Monday, January 20, 2020

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL

One of the most important items to consider whilst in quandary is; Junction Points. When, where, how, why intersections may meet and for what Purpose.~
SMO13

Sunday, January 19, 2020

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL

 It is painful to go back into the superficiality and exploitation of the “false-self”. This in ‘Order’ that I should simply stay alive [Eat, Home, Study]. We are taught to build-up a false sense of self (being ‘poofed-up’, in order to sustain [a family]).
 Further relationships are based on falsity. Friends are actually, in the end, those of which we can trade and barter with. All people, unless they have built-up such an immense illusion as to constantly cast an Allusion [of false-self], end up frustrated, empty and utterly ravaged and alone in their end.
 Blank Slating is based upon a purge. Whether this be displayed through Body, Mind, Soul or Spirit (active Sol Force) this Purge must take place.

  •  Then a building-up, with proper building blocks (how it should have been from the first [moment]/life). 
  •  The Flush must take place constant, and so Purity (the water or constant flow).
Needed Nourishment(s) for the body-mind-sol(soul) connection in the form of micronutrient, intellectual stimulus, new learned behaviors and addition or upgrades to patterned behavior activity.

 Then and only then can there be a fullness and fruitage. Much of the time we must cut away weeds of that bleed the psych, motivation and human-heart of this combined understanding; “One must be a Full Cup that runneth over, in order to give there must be an excess”.

An Existential Threat (for beauty is found in the pursuits of Purity and Perfection)

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Kingdom of Judah

Saturday, January 18, 2020

Thursday, January 16, 2020

Never felt closer to death [and “50 years is way to long”]

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No one to talk to but those in grief, only then the heart lay transparent and unguarded as man should always be
Never felt closer to death in all my life, what have they done?

Truth is, there really is no substantial reason to live this current reality. My dreams, when I do fall fast to sleep, are vivid and happy, full of the most surreal and exhilarating experiences, I feel I’ve lived 1000 lifetimes.

 Somewhere that seems/feels more real than this...much much more! I sail on seas, float through skies on contraptions that only make sense, and familiarity, while in a lucid cosmic dream/state. I am with my boy Antonio, where weakling’s and democracy, nor any form of government doth exist. Then I awaken, at least to this (side of the) world.

 The ugly city awaits, sleeping at the courthouse, getting citations for trying to sleep somewhere. I cycle through and get weary.

 I meet Sweet People that should never ever have been on ‘the streets’ who are criminalized, but there are many [Demons] who blind the compassion. And there truly should be none! For man is supposed to be his own Star. He (man) not watched by The Heavily Cloaked Ones, who hid behind the curtain.

 This Society, the polemics. The Donald Trumps and Nancy Pelosi’s of this world are equal in their unified esoteric ignorance of “The Real World”. Those Dark Gamma-Rays (as they seem to hit the ground and me), do swirl on through the night.

 IT always had it out for me, as I am incapable of being compliant, but much rather Self-reliant.

Barry
*The body grows weak, far too quickly to be of a ‘natural origin’.

CLIF HIGH "CRUSADES CATHARS"

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