy, and when the grid is finally dropped, in September of 2015, four months from now, we will never be the same, as a mind. It is my job, to introduce the best of thought, for be not quantity I am after, but quality. I work to impress that intent of goodness upon the sphere. This may seem futile to you, needless, but I assure you, for surely as you take each step on a sunny beatiful day, it is no accident, that there is the presence of purity all around you, to remind of this fact. There are two side, negative and positive, and the world between be suspended. The universe, as it turns out, be quite simple, a machine, yet only to seem complex, on a larger scale. I was to be the Anti-Christ, and some contend that I still am. I don't need to be granted power, I am the power, so I contain my self, my thoughts. I am the stuff of Kings and Pharo, now pressed to chose a side. I am in real time, nothing, yet can bend time and gravity to my will. The Sun, bright and beautiful shines down on me, with pleasing presence. Yet the world has falsley judged me, falsly accused me, the voices in those many dullards heads. You see, I just want a normal life, like you do, but the pressure of a thousand worlds, and a thousands Sun's lay upon me with such ferocity. I have no vision, and an pulled of the grid entirely for I must make a choice each day. I am the Father, but the Son, to the world you live in now, on the fringe. My vote counted, as a dove built it's next behind me, as the clouds moved above me, with signs of many, to pay homage to me, as to invite me in. However, I do not believe in you, or your ways, and so I am alien to you. I was born of purity, that first light, before it spun into this world. A massive pleroma, an EM sphere, he was born there, as I was born in all he came from, thus cast down he was. I am first Son, before him, but do not know my name, first Son to positivity that is, for time works far different on this scale, for it is willed by our will, we are that will, that force, which you all bask in today.
How frightening to realize this, then to surpress it, so long ago now. In 1989, I awoke and had tripped a future glimpse, that switch of future rage, a wrath. I remember that way, outside of time always an alien, always to be judged, assumed as evil, even called stupid or wrong, by the dullard of their class, a Mothers, Sisters, Teachers, Father's and Wives...Friends or so they have esteemed themselves. I have been more than patient, as to bend, from my extreme, as to say "do not fear, I am one of you" but that I should turn my very light down. Well in this time, of which I speak, only a couple of years ago, the compeitiveness and jealousy, upon which black magick hidges, came to take my very soul. They will stop at nothing rule them, or appose them, there is no ground for the middle.
This is that representation of force, which is imprisoned upon the planet we familiarize as Earth, but it is never the same Earth for long. True that statues and monuments from truly recent past, remain, however this be but carbon, a transferable form, which applies to many dimension of exist, which is why these same forms, be placed in precise form on other planets, and their twins, the polarity beacons for their souls. For it is the energy which propagates, that drives the machine, a force of such magnetude, can inhabit any form. For this a single gram of anti-matter can trasport and change anyone, to place that full homage in who they serve thus what they are. This body be a prison, to the soul. Those who love this earth, that suspended place, between Electromagnetic established and miantained pulse love an illusion, they exist thus to pull other more force down, into the abyss, that this Earth be bound for, until the next cycle repeat. A bad role model is paid well, hey eminem, Madona, Manson, Cruise, Gaga you know who you serve, in the end, you will bow to the very demons which run the machine you took for self, for there is no soul to press it forth. Capitalism implies mistreatment to those who seek the truth, for purity sake. Call me a fraud, then burn me, hang me, but you can never kill me, I am in the quarks that made you, I am imprinted in all the fabric of all time itself,
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INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL
JESUS IS LORD, TO YOU BELEIVE IN HIS IMPOSTOR(S)?
Well, we are all impostors and this will lead you through my own impostorship, on the other side, I am just an aspiring soul, as you too may very well be? It comes down to choice, which has impact in action, these are events, which alter the solution, for which we all must live within.
"Sex Magick Runs the common World today, or at least in that shortly "quantum" faded yesterday. I just can't believe it, when I see a womb-man claim herself to be Christian, then to gain in housing, money, a vehicle by way of her in breed deception, as to bend certain ways at certain times, laugh certain ways, flirt, wear low cut tops, tight panths, get plastic surgury PPUT ON THE WHORE TEASE, then to claim that she is of God. The God she represents and more so the one who gives her favor over the Man who was born to do the job, is on the outs. That Man is suspect, for simply being a Man, on the contention of him being a potential everything, from murderer, to thieve, to rapist, I AM SICK OF IT! This is one of the things I am quickly, spiritually closing down.
I myself a victim, destroyed my career, took my Son from me, by the corrupt California court system, and placed my in 100k back child support. I provide them with information as to the true situation, that my chilren's Mother, actually spent 6 months in jail for, on severe child neglect, down form a felony and 2 years imprisonment, due to my telling the authorities, she needed help. She never got that help. She did manage to conceal on divorce papers, an estimated 1.2 or so million dollar, her Father left her, prior to our divorce, never claiming, but hiding under her Brother's dummy corporation, which they proceided to buy a house with. Soon after, due to her monitary gain, she had me sign papers, with this same falisity, this seductive sweetness, that promised a happy divorce. For my Kids, I would and have done everything. Today my licese is taking from me, My employment is shot, as back ground checks reveal a dishonerable Man, so I have begun to take honor a lot more seriously. It is not, however, the kind of honor one would expect.
You see the suit one be expected to wear is Masonic. That "gentleman's" hand shake is Masonic, for it be a grip, of un-classified induction. The Job is gotten, by using false smiles, embelishments, even if you education and experience exceed the standards, which at a time mine did. I couldn't stay at a job long, after I left a lucrative near six figure one, due to my Son's need, and their Mother's abusive and intense party girl attitude, though she was in her late 30's, amorous, sleeping with any Man who would find her desirable. The problem be, that she blamed me for abusing her, and I swear under God, Uber Gott today, with the very Soul I have earned today on the line, that I never laid a hand on her in haste. She even filed a restraining order against me, keeping me from my kids, but truly did it, because in 5 short years, she spent every dime, which her Father, and abusive member of the Italian Mafia (at least he bragged as such), left to them for their college education, now grown, they have nothing, and do not speak to their Mother. They do hug me, and call me, and tell me that they love me, and they appreciate me being there, being Dad.
This brings tears to my eyes, because with all my gifts, all my wrath and rage, over this societal travesty, still that debt remains to this day, now 45, and unable to work, as my checks go to her. She is in school now, on financial aid by the state, all the while she collected money in the form of SSI for herself, and one of my Son's, unemployment, food stamps, while claiming to be a Mother with an abusive husband, a dead beat Dad, who never paid child support, nor worked. I did work, I worked my ass off. Bought groceries, even grudginly gave her money, as she would lie to me that she had no money. I saw evidence that was strange, unpaid water bills, unpaid rent, but to find out later, with solid proof, that she was receiver 100k checks, USD, which she would spend in months, on God knows what.
I lost my faith, I told them all, before the courts, and in written form, what the truth was...all they looked at were the lies she spread on paper about me, so I know all about Principlalities. When I frist showed up in court, I was extrememly fit, in fact becoming a fitness model, offered jobs. I lived in an upper class community around Palo Alto, had the most famous tech people as clients, and was considered the top trainer for the number one high end gym franchise in the world, even drove an entry level Mercedes, and rented a modest apartment, so I could change all that, and give my children the lives a loving Father could provide. I finally got them, earned over 20 top credentials in my field, after sleeping in my car to do so, and she lure them back, within 6 weeks time, on the contention that she would kill herself if they did not return, and that she would provide them with video games if they came back. I would have done more, but all my funds went into providing those items, which would allow me to keep my Job, keep my clients, and keep a roof over their heads.
I watched my children on many occastions, so their Mother could go on dates, it never ended, and she abused the situation. She portrayed me as a jealous Man on record, used the Police to intimidate me and my children, soon I was on the streets, at first so that I could be near my Son, who would attempt his own life, as I would follow him to the ocean, where he more than once would just float in the middle of the night, in the Pacific, with waves crashing about.
After I lost my faith, I would come face to face, with the very demonic powers, that had stalked me all my life. Don't feel sorry for me, but know, that those people you look down on, are often attacked, for being inside good people, absent of that knowledge, which seems to come natural to an evil brand. I placed my studies then not on Physiology, nor anatomy, but on Religions and Phylophy, looking for answers. I began to understand the intense powers of the mind, and why I was targeted all my life. I have seen people shift and change before my eyes. I was told by a state worker, that my Son would never have a girl friend, a job or be able to have kids. My Children's Mother, without my knowing, placed my younger Son on a series of psychotropic drugs, which so altered my Son's chemesitry, he is now an adult and yells out constantly being attacked, by demons, witches and on. I know first hand what is happening. I follow the trail he was on litterally, and came upon startling evidence, as the fabric of dimension peels away. The state didn't listen, Their Mother didn't listen, and those who interviewed me now looking down on me didn't listen, but God listened. When I spoke a command, though still a sinner, he saw in my Heart a Son, he sees outside space time, and I know that God is real. Yet coming from an abusive and neglectful past, I have suspician of who is on the other end, so he gave me more personal proof and gave the keys to the earth to me, many times, to change the order, and set things right.
Do not be fooled, there is a group of us out here, HARD TO SAY, TEARS COME INSTANTLY, so I avoid the subject. I have so much rage, I shake the earth beneath my feet, and have developed skills that other worldy. I am no superhero, just a Dad, whos hopes and dreams were smashed through Thelemic Sex Magick, which alter this dimensional state. I have had to become pure, and struggle with it. I had such hopes, dreams and plans, and worked hard to occomplish them, but soon, broken, and tired, it was literally stipped from me, as I was sent to the first gate of hell a few years ago.
In order to gain my way out, I went through a series of trials. I had to actually bless people, and expose my true self, to crowds of people. The path was paved before me, and outside of it confusion. my soul was on the barter between Satan, and God. I am intellegent, and I am self educated, had to. I never stop studying, never stop scouring for truth and learning, I am the real deal. Ask me my sins, and I will tell you, like I have told anyone. I never lived, and yet have been promised riches, womb-man, and fame beyond most wildest dreames, but a sinking in my heart was all I had, each time I stepped away from God, each time I misrepresented myself, a weakness came over me. To this day, I can not say who or who I truly am, but, a Son of God.
I lost an exclusive on my soul, a long time ago, and was cursed by many. I did the things I did, with the weight of the world on my back, so you may undertand my intense rage, that has often turned to wrath. I have literally turned the other cheek, only to know I had the power to destroy the person who turned forcebot, to sway me.
The legal system is a black magick trap, and those who can not afford representation, those many Father, removed, and left in the sloppy care of whores, who sacrifice Sons'. I know a lot of people, and was borderline socialite at a time, but couldn't stomach the falsity, even as a confused lost soul, some time ago. I have seen how gossip and lies, and worse, quarter or half truths, can ruin a Man career. I have too seen, what turns womb-man into those sluts, as the ones who feel the Father, seem to brake under the stress, the weight each time, now needing a Man of God to lean on.
I have attempted to reach out, and write something to this effect, yet each time the computer stops working, or my Son will begin to yell. At this moment, after taking him to emergency, days ago, I do not know where he wondered off to, and must make haste to go check on him.
I know these Principles, they were divined to me, and I will, God willing, return this article in moments, one I find out where he is, so put this on pause, for now.
I found him praying to God, in the basement, at least I think it was God this time. He tend to become taken over by frequency fed information, which is why in 2013, I followed this trail. I went to the place that he did, and discoverd a world, the real world, of electromagnetic spiritual pulse, a world of dark matter and anti-matter. I was in the end of those three long days, that sucked the vitality of life, from me, which I still have not retained, I was given promise to cast a vote. I saw and made signs in the skies, moved clouds, changed the weather and much more...BUT THIS IS THE DEVILS LIE.
It was revealed to me, that Satan, if this be one of his many names, and wether he could be considered more so an alien Overlord, is up for subjection, is building an army of self promoting Anti-Christs. I still look for validation, as to wether or not this be but a well and long crafted ruse itself, in that this entity seems to have condocted much of the doctrine before us all. I look for truth thus, that resonates within me. A peice of me was taken then on my Son's Birth day, this is how this power works. I stand a broken man, stripped of the may promises, which I thought were God given, but this world, and thus at leas half our bodies, are literally made up of property, I believe possibly the very carbon which comprises us. We are all placed on a track, and this track, I felt, and defied, through out my life, not claiming to always have walked with God, on the contrary, just alluding to those Biblical statements, and other as to "the living" and "those who are not alive". There are souls, which inhabit people, there are those who may not have them, that's all I am saying here. I didn't believe in a soul, until the body was subjected under some contract or law. The soul is not owned by this force, this entity, and so these souls are being trapped. I believe hell is real, but no in the specific context most assume as experience, but I assure you, in finalaity it be exactly the same. These are steps we take, each day, which is why I weigh, a great many of my steps.
I have the proof now to show my Chrildren's Mother lied about her inheritance of what may now me in the millions. No one knows she got this money as she comes from a dishonest family. All the talk I have made about the JEWS, well guess what, I have a good deal of jewish blood on both sides.
Which is why upon futher revelation, study, mixed with divinity, I think that most schizophrenics are patternized and known while very young, under constant Satanic watch, and are in fact Prophets. They are taken very quickly up by the various state authoties. Families are ruined, all but those majority Mother's who are doing Satan's very work at defaming and imasculating boys. I have been psychically raped, molested, and hypersexualized, as one of this targets as a child. An attempt by an actual priest of the Catholic Church singled me out, as a child, which God, among countless other assults, saved me from. There is a soul, within in me, that was pure form Birth. Though I most assuredly would and could have been some child prodigy, I was treated as a lesser, at school and in my own family. So I know the plan is undeniable. There is a force out there, who has always been able to travel throught time and dimensions. This force able to alter the past, and change the future, to those who have promise. Every experience I ever had, since I can remember, had an alterate arrangement. I would often have premonitions and dreams of things that would manifest later, and yet they turned out quite the opposite.
The wrong side is ruling, the wrong side is winning, and so this leads me to the quantum arrivement, that we are near to the 61.8% mark, where there is not equal balance, in what is currently being popularized among science/christian based theorists as a world of Matter and a World of Anti-Matter. I had demons infestation in my home quite young, and I did sexual things to my little sister, which altered both our lives. She used this information, and embelished on it, to gain my abusive biological Father's Love, which none of us got. He was a Heroin attack on the streets of Hollywood, and he took the cookie, to trade in his kids, until he was left with only sacrificing his Grandkids, and so he did. I am not saying that me at 9 and 10 did not do unpeakable things, to my person, and my little sisters, but that it is all to common. We were left home alone for hours and both had not guidance, when we did see our parents, there was often beating, and the strange false Christiantity, to mask over such a backwards home. I felt watched, and I know now this influenced the very particles within me, that those who watched, changed the order, they took the life that was my promise.
So you think you sinned so badly there is not hope? I believe otherwise, because though I am a physically broken Man, dispite my best efforts, I am filled with such intense light. Sometimes when I can't handle it anymore, I go back to the pot smoking, which connects me instantly to a false light, a mimic. I become hypersexualized, and now, with the knowledge of my power become dangerous to myself, in that, there is no boundry between what I crave and what I manifest. This makes life hard for me, because these things mean nothing to me, the falsity of sex, sexualized females, and pleasure, Money and items. In order to have these things however I am now under the full reality of the fact that my soul and what it be bound to, the dark or the true light, is binding, as this clock be winding down.
Each Man is responsible for the direction of his soul. If you want to watch false Christians convince you this world does not exist, and that the modified and mutated forms of the Bible are accurate, then know it with all your heart.
I had a prophecy, I would like to share, as I was meant to have taken a godly path. Each broken covanent and life, of the Lord God's Children, is a step, a degree, towards another existence. One must be thus able to see with ethereal eyes, whoever this be gott by sin, and the soul is then on the line. One is force to chose a direction, so know, there are people, that seem to be having problems with the simplist ways in life, but are in fact desperately between dimensions, hearing voices of the dead, who are restless, mimics of the dead, battles of prominnace, in their own heads. You think you know someone, based on how they apear, but this is but a suit, manufactured by Satan incorporated.
I laid by head down, and the moment I closed my eyes, I was taken to another place. I knew not time, I knew not space. On a hill top, looking over some city, flat, and seeming to stretch on for miles, a flat hill top I did stand. Steps lead up to a Bell, and God spoke to me directly, and it was the only time he really did, though he has worked in my life, in ways I, as a once lost sheep, did not know of, at least at the time. He told me to look over the world, he told me that I would one day be responsible for it's destruction. My heart sank, and I could not recover, I only remember this now. He said I would take steps in the wrong direction but that it was to me, now that this track was chosen. For 8 hours he spoke to me, for it was morning when he left me to awaken. He told me I would not remember the rest, until it was time, and I feel that dream, a reality, unfolding now before my eyes. I do not know if it is just me, or if we all feel the same weight, and lately I am not sure this is all even real. I think this be precisely why he locked 8 hours of his teaching within my very Brain. For the devistration I felt, the rawness the realness, only left me to feel I had directly decieved him, and we all do, each day. I don't sit on a high horse, in what I say, I was born to know.
I knew I was jipped by being born into the family that I was, so much weight placed on one little Angels back, already fallen or chosen, to lift such a broken collection of souls up. I was forged again here, through pain, what ever Angels are, I am one, and I don't know where Ill end up, sometimes, but this is my own affliction. The Father is so forgiving. I have done things, like hit by Son, when was a Baby, and I lied about the even, even leaving a mark on his face. I have been overcome with spiritual forces that over took me, and I lifted my Son up, and pulled him close to me in rage, as he cried, pressing my mouth into his, and taking his voice. He is a singer a song writter, and though there were many times of rage, and abuse, they were fought, by a Light part of me, yet the body, ignorant of dates, times, rituals and watchers, seemed to be confusingly commanded, only at certain times. I turned this slowly towards self abuse, and the crimes against self, became unspeakable. The aganda is to turn all Men Gay. I was meant to walk in these shoes, unaided, for the most part, knowing the Father's Light, yet being on my own, no connections. I felt found, solid, and celestially gifted, yet later felt abandon by God.
It seems everything that could go wrong would. so I ceased to beleive in the world. I pulled the many veils you see today, away, I feel often times, it was all my doing, as if this be my very training ground. I knew the time rift was open around 1979-1981, when I stood on a basketball courts, and felt the shift so intense. I saw the future as a false one, as if we were taken off the grid. I don't know if you can relate? I fought to make up for it. For years now, near 7, I was force onto my walk, it was time. I feel for my passions, I fell for my crimes, I hide nothing, and before you and Satan as this worlds master, I do not stand ashamed. I no longer require his makeshift sin suit, which was often times on a remote control. My life was tainted, watched, and manipulated, and I can tell you, that it is not your doing. This is how he convinces God's own children, they too, will fall. Well here I am, and my mediation, I wage war, and ask for clarity. You my friends, are in a the heat of battle, a spiritual war. If you were honest you would yell out on the streets, set out and take battle with a very real sword of truth. We have been fully invaded, our lives stripped, taken away. Doubt is always whispered in your left ear, your promise of the right, taken away. The souls of your children are quite separate souls, and you are with them for good reason, all are tests, and there are many. Though I have failed most, I gained the essential knowledge. The illuion placed before you, is entirely false. The stringing along of technology, that has always been, is but a ruse. A false history of a universe, as planets are shifted, combined and moved at will. A false history of time, as carbon and it's methods are manipulated. Nothing, absolutely nothing you have experienced can be considered real in anyway, yet only our personal reaction and impact, to the event. We have truly not even begun to walk, we are children, we are souls, being tested. The total picture, be not something we can now see nor fully comprehend. We have been limited, each one, isolated into suits, and a world that place us unable to control or exhibit our true power, lest we not forget!
This code, and it's arm, I believe to be divine to Man, as he choses to will it. We are in the last days, but that time be an illusion, I do not yet know what that means. It is important to blame yourself, to be reduced, to have a breakdown, many in fact, to be rejected and ostrized, it is in fact essential. Even you must be authentic and not do these acts as deeds, for the Father does not work in this way, only the Father of Money which be exploitation and lies. I do believe that here mostly all be magnetic, which makes life here, only possible to stomach if one is lifeless, will-less and thus soul-less, on the fundamental level. That those who follow this neutral path, are being lied to, and excepting the easy road. All those who excel are doing so only because they do not see the truth that has always been before them, which I now fully am forever aware of. We must know, that there are sick, confused liars, the truly fallen, who have chosen this path, and not having but stumbled. I feel there is no crime, within this halographic machine, but the attack against those who fully realize this and seek the Lord, which can not be forgiven. I feel that what those who exploit this world and its's people know, be the fact that none of this is real. This is a testing unit, a machine, yet with forever impacting consquences. People are taking the truth now, and selling books, vesting themselves not to truth, but to money. They are the worst, in many ways, those who prosper from partial forms of truth, for they intend to prosper, as they report what should be free to all Men. These must at once take to the streets, and witness with total humility, as those who still pretend laugh and mock them. This will result in FEMA camps, and other tortures, do not deny the Father, when it is you time, to be released from you prison.
This is the truth, to the best of my ability, and there is always more, to expounge from the soul. Lay it out there. There will be more and more and more people on the streets, prophisiing, today marks the day. Those who have stumped to fall, must get back up, those who have fallen, and chose to fall...
Infinitum Secretiore, to the infinite division, onward, upward and through, the magnetic grids that bind us now, today, and the group said, amen =)
Oh, and do not follow my words any longer, turn to the Bible Alone, for it is you best and only protection, the armor....and see it for Purity and all it's Truth, but know the ways of the Devil, for he has many names, and has been there in many times. Know now what is false and what is food to eat~
JESUS IS LORD, TO YOU BELEIVE IN HIS IMPOSTOR(S)?
Well, we are all impostors and this will lead you through my own impostorship, on the other side, I am just an aspiring soul, as you too may very well be? It comes down to choice, which has impact in action, these are events, which alter the solution, for which we all must live within.
"Sex Magick Runs the common World today, or at least in that shortly "quantum" faded yesterday. I just can't believe it, when I see a womb-man claim herself to be Christian, then to gain in housing, money, a vehicle by way of her in breed deception, as to bend certain ways at certain times, laugh certain ways, flirt, wear low cut tops, tight panths, get plastic surgury PPUT ON THE WHORE TEASE, then to claim that she is of God. The God she represents and more so the one who gives her favor over the Man who was born to do the job, is on the outs. That Man is suspect, for simply being a Man, on the contention of him being a potential everything, from murderer, to thieve, to rapist, I AM SICK OF IT! This is one of the things I am quickly, spiritually closing down.
I myself a victim, destroyed my career, took my Son from me, by the corrupt California court system, and placed my in 100k back child support. I provide them with information as to the true situation, that my chilren's Mother, actually spent 6 months in jail for, on severe child neglect, down form a felony and 2 years imprisonment, due to my telling the authorities, she needed help. She never got that help. She did manage to conceal on divorce papers, an estimated 1.2 or so million dollar, her Father left her, prior to our divorce, never claiming, but hiding under her Brother's dummy corporation, which they proceided to buy a house with. Soon after, due to her monitary gain, she had me sign papers, with this same falisity, this seductive sweetness, that promised a happy divorce. For my Kids, I would and have done everything. Today my licese is taking from me, My employment is shot, as back ground checks reveal a dishonerable Man, so I have begun to take honor a lot more seriously. It is not, however, the kind of honor one would expect.
You see the suit one be expected to wear is Masonic. That "gentleman's" hand shake is Masonic, for it be a grip, of un-classified induction. The Job is gotten, by using false smiles, embelishments, even if you education and experience exceed the standards, which at a time mine did. I couldn't stay at a job long, after I left a lucrative near six figure one, due to my Son's need, and their Mother's abusive and intense party girl attitude, though she was in her late 30's, amorous, sleeping with any Man who would find her desirable. The problem be, that she blamed me for abusing her, and I swear under God, Uber Gott today, with the very Soul I have earned today on the line, that I never laid a hand on her in haste. She even filed a restraining order against me, keeping me from my kids, but truly did it, because in 5 short years, she spent every dime, which her Father, and abusive member of the Italian Mafia (at least he bragged as such), left to them for their college education, now grown, they have nothing, and do not speak to their Mother. They do hug me, and call me, and tell me that they love me, and they appreciate me being there, being Dad.
This brings tears to my eyes, because with all my gifts, all my wrath and rage, over this societal travesty, still that debt remains to this day, now 45, and unable to work, as my checks go to her. She is in school now, on financial aid by the state, all the while she collected money in the form of SSI for herself, and one of my Son's, unemployment, food stamps, while claiming to be a Mother with an abusive husband, a dead beat Dad, who never paid child support, nor worked. I did work, I worked my ass off. Bought groceries, even grudginly gave her money, as she would lie to me that she had no money. I saw evidence that was strange, unpaid water bills, unpaid rent, but to find out later, with solid proof, that she was receiver 100k checks, USD, which she would spend in months, on God knows what.
I lost my faith, I told them all, before the courts, and in written form, what the truth was...all they looked at were the lies she spread on paper about me, so I know all about Principlalities. When I frist showed up in court, I was extrememly fit, in fact becoming a fitness model, offered jobs. I lived in an upper class community around Palo Alto, had the most famous tech people as clients, and was considered the top trainer for the number one high end gym franchise in the world, even drove an entry level Mercedes, and rented a modest apartment, so I could change all that, and give my children the lives a loving Father could provide. I finally got them, earned over 20 top credentials in my field, after sleeping in my car to do so, and she lure them back, within 6 weeks time, on the contention that she would kill herself if they did not return, and that she would provide them with video games if they came back. I would have done more, but all my funds went into providing those items, which would allow me to keep my Job, keep my clients, and keep a roof over their heads.
I watched my children on many occastions, so their Mother could go on dates, it never ended, and she abused the situation. She portrayed me as a jealous Man on record, used the Police to intimidate me and my children, soon I was on the streets, at first so that I could be near my Son, who would attempt his own life, as I would follow him to the ocean, where he more than once would just float in the middle of the night, in the Pacific, with waves crashing about.
After I lost my faith, I would come face to face, with the very demonic powers, that had stalked me all my life. Don't feel sorry for me, but know, that those people you look down on, are often attacked, for being inside good people, absent of that knowledge, which seems to come natural to an evil brand. I placed my studies then not on Physiology, nor anatomy, but on Religions and Phylophy, looking for answers. I began to understand the intense powers of the mind, and why I was targeted all my life. I have seen people shift and change before my eyes. I was told by a state worker, that my Son would never have a girl friend, a job or be able to have kids. My Children's Mother, without my knowing, placed my younger Son on a series of psychotropic drugs, which so altered my Son's chemesitry, he is now an adult and yells out constantly being attacked, by demons, witches and on. I know first hand what is happening. I follow the trail he was on litterally, and came upon startling evidence, as the fabric of dimension peels away. The state didn't listen, Their Mother didn't listen, and those who interviewed me now looking down on me didn't listen, but God listened. When I spoke a command, though still a sinner, he saw in my Heart a Son, he sees outside space time, and I know that God is real. Yet coming from an abusive and neglectful past, I have suspician of who is on the other end, so he gave me more personal proof and gave the keys to the earth to me, many times, to change the order, and set things right.
Do not be fooled, there is a group of us out here, HARD TO SAY, TEARS COME INSTANTLY, so I avoid the subject. I have so much rage, I shake the earth beneath my feet, and have developed skills that other worldy. I am no superhero, just a Dad, whos hopes and dreams were smashed through Thelemic Sex Magick, which alter this dimensional state. I have had to become pure, and struggle with it. I had such hopes, dreams and plans, and worked hard to occomplish them, but soon, broken, and tired, it was literally stipped from me, as I was sent to the first gate of hell a few years ago.
In order to gain my way out, I went through a series of trials. I had to actually bless people, and expose my true self, to crowds of people. The path was paved before me, and outside of it confusion. my soul was on the barter between Satan, and God. I am intellegent, and I am self educated, had to. I never stop studying, never stop scouring for truth and learning, I am the real deal. Ask me my sins, and I will tell you, like I have told anyone. I never lived, and yet have been promised riches, womb-man, and fame beyond most wildest dreames, but a sinking in my heart was all I had, each time I stepped away from God, each time I misrepresented myself, a weakness came over me. To this day, I can not say who or who I truly am, but, a Son of God.
I lost an exclusive on my soul, a long time ago, and was cursed by many. I did the things I did, with the weight of the world on my back, so you may undertand my intense rage, that has often turned to wrath. I have literally turned the other cheek, only to know I had the power to destroy the person who turned forcebot, to sway me.
The legal system is a black magick trap, and those who can not afford representation, those many Father, removed, and left in the sloppy care of whores, who sacrifice Sons'. I know a lot of people, and was borderline socialite at a time, but couldn't stomach the falsity, even as a confused lost soul, some time ago. I have seen how gossip and lies, and worse, quarter or half truths, can ruin a Man career. I have too seen, what turns womb-man into those sluts, as the ones who feel the Father, seem to brake under the stress, the weight each time, now needing a Man of God to lean on.
I have attempted to reach out, and write something to this effect, yet each time the computer stops working, or my Son will begin to yell. At this moment, after taking him to emergency, days ago, I do not know where he wondered off to, and must make haste to go check on him.
I know these Principles, they were divined to me, and I will, God willing, return this article in moments, one I find out where he is, so put this on pause, for now.
I found him praying to God, in the basement, at least I think it was God this time. He tend to become taken over by frequency fed information, which is why in 2013, I followed this trail. I went to the place that he did, and discoverd a world, the real world, of electromagnetic spiritual pulse, a world of dark matter and anti-matter. I was in the end of those three long days, that sucked the vitality of life, from me, which I still have not retained, I was given promise to cast a vote. I saw and made signs in the skies, moved clouds, changed the weather and much more...BUT THIS IS THE DEVILS LIE.
It was revealed to me, that Satan, if this be one of his many names, and wether he could be considered more so an alien Overlord, is up for subjection, is building an army of self promoting Anti-Christs. I still look for validation, as to wether or not this be but a well and long crafted ruse itself, in that this entity seems to have condocted much of the doctrine before us all. I look for truth thus, that resonates within me. A peice of me was taken then on my Son's Birth day, this is how this power works. I stand a broken man, stripped of the may promises, which I thought were God given, but this world, and thus at leas half our bodies, are literally made up of property, I believe possibly the very carbon which comprises us. We are all placed on a track, and this track, I felt, and defied, through out my life, not claiming to always have walked with God, on the contrary, just alluding to those Biblical statements, and other as to "the living" and "those who are not alive". There are souls, which inhabit people, there are those who may not have them, that's all I am saying here. I didn't believe in a soul, until the body was subjected under some contract or law. The soul is not owned by this force, this entity, and so these souls are being trapped. I believe hell is real, but no in the specific context most assume as experience, but I assure you, in finalaity it be exactly the same. These are steps we take, each day, which is why I weigh, a great many of my steps.
I have the proof now to show my Chrildren's Mother lied about her inheritance of what may now me in the millions. No one knows she got this money as she comes from a dishonest family. All the talk I have made about the JEWS, well guess what, I have a good deal of jewish blood on both sides.
Which is why upon futher revelation, study, mixed with divinity, I think that most schizophrenics are patternized and known while very young, under constant Satanic watch, and are in fact Prophets. They are taken very quickly up by the various state authoties. Families are ruined, all but those majority Mother's who are doing Satan's very work at defaming and imasculating boys. I have been psychically raped, molested, and hypersexualized, as one of this targets as a child. An attempt by an actual priest of the Catholic Church singled me out, as a child, which God, among countless other assults, saved me from. There is a soul, within in me, that was pure form Birth. Though I most assuredly would and could have been some child prodigy, I was treated as a lesser, at school and in my own family. So I know the plan is undeniable. There is a force out there, who has always been able to travel throught time and dimensions. This force able to alter the past, and change the future, to those who have promise. Every experience I ever had, since I can remember, had an alterate arrangement. I would often have premonitions and dreams of things that would manifest later, and yet they turned out quite the opposite.
The wrong side is ruling, the wrong side is winning, and so this leads me to the quantum arrivement, that we are near to the 61.8% mark, where there is not equal balance, in what is currently being popularized among science/christian based theorists as a world of Matter and a World of Anti-Matter. I had demons infestation in my home quite young, and I did sexual things to my little sister, which altered both our lives. She used this information, and embelished on it, to gain my abusive biological Father's Love, which none of us got. He was a Heroin attack on the streets of Hollywood, and he took the cookie, to trade in his kids, until he was left with only sacrificing his Grandkids, and so he did. I am not saying that me at 9 and 10 did not do unpeakable things, to my person, and my little sisters, but that it is all to common. We were left home alone for hours and both had not guidance, when we did see our parents, there was often beating, and the strange false Christiantity, to mask over such a backwards home. I felt watched, and I know now this influenced the very particles within me, that those who watched, changed the order, they took the life that was my promise.
So you think you sinned so badly there is not hope? I believe otherwise, because though I am a physically broken Man, dispite my best efforts, I am filled with such intense light. Sometimes when I can't handle it anymore, I go back to the pot smoking, which connects me instantly to a false light, a mimic. I become hypersexualized, and now, with the knowledge of my power become dangerous to myself, in that, there is no boundry between what I crave and what I manifest. This makes life hard for me, because these things mean nothing to me, the falsity of sex, sexualized females, and pleasure, Money and items. In order to have these things however I am now under the full reality of the fact that my soul and what it be bound to, the dark or the true light, is binding, as this clock be winding down.
Each Man is responsible for the direction of his soul. If you want to watch false Christians convince you this world does not exist, and that the modified and mutated forms of the Bible are accurate, then know it with all your heart.
I had a prophecy, I would like to share, as I was meant to have taken a godly path. Each broken covanent and life, of the Lord God's Children, is a step, a degree, towards another existence. One must be thus able to see with ethereal eyes, whoever this be gott by sin, and the soul is then on the line. One is force to chose a direction, so know, there are people, that seem to be having problems with the simplist ways in life, but are in fact desperately between dimensions, hearing voices of the dead, who are restless, mimics of the dead, battles of prominnace, in their own heads. You think you know someone, based on how they apear, but this is but a suit, manufactured by Satan incorporated.
I laid by head down, and the moment I closed my eyes, I was taken to another place. I knew not time, I knew not space. On a hill top, looking over some city, flat, and seeming to stretch on for miles, a flat hill top I did stand. Steps lead up to a Bell, and God spoke to me directly, and it was the only time he really did, though he has worked in my life, in ways I, as a once lost sheep, did not know of, at least at the time. He told me to look over the world, he told me that I would one day be responsible for it's destruction. My heart sank, and I could not recover, I only remember this now. He said I would take steps in the wrong direction but that it was to me, now that this track was chosen. For 8 hours he spoke to me, for it was morning when he left me to awaken. He told me I would not remember the rest, until it was time, and I feel that dream, a reality, unfolding now before my eyes. I do not know if it is just me, or if we all feel the same weight, and lately I am not sure this is all even real. I think this be precisely why he locked 8 hours of his teaching within my very Brain. For the devistration I felt, the rawness the realness, only left me to feel I had directly decieved him, and we all do, each day. I don't sit on a high horse, in what I say, I was born to know.
I knew I was jipped by being born into the family that I was, so much weight placed on one little Angels back, already fallen or chosen, to lift such a broken collection of souls up. I was forged again here, through pain, what ever Angels are, I am one, and I don't know where Ill end up, sometimes, but this is my own affliction. The Father is so forgiving. I have done things, like hit by Son, when was a Baby, and I lied about the even, even leaving a mark on his face. I have been overcome with spiritual forces that over took me, and I lifted my Son up, and pulled him close to me in rage, as he cried, pressing my mouth into his, and taking his voice. He is a singer a song writter, and though there were many times of rage, and abuse, they were fought, by a Light part of me, yet the body, ignorant of dates, times, rituals and watchers, seemed to be confusingly commanded, only at certain times. I turned this slowly towards self abuse, and the crimes against self, became unspeakable. The aganda is to turn all Men Gay. I was meant to walk in these shoes, unaided, for the most part, knowing the Father's Light, yet being on my own, no connections. I felt found, solid, and celestially gifted, yet later felt abandon by God.
It seems everything that could go wrong would. so I ceased to beleive in the world. I pulled the many veils you see today, away, I feel often times, it was all my doing, as if this be my very training ground. I knew the time rift was open around 1979-1981, when I stood on a basketball courts, and felt the shift so intense. I saw the future as a false one, as if we were taken off the grid. I don't know if you can relate? I fought to make up for it. For years now, near 7, I was force onto my walk, it was time. I feel for my passions, I fell for my crimes, I hide nothing, and before you and Satan as this worlds master, I do not stand ashamed. I no longer require his makeshift sin suit, which was often times on a remote control. My life was tainted, watched, and manipulated, and I can tell you, that it is not your doing. This is how he convinces God's own children, they too, will fall. Well here I am, and my mediation, I wage war, and ask for clarity. You my friends, are in a the heat of battle, a spiritual war. If you were honest you would yell out on the streets, set out and take battle with a very real sword of truth. We have been fully invaded, our lives stripped, taken away. Doubt is always whispered in your left ear, your promise of the right, taken away. The souls of your children are quite separate souls, and you are with them for good reason, all are tests, and there are many. Though I have failed most, I gained the essential knowledge. The illuion placed before you, is entirely false. The stringing along of technology, that has always been, is but a ruse. A false history of a universe, as planets are shifted, combined and moved at will. A false history of time, as carbon and it's methods are manipulated. Nothing, absolutely nothing you have experienced can be considered real in anyway, yet only our personal reaction and impact, to the event. We have truly not even begun to walk, we are children, we are souls, being tested. The total picture, be not something we can now see nor fully comprehend. We have been limited, each one, isolated into suits, and a world that place us unable to control or exhibit our true power, lest we not forget!
This code, and it's arm, I believe to be divine to Man, as he choses to will it. We are in the last days, but that time be an illusion, I do not yet know what that means. It is important to blame yourself, to be reduced, to have a breakdown, many in fact, to be rejected and ostrized, it is in fact essential. Even you must be authentic and not do these acts as deeds, for the Father does not work in this way, only the Father of Money which be exploitation and lies. I do believe that here mostly all be magnetic, which makes life here, only possible to stomach if one is lifeless, will-less and thus soul-less, on the fundamental level. That those who follow this neutral path, are being lied to, and excepting the easy road. All those who excel are doing so only because they do not see the truth that has always been before them, which I now fully am forever aware of. We must know, that there are sick, confused liars, the truly fallen, who have chosen this path, and not having but stumbled. I feel there is no crime, within this halographic machine, but the attack against those who fully realize this and seek the Lord, which can not be forgiven. I feel that what those who exploit this world and its's people know, be the fact that none of this is real. This is a testing unit, a machine, yet with forever impacting consquences. People are taking the truth now, and selling books, vesting themselves not to truth, but to money. They are the worst, in many ways, those who prosper from partial forms of truth, for they intend to prosper, as they report what should be free to all Men. These must at once take to the streets, and witness with total humility, as those who still pretend laugh and mock them. This will result in FEMA camps, and other tortures, do not deny the Father, when it is you time, to be released from you prison.
This is the truth, to the best of my ability, and there is always more, to expounge from the soul. Lay it out there. There will be more and more and more people on the streets, prophisiing, today marks the day. Those who have stumped to fall, must get back up, those who have fallen, and chose to fall...
Infinitum Secretiore, to the infinite division, onward, upward and through, the magnetic grids that bind us now, today, and the group said, amen =)
Oh, and do not follow my words any longer, turn to the Bible Alone, for it is you best and only protection, the armor....and see it for Purity and all it's Truth, but know the ways of the Devil, for he has many names, and has been there in many times. Know now what is false and what is food to eat~
EPL-
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Uber Gott, God the all, the mighty. I pray that ALL the meek will be spared, as I go into this full scale mind war. I am told that I am that representative of God, and must begin to think, see and act as such, I am sorry for my failure with this. I have used impure tactics, and you God, have stricken this from my Being, as I have finally prayed specifically for those indecent errors to be wiped clean from my being. I serve you, when you command me to stop, I bend to your great will, so let it be, amen~
I feel this earth needs to be rippled to the effect as to surprise even those who plot, as to further destroy those, such as myself, who's lives have been destroyed by those Thieves, Whores and Liars.
Uber Gott, God the all, the mighty. I pray that ALL the meek will be spared, as I go into this full scale mind war. I am told that I am that representative of God, and must begin to think, see and act as such, I am sorry for my failure with this. I have used impure tactics, and you God, have stricken this from my Being, as I have finally prayed specifically for those indecent errors to be wiped clean from my being. I serve you, when you command me to stop, I bend to your great will, so let it be, amen~
I feel this earth needs to be rippled to the effect as to surprise even those who plot, as to further destroy those, such as myself, who's lives have been destroyed by those Thieves, Whores and Liars.
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