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Saturday, February 7, 2015

FEEL ME IF YOU FEEL~

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL


I want to turn this into a song that is sung non emotionally. I figure if I take the most emotional song, take the emotion out, you've got a "The Faustian Deal", we seem destined to make. 
always look out for the wolves
they gonna get you, in the end
try to find a reason for living
try to find a reason no to die 2x
I've been carrying this burden for so long now
so long now 2x
it gets harder every day
but I...
I dig in, and I try
oh I try to be myself
with every part of me
every part of me
every little bit Ive got I give
every day, every day
So if you wanna know me
You talkin to a man, you talkin to a real man
A man who gives, with principle
a man who gives with everything hes got
and he makes himself
He makes himself more refined every day
He studies science, and psychology and
He fills his heart and his head up, with whats real
He gives a fuck, about whats real
You want to give a fuck something?
Do you give a fuck about anything, anything at all?
Then you look into my heart, and you look into my eyes
and you'll see a man, oh you'll see a man
who gives everything he can, everything he can
and you know something?
I think its coming back to me, I think it's coming back on me
this ones for the ones i love
this ones for everthing I believe in
everything that's real
you feel me?
you'll feel me if you feel, you'll feel me if you feel
you'll feel me
you feel me?
you'll feel me if you feel you'll feel me if you know whats real
if you know whats real, if you know whats real, your gonna feel with me!
YOUR GONNA FEEL WITH ME
IF YOU KNOW THE DEAL, IF YOU KNOW WHATS REAL?
YOUR GONNA FEEL WITH ME!
YOUR GONNA FEEL WHATS REAL WITH ME!
I'M A MEGASUPER STAR, YOU CANT KEEP IT BACK!
YOU CANT KEEP ME FROM SHINING, YOU CANT KEEP ME DOWN
you gotta, you gotta keep it real with me
you gotta keep it real with me

2012 MMP

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL

MASTELLER PLAN
THE SCIENCE, POLITICS, BELIEF, RELIGION AND REASON FOR LIVING
PLAN or Perpetuate/Perceive
LIVE or Like/Learn
ACTION or Attend/Amend
NAVIGATE or North/Nullify
*Repeats=Life
The contained writings are my attempt at expressing the realization I came “into” last night. I had watched a movie series based on ghosts and phenomenology. Haunting to be more explicit. There are no true documented cases of this, outside of EM (electro magnetic) . Two days ago, a person I had on face book, read a repost I had made, based on why Christian Divine healing also has no documentation, no physical proof.
Now my mind works by going to the most perspicuous thought process, so all the great philosophers come directly into mind. My mind began to piece it all together, I think(mostly) because I had done the opposite, I stopped “CARING” (Dasein, BT)….I unlearned, without reactivity (amygdala, emotional Intelligence, Goleman)
I feel that to truly follow, anything, there must be scientific, philosophical (and yes) a religious methodology. This is how I see the world. To clarify, I do not aim to prove or disprove the this, but to say it is pointless to even consider. Instead of pondering whether there are “aliens in space“…I must laugh at the very wordage! If there is a plan, in any beings mind, then there is a plan to carry out, all life learns….to live longer, to be more, to do more, requires the Carrying out of WILL in the form of a well cared for PLAN. So the question would be to understand the fundamental. Do spirits carry out PLANS? Is it possible for other life forms to carry out PLANS? Is there a divine plan? Rather a repeating matrix, a rhythm of nature…we tend to be awe struck by size of a thing and not awe struck by the realization that like tribecularbone it is a repeating sequence of the same, we see it expressed in all of our physiological happenings…osteocytes, osteoblasts, osteoclasts being different phases of the same thing, one with a slightly further plan of action than the next..thus we must take our place? To further the “thought” like a chess game, moving only one game piece on the board at a time? Freedom only lies in our taking Planning seriously, but in this, sounds, sight, texture and motion will take place…can you hold on for the ride, not just holding on, but pay it out, as the roller coaster we call life, takes you toward what you willed to be…YOU ARE A PRODUCT OF YOUR PLAN
PHASES OF PLANNING
Ontology does not imply what most what most people “think”, not even the masters. The depth of thought is much more so existent on a much simpler scale. Men write, debate with big words, further disparaging, confusing the masses that have not WILL to learn more. Why should they, when religion, pushing the adolescent ideas of society, offer all of this. The news paper, officials, menus, jobs and the offered ‘reason for living” are all existent on a mundane level. Thus the red or the blue pill?
Heidegger expresses this in CARE, Nietzsche expresses this with WILL, Proudhon, Emerson, Coolidge and even Aristotle express this in the union of man, which we could say is NATURAL LAW/WILL. There are many others, of course, that express the base desires of man as Perfecting himself, Hegel suggests this (along with several others).
It was the people who destroyed Germany in ww2, not Goebbels, or Eikman or Hindenburg or Hitler…it was the frenzy…and in this, it was near to the genius religions, like Buddhism and Christianity, that borrow and exploit from other more esoteric belief systems of people who lived in happiness…..to quote Nietzsche…we Hyperborians north of Thrace.. I consider Christianity a copper religion (The republic) Marcos palos)…but this does in no way discount the impact and power of the exoteric, in fact this is, in my estimation, Dasein at work…that which works outside of us? Built in motivation factors, fear, hate, want, denial,…;push then pull, negatives then postives…Christianity and buddism…being true nihilism, reducing the observer, reducing the will, reducing the PLAN…yielding to a “greater plan?”

SHALL WE EXPLOIT MAN, OR SHALL WE BE EXPLOITED?
Machiavelli's the prince, never has a book been reworked in my mind so often. I have several versions, instantly I think of Faust, and Dante’S inferno. I see men trying to work out a workable system…good me, in Nietzschian terms…fools perhaps trying to over come mediocrity? Thus spoke Zarathustra? I see all it all now, quite clearly. Man wishes to prove that conventional interference makes him a god.. We wish to intervene, to amend, we will not get into the topic or a battle with sexual disparaging, as it is worthless. The man with the plan take the cake, the car and the girl in the end…is this not what the great Gatsby was about? Not enough of a plan?
PERCEIVE:
LIFE=Simply the impulse, the rethought, humans make the most amendments of all beasts, thus WILL
WILL= is static understanding of self perfection, intervention..the thought
LEARN:
CARE=The action state, the intervention, the call out, that I exist, that I care
ACTION:
PLAN=This is the state that words like esoteric or ontological mean to confuse us with …even more so, religions…we have a plan for you! They say. BECOMING= Life, death, all things, everywhere, are based on the concept of becoming. Here all things are fleeting, all self perceived knowledge or ideals crumble in the very realization that when one becomes, they are carrying out a plan of becoming something. Thus sets in motion en entire drama of events. When we begin to ill perceive (religions etc…). Self perfection is the goal, however where do we draw the line on our
PLAN…THUS THE PLAN AND BECOMING ARE ONE EVENT. We must learn to plan as we move, as bombs go off, the further this is laid out, understood the more success occurs…so many are afraid of over planning, when this is truly a myth, the ultimate totalitarian control mechanism,..that to over plan is a waste of time, it is time (get into that later)
NAVIGATE:
BECOMING
The plan must be done or cast away…always, constantly executed, thought of and cultivated or abandon. The plan is our very child, our life force, our expression of self. The men who prove themselves superior, simply take the plan further. Capitalism is based on men who see the plan for the next several generations, then slow the WILL and CARE of the people, with totalitarianism. So yes, if you must name it, I too here, mean to express the use of a totalitarian concept, People are kept ignorant of the corporeal, and superstition abounds. Questions that are outside strands of PLANNED thoughts, and have no purpose, such as; what is the meaning of life? Did Christ ever exist? Where did we come from? All of these questions are pointless, when one lives with the action plan of TIME
TIME is TIMING
See not the history, but the history of undulations. Time has been subjected to many critiques, but often misunderstood. But time shows its face to us, in its algorithmic patterns. The heart beat, measured now, in circadian rhythm, a world in/or Geo-rhythms, bio-rhythms of a life/person….we see that clearly there is a repeating pulse, a time of day, no matter where we may plant our static feet…even if day is 24 hours or a thousand years, it is not relevant, only to the life or PLAN , that the rhythm supports. Thus our plan is set in stone, on through our very nature. Our nature is dictated by our BECOMING. Our BECOMING changing the very molecular structure of our BEING/EXISTENCE. Man is in control, as long as he is in control.
There are natural changes that occur, some based on our slight intervention. We are learning to “time” correctly, to see that things don’t really change at all, not for good, but we can make an impression on anything we see fit or worthy of our time/plan and execute this, to self perfection precision. Time are out training wheels. All things express WILL TO POWER, but humans, so far, are the most unique. Yet, as long as we think, feel or allow ourselves to be manipulated thereby amending ourselves/yielding…we then see that it was our plan, or lack of planning, that brought toward us, our final conclusion, we set the algorithm, we set the standard by our plan. This is the secret to life, achievement, love and happiness, as we see it. Any deviations, in retrospect, is always preplanned, we always know when we will “fail”, because quite simply, we plan to fail/succeed every time we do. This is entirely based on our level planning. Anything can be altered, expressed, increased or decreased by TIMING the algorithms, and making the PLAN (I will not say action PLAN because all PLAN’s require ACTION).
Mystical
There is nothing mystical or superstitious about life, All things,, even celestial bodies, or a bug, control will to the natural law, of the extent of “its” plan. An ant knows where it is going, what it is searching for, it is the communication we tend to get lost in (proving or disproving pheromones signals or sounds and other signals). We have knowledge we will never use, never keep..not all at once…and its is the only true way that any knowledge is of any good, if we can process it all at one time…thus my book STELLAR MASS, the great computer, with all the information contained…leading to the final outcome, of playing out the entire process…and curbing a way.
OUR THOUGHTS
Our thoughts dictate everything, our plan instantly sets us in motion towards everything. A person can have anything, to the extent that they can think it..thus this is our plight, for the proletariat, that we are so frail to others, to ourselves. This is true natural law in motion. The entire universe could shift, change, open and alter, if we were to truly be capable of what we term ontological…but we are not as our ancestors were, we are less than, always thinking ourselves more, thus following a pattern, a preset plan. As Carl Marx points out, it is one of destruction, then as he believed humanism…but to reach true humanism, we will be stuck synthetic A priori, we have been shaped into the Slave morality.
LIFE AND DEATH
Though we do no like it, death is there…but for the simple reason that we change our minds. Human beings have built death into their very daily life, when a clinging to life is to say “all that I am is right and true, I need no further amendment, so let me live!” The level of accretion, meaning the following the undulations of our very bio-rhythms, noticing it is our very individuality…an egg cooked for 5 minutes will always taste different than one cooked for 8 minutes, even if it is cooked again, or frozen, its original plan can not be over written, and we tend to cling to our “beliefs” our “religious” to deny this fact….
MEDIOCRITY
Ensues in the lazy society. Tribes progress in numbers, territory then toward natural “communism” .
MACHINATIONS
Females, stupid men and the truly lazy…plot a plan, one to save time, resources..to multiply, to steal ideas…thus the problem here, is that the one who created the PLAN, that what barbarically taken…as most every good invention has…is that the PLAN should have included an understanding of this. No one can be trusted, thus the things that are most beautiful, the most possession base, that hold the most “value” to us…are the ones who go along with our plan, that follow us…our beasts of burden are based on our level of pre-thought and our very action to carry out those PLAN’s
WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT PLANS
When we come together, there becomes a WILL TO LIFE. The expression of what we think we may be, as individual, we see a separation…thus proving that we WILL ourselves to be more, that no where in our lineage has there been a breakthrough, that has effected our very Amino Acid DNA sequence of genes, to alter, better and complete a PLAN. PLAN’s can be embedded in our very selves, so when there is absence of plan, and we see this clearly manifested in our family lineage (respecting X and Y lineage) we must see it is up to us to embed this for our offspring. The faster, smarter, better, stronger, and more superior men are ones of synthetic A priori, beginning a life, where our forefathers left off at their ends. Will, thus becomes an autogenic hard copy, BECOMING or PLANNING is our NEED to PERPETUATE this plan. So we see the dramatic assault on our genealogy by our totalitarian government…which in reality, is the very men who got there first, and secured a place at the watering hole. It is a must to either die and be erased, as a lineage or to WILL TO POWER. How much dogma or superstition a person gravitates towards shows our level of servitude or slave morality…where one has a posteriori and thus a priori (our past selves or genealogy) yielded to the masters….WE ARE WRITING OUR BOOK EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY, SEIZE LIFE BY CREATING A BIGGER PLAN.
Creating the PLAN
A PLAN can not be created off of other men's PLANS. Yes this is the quick road to capitalistic riches…but they will be fleeting, as our lineage will become copy cats, and thus the slave morality will ensue. This is where the ontological term must be implied and more so followed. Self appreciating intellectual understanding is the only way to shape and embed this PLAN into one that effect our future selves. When we see a child of our own fail in life, fail in society, we see a very weak strand of not WILL but of the ontological understanding that WILL in motion is CARE, that CARE in accretion is ACTION and that ACTION in the form of a carried out PLAN is NAVIGATION towards BECOMING. This is where true accruemnet of nature takes place…where we have intervened, changed the beastly course, followed a new exciting and different algorithm and not only changed our own life course, but our future selves. Again, there is nothing that a great plan of action can not change for the better of not just “US” but everything!
PROOF

We see the proof, but we fail to take it to the next level because it has not been done before. We see the pattern, but wish to rather distract ourselves, rather to take up the exciting quest that may have the motley crew of the walking dead (robotic society) burning crosses on our front lawn and legally having us euthanized. The truth is that “robots” imply an end point, with no physiological ability to be more…but we are capable of being more, without upgrade of parts, but to only realize ourselves, again, in an ontological way. Thus the increased intellectual value of a self, is the only proof we need…from the wright brothers, to the piccard twins…to the piccard lineage…elevating not only the future selves but showing an unrelenting ability to see this esoteric mind set and reapply the a priori yet deeper and deeper, into the depths of oceans to the very upper atmosphere of our very planet. It is no wonder such a brilliant character like TIN TIN’S Professor calculus was thought to be based on the Piccard brothers combined…showing that a lineage becomes a force, when genealogy and cultivation of intellect is taken to... and past its potential…they understood the religious science of the MASTELLER PLAN.

RAW

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL

RAW
So you have a heartbeat?
well I do too
Wheres your humanity?
I coulda' died for you!
layed down my life for you!
I walked away with nothing at all
nothing at all
i sacrificed my family and my freedom and my sanity!
my sanity my sanity
baby come back to me
baby come back to me
I dont wanna lose you
your the last peice
your the last peice of my
soul
your the last peice of my soul
baby got a heart beat
baby got a heart beat
well i do too
i do too
i can feel my heart beat
i can feel my heart beat
Mr can you spare a dime?
Mr can you spare a dime?
This is what love gets you 
broke and destitute-
SO YOU WANNA BE A ROCKSTAR
so you wanna be a rockstar
so you think its all peaches and cream
more like
rock and coke
just to bare it, just to bare
i dream of a better life
i dream of a better life
mr you got something?
so you wanna be a rock star?
its peaches and cream
to be famous!
your name in lights!
mr you dont understand
you dont understand
you dont understand the pain
one single song comes from your pulse, comes from your mind, comes from your blood, comes from your soul
no one understands
no one understands
they want to eat you whole
so you wanna be a rockstar
so you wanna fuck pretty girls, and you wanna do coke and you wanna drive around to fast
huh mr rockstar?
dont confuse your mind with the tabloids
dont confuse reality
we are freaks to entertain you
and thats what were gonna be
were gonna be that way forever baby
high on the stage, mumble all the words we say
so you wanna be a rockstar
so you want pretty girls, fine champagne bentleys diamond rings, and mansions
and all those things, that are suppose to make you feel good
im dreamin of better days
im dreamin of better days
im dreamin of better ways
is this as good as it gets?
hey mr rockstar
hey mr rockstar
can you tell me what my future holds?
can you tell me what i should be, what i should be?
im dreamin of better days

I KNOW THE LORD IS REAL

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL

I KNOW THE LORD IS REAL
ITS THROUGH HIM THAT I SEE
ITS FROM HIM THAT I FEEL
I WOKE UP BELIEVING TODAY
I WOKE UP FEELING REAL
I KNOW HES ALWAYS WITH ME
ITS THROUGH HIM HOW I HEAL
IN THE MASTERS HOUSE
IS WHERE I WANT TO BE
ITS IN THE MASTERS CHAMBER
THAT EVERY MAN BE FREE
I WOKE UP BELIEVING TODAY
BELIEVING IN A HOME
WHEN YOU START BELIEVING
YOU'VE FINALLY FOUND OUR HOME
CHORUS
SHINE ON ME, SHINE ON ME
LIFT ME UP, MAKE ME FREE
IN YOUR HOUSE IS WHERE I LONG TO BE
SHINE ON ME, SHINE ON ME 

TIME

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time is a savage
time is a passage
time tears you apart
in time while it ravage
time is a healer
a two timer
a dealer
time to kill this squeeler
you know you want to feel her
the time be gettin nearer
in time the pain get clearer
watch your back
or time is gonna steel ya
homes you gotta keep it real ya
 know...that ya just can stop
the time is almost come
and im about to pop
drop , back to the spot
where I done forgot
where I first got caught
deep in this rut, the guy that time forgot
care creates the spot
the final one I drop, plop, you know you hate this hip hop
mother fucker I am shot.....

The Gambler

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The Gambler

Left eye can see right through you
Eye brow raised
Penetrating gaze
You know he's leaven town
In a sudden blaze
He took all your money and your snake skin boots
Using charms you simply can't refuse
Leaving the Hustlers singing the blues
Never paid for nothin, not even his shoes
You Forget his face to heal the bruise
This cocktail waitress just ain't your muse

Greasy French dip and coffee black
I regret the day when the gamblers back

speaks in 3 word sentences with a husky voice
When he speaks you follow 
you have no choice
Two steps ahead always leaves you blind
It's as if the gambler can read your mind

When he slips away, he leaves a sting takes the ability to reason from casino kings 

Michael Tsarion - The Selfhood Path