The truth is a jagged pill

You've got to understand that there is'nt some benevolent god of money and opportunity that works directly in your daily lives. The truth is neither straight forward nor straightforward abstract. For even the ultruistic measure of luck is a part of a control system. When you listen to it and you follow you are heavily under its spell. Breaking free ensures nothing but pain. It is like waking up in a trash heap that seems to infinitely stretch on with little to nothing else. There is a reason money, politics, math, science, philosophy, religion, friendships, teachers, mentors and any other epistemological or ontological method of dissection isn’t straight forward…because nothing is. Either you work to purify and are thus sane and contained within the self or you are not. We are all greatly compromised that not the point! Purification has to become a full-time preoccupation to where even death is no longer something that those who have awakened should fear. There will be lies and torture to come more than likely. No purity of soul force is permitted here in the feeling, though, action, deed matrix of disillusionment. They are jealous. They are made to destroy us. We are being contained and contaminated lambasting over lifetimes until we forget ourselves and either convert or are digested by them. They are degradating the very soul through a complex system. We have forgotten who and what we are through this elaborate matrix of deception and control.