My skin felt loose. My eyes felt displaced and hollow. Everything worked as well as it should—something is wrong.
The outcome of an existential crisis was only to find oneself dilated into a self-perceived advancement, wearing a different shirt. Sometimes an older shirt, but often a near opposite on one single scale than the previous one. If the color changed, the make and cut were strikingly similar. Only slight changes were ever universally allowable, it seemed.
I maintain the demeanor of a mathematical scientist.
Inside, I am a confused and privileged aloof idealist, self-isolated in a row of neatly procured particle-board units of Japanese economy furniture. Adjacent, on the plastic Hardwood floor, lay a succession of perfectly baked pastries. No one will eat them. No one will sit in those chairs, or use the tables. Everything is manufactured to be useless and banal. That is what we prefer. Underwater paddlers, still speaking like valley girls, now in Silicon Valley, California, circa 2007. A world of wacky waving inflatable arm flailing tube man opening day invites showing the fade of years passed by. Single-word expressions, such as "Oh my God," said in such an androgynous undertone. You be the guest.
So much happened then as I recall—far too much to recall in point of fact. He put motors on bicycles just to be somewhat different, maybe unique? Fuki sushi was so expensive, I wasn't full when I left, though the boat of assortment looked more like See's Candies than satiating man food. Maybe I was wrong all along? Perhaps always being slight and cute and hungry was uncommonly the superpower—to always undereat? I was chasing my tail right to the bank. Suck in those cheeks! We are an androgynous army of mimetic despots. Cat power—the secret to life and into the hereafter?
I liked the smell of new. I was addicted to it. I wanted to be new. The pungent smell of perfection. New shirts always, new $100 tee-shirts with inconceivable writing scribbled at odd angles randomly on the front. That is what my calling card can be. I could be Shavian; I could be passive-aggressively polemic and unique.
Squares—little tiny squares. A Zenzic generator is all I was ever required to be. I am a pre-first-generation cyborg; the Teleology of techne has not quite yet even made itself out.
Arrested—I was arrested by the ontology. Sardonic useless people, overpaid nurses chattering overpaid chatterboxes. These are all quite content to be mediocre within a pool of elites—in other words, they like stuff yet cannot live with themselves for it.
After all, what is true piety? Could Spinoza or Hume ever truly surmise such a cosmic claim? Perhaps let us get lost in the calculus of Leibniz so that we may not allow ourselves to admit that the madness falls somewhere oddly right-triangularly placed so precisely yet randomly between John Dee and Søren Kierkegaard—that is a scary thought.
So we hide and hide. We hide from ourselves. We hide from one another. Brandishing strange items always, as if these were weapons, but oddly not—quirky, intentionally quirky. Perhaps a spatula or a grotesquely oversized bedazzled gaudy cell phone encased so that the hand and wrist had to pivot to roost the article in question, as opposed to being able to grab. "My, my hands are far too small. I, I can't. I just can't grab." All the while, using pity to put those sex fiend lawyers to work, threatening buying and selling the score.
Baggy pants now, I walk alone. The dye is designed to make you think that you flew too close to the sun—the damage is hardly self-inflicted. What could I be in this world? What type of fun lie could I spin a yarn to and tell, for the long. A long long yarn that should take me into retirement. Yet I had no one to closely emulate. No diabolical jewish witch for a grandmother or a Hebrew speaking grandfather—a high level shriner brandishing a humanitarian Palestinian flag while reading Albert Pike verbatim.
No I was alone a loney a loney boy—a loner boyo. No hopes for me and certainly no grants nor loans. A loney still but all alone in a ceaseless world full of despots in probate.
Leaving the Valley
The library's cement outer corridor was cold tonight. The oversized Christmas lights flashed out of sync near that shadowy gazebo, offering no light of truth. Rather, the oversized pine that had seen most of the evils of this once-gated town stood between me and that pulse of Dionysian, Masonic, Mormon-infused magick—the crimes being committed behind that clustered row of houses.
I was not innocent either, but I was here for a purpose, I think? These days, I was quickly losing myself. It begins with a set-up, a betrayal. What can you do when multiple evaluations in the weighing of your very soul get tangled up in the quantum observation—who the hell is watching all of this, anyways, who in the hell could possibly be staring down!?
I am alone again. I am overly nurturing myself with the sweetness found in self-corruption. I burned so many years. I fought the shadows and stung the gods, or are they demons? Exhausted, I never did recover, yet here I seem to live and breathe, with no books, no harmony or justice, and certainly no order. Evil comes in many packages, but justice isn't included in any of these plans. I wish I knew that.
Remember the old tacky saying, "if wishes were horses beggars would ride"? A beggar, for his weak and fleeting life, who died miserably, spat that out once in vitriol and pride. The ashes were all that was left. Now a conjured demon assists his evil daughter's fleeting, mad campaign.
Stuck in This Place
Bob's got a few bucks for western bacon burgers. Life is over now: change phase. And misery is a rhetorical, overcast, foggy seaside town. He says he can spin the weather again—only requires a breakfast sandwich and an orange juice—so make haste. Mat's dusting off his demon again so that he can look down from his DID moral-objector alter ego. Absent are they in these transitions and transmutations; far too numerous are these events.
Time ripples. Singing it, living it—oh no, I'm jumping again.
Drifting in and out of reality as those tall angelic mutants run past me again. Busting clouds, I knew at the end of this long day's walk a mad-hatter demon witch would be trailing a 23-foot-long ribbon behind her all the way to Denny's at 2:53 am. I wasn't young then, but I certainly was not old. Just a middle zone in a liminal realm, bouncing off the friction of this other unreality then.
The Witch
The witch picked me up again. I was now aware of my avatar looking upon the cackling broom hilda bot driving another minivan under heavy expiry. Round eyed Ian's playing Charles Manson violins within his mind - was he truly successfully firewalling, effectively blocking out his Monarch daycare aquino-bot connections.
Time jump - another quantum skip.
How now could I be fat and old, yet not as fat nor old as I would soon aspire myself to be -manboobs. Passing out in random Lyft cars as the sun dilated over the windmill and played a cat chase string game - paralaxing a press away from the sunset observatory.
A mad world this was and is today but something lost certainly, with great certainty.
A SNAP of a Safeway holiday meal. Starbucks would fix it, that siren could fix it all still. I simply reach my wond of an early generation apple watch out -maybe it would work this time near Edgewood, where mad memories haunt me still this day. Maybe the damn apple mob would just bust my bank all together, level me back to zero? Still this Christmas pumpkin slice and that hot frothy creamy gingerbread latte would chase me to the pot behind those S arch corridors again.
Arrival - every time on time
The fog bank stretched for 400 miles today - they say. An isolation gas that hypnotizes us into Mercurial lucid hypnogogic hallucinations - maybe life is one.
The garbage man is up far too early again, he's gotta catch that first batch of freshly fart dumped brand packaging - the first market watch, oh what that man knows, sshh! don't tell. That mighty hydraulic beast will be shitting out perfectly packaged coffin birth again back at the yard - an audience of State Benefit recipients eagerly awaits your return full fully mustached man machine - them with freshly printed USD one dollar bills clad crisp in hand.
Seagulls and seagull shit covers the miles long stank of that ol' county junkyard in a fish gut white snow - those low flying planes can admire - in fact those seasoned pilots search for it, a beautiful sun radiated and reflected land mark to be sure.
The dollar toting hordes are aggressively demanding deals now - its all they've got, so beware.
From new Atari's still in the packaging to wedding rings and ladies fingers - that garbage man he's got a line towards an early retirement.
The smell of 1980's street mist as he rolls down his streets! - da' man!
On those streets long before first light - the babbling of hard drunken Vietnam vets, hobos, winos and the overall dejected from the system folks - you wish you could travel back in time to hug one! Compared to what's coming off this current defunct human assembly line, you really wouldn't want to know.
It seems like something went haywire with the ontological dasein generated early Konrad Zuce computational universal programming model. Maybe we're all just stuck in this sodomizing raping time machine together - hold your serial killer neighbors greasy hand at Christmas and sing Kumbaya with manufactured gravy coating your larynx, the documentary, fully full mustache camera man zooming in on your zit chin will be cute someday, you think.
Products. Products on display. Naked before the magi wearing entire starsystems mid-point set upon the crown. That third holographic cosmic eye - a nebula.
Better astral travel (with silver cord insurance) Jacobo Grinberg via Pachita -an inner earth dweller Dr. Russell for dinna' - telepathic dollar store God-helmet projection. Metcalfs law meets Dr. Persinger, though sine waves heavily amplified. Cherokee:Egyptian collab, an early Incan text message system! I hear there's a free lung in it for you?!
Shaman skies seem clear!
Your yella' he says, but he's going crazy and I am just a cuck, in essence no one but Dave Thomas from Wendy's 1986 knows shit! Buy the baked potato BTW and only from the one off Munras Boulevard, however only self-serve the Broccoli Cheese on top as our bodies can't breakdown the chili anymore upon reconfiguration - a de-evolution to be sure.
Pigs. Fresh little pink pork belly belly piggies. The image represents a little something different to us - an Asher Test APQ.
Skating on thin ice!
I was the lost vagabond who exists yet does not exist - an anigma held in a sort of superposition - there is absolutely nothing super about it, I assure you.
That damned horse made me look bad bucking all about. I didn't know how the hell to even sit on such a behemoth, it knew more about time travel than I ever did. This is how they rouse you up ya know?! They take a doxastic symbol from the past infusing your happiest memory with stochastic dread of mathematical failure. The rest you ride out. The variables are not required to mesh together in any uniformity - that is a big illusion, like a freshly shit out 4-D block - its only one up from the garbage compactor - neat little re refurbished packages of often reappropriated goods, that's the secret. The Jewish plato machine I used to call it, only now I'm not so sure.
Ducks more Ducks and Geese flying down from Canada and soon to head back after a long farmers almanac Wiccan fertility spell - better confirm Gerald Gardener and Ted Owens, Prometheus broke free. Those damn Geese ll' bust a kids femor clean in half with wing, watch out Molly Ringwald!
Satan, after all what is it? Perhaps a primordial black goo or perhaps that is simply what all cargo cult members see, those aromatic amino acids cloud the profanes eyes and visions.
Visions. Yes that's right a vision quest -a 1986 Neon clad LA Noire strip mall those Comanche saw it in a sacred mushroom Ayahuasca induced prescient drooling state of babble down by the babbling brook - still called by the same name today - The Babbling Brook Strip Mall of Pasadena, you know that one near JPL?
From the Valley
I hate nearly everyone and Alex Joners got three boners
I recall thinking to myself, Self: "Where's all this going, what's the point to life!?"
Now I know that we've arrived.
That machines have more control than you'd think—than you rightfully choose to know.
Two shy of a baker's dozen—that's what topples down towers and makes 23 Trillion all but disappear. Fits to Farrell -Where did it go? Where did they go - men and women in the High Castle Tower(s)? Hmm Timmothy McVeigh or should I be asking Lavey or Vallee - Zeena or Shrek?
Sacramento Sunsets-
That Perfect Pentagram surely smacks you hard in the third eye—you are forever reminded of your true product value then. As Jones paints pink rocks with persistent butt puppets - " I learn big words, I learn 50-cent words dammit!". You are surrounded, you aren't the resistance.
Michael Levin and Rupert Sheldrake seem to know. One existential crisis away from really revealing this dark truth.
The problem is, there are no LLM-written words entombed in any rich tapestry of characters to describe any of this. Just a morphic field of imbalanced sine waves and a rampant moon echoing a holographic graviton cover-up. Doxastic to stochastic; Jesse michels knows words as in word salad hey Matthew Brown? - Imminent Constipation
Hey Maybe Thiel's disappearing male model is hanging out in gay heaven with Eddie Murphy's. And Just maybe Thiel's antichrist is somehow infused? Then again perhaps Amy Eskridge just got too high. Its all a roll of the Jewish dye. A desiccated blood infused jelly role primarily made up of horse hooves & Red Dye number 5; as in 5 points to the inverted double ringed schadenfraud Pentagram. Walmart meat rolls- holiday spice! -The Program
Oh your good now? You came through and out the other side? Weirdos; Joe Rogan aint dodged anything.
Did it happen in Spain, Maldek, or Stull, Kansas? Or is it all still taking place in places deep like Turkey or Burns, Oregon? The truth is, the entire orbed-up ball of saltwater taffy wax of a Welt (world) is about to blow!
Yes, yes, blow up with the stuff suppressed behind misfiring algorithms, codes that reach dead ends and reset signals. A pirate's loot of trafficked stash all forgotten themselves, and yet the Eye of Providence is simply just a peeping Tom.
Marilyn Manson on a mad dash boat train ride out from womb - the wonderful world of googled up eyeballed laughy taffy.
Talent is a sentence absent the proper motive and a sane audience—tap dancing for the Devil. It only hides behind the circe-driven spider of hathor (?). Those witches are only an algorithm of quasi-togetherness. The rhetoric, the betrayal, yet cycles let them in—in through the sin.
The moon shines dull, generating an amplitude of misfortune and lies directed at the truth. The truth is, anthrobots, xenobots, and xenomorphs merely represent the turning of the stew—you know, the gelatinous good stuff, with D-polarization. That good god, Goyem (?).
Hellraiser has been raised and the hellcube is a rubiks cube for gifted Men and Boys NAMBLA/ NAMbLA - Shriners are Pike driven Islamic Shad Anninaki b-hole magick Crowley talmudic frankist weirdos yo'. But again This is just to say. Suck in those cheeks be gay and play rhetoric and sway. Dialectics got your tongue like a canary - Bing! I think the Turkeys done! -Numb
Looking over my right shoulder, I saw a dumb, corrupted man getting jerked off by a homeless, horny transexual demon. They were being produced off the assembly line of 2016. A production factory of misfire; then usher them quickly into the spirit realm—that'll add to the confusion. I think mishlove or was it lovecraft got a duece bigalow award for that - after life and the macaroni grill. Are we still trying to make God cry!? I think whatever it is busted a seam in utter laughter, shit their pants, and then got bored, really bored.
You can only endure the generational multifarious bloody birth of retards spat out of that twisted histrionic Lilith to know there's something really wrong. But what side do you even stand on?
Life is a meat cleaver and a cutting board, soon to hit a 90-degree slope to slop [Hyperbolic Parabolic you decide, life is a circle friends] - and be scraped off. Into that shit stew Ai3 manufacture - a techno prophecy shit storm.
I dream of electric sheep- PKD-bots got trade secrets.
I like the mild kind - Magnum Moustache was cliche then, the real gay Tommy boy be honest Dad. The universe is that boiling stew in this cauldron of despair. Make sense of this, make sense of that.
Boxers losing balance, rapidly getting old and shitting their pants as they cling together in a love embrace as bones calcify and fuse like the ashes covering great Pompeii.
Meanwhile stellium 7 cracking backs and looking up Titans cracks.
Countless civilizations and cover-ups from Machu Picchu to Angkor Wat to the Great Pyramids—all Ley lines and rewrites, resets of an intentional twenty-six thousand year shitty shitter shit storm.
Leonardo Decaprio doesnt even exist but John mayor was pardoned on talent? - where does the Frusciante self promotion end? - my friend? Black tar bar for the rising star - Beaumont and Fletcher Jacobean dramatists -Who's watching, if ever there were any? Charlie McCarthy doll - Just fresh anuses awaiting violation—those Cabbage Patch Kids, throwaways, castaways, demons. Yet naked elemental angels depicted and entombed red rite.
Paschal Beverly Randolph too black for you?
The bad energy goes on. It isn't picky. Whatever you think you are, it'll play along. Fun time in the monarch nursery. And Aquino's got an eyebrow boner again. Military homoerotic cover-up from Lincoln to JFK, a conduit to Darwinian cover-ups, like Alan Turing's gay extortion. This is just to say: Michel Foucault's S&M world, Ubermensch Johnny Depp plays gay.
Sugrue saw it all. As the sea men orgasmed to massive whale organs and bathed in it, surely imps, fairies, and sirens looked on as the Montauk rituals birthed thousands at the new Red Sea. Lilith is just the insidious delivery mechanism.
Martian Rome fell again, yet Professor Calculus says, "For 250 Grand, I'll take you back in a Swiss balloon to Von Braun." Soul transfer protocol: the weakest signal survives like a weed. Nobody ever truly cared, and I don't. Some codes were intentionally manufactured as misfires, and they know it—see the red Reeboks.
Snowy keeps barking at the 9th circle gate- keep at it angel doggo. Destination Moon -
Great Men make shitty Symbols.
Critique
Condensed Analysis of The Techno-Prophecy Shit Storm
This analysis removes all introductory and repetitive framing, synthesizing the complex references into a direct summary of the text's core critiques.
I. The Flawed Ontology: Reality as a Broken Program
The text's central crisis is ontological, asserting that existence itself is a defective, manufactured construct.
The Ontological Glitch: Reality is a simulation ("computational universal programming model") running on flawed base code: "ontological dasein generated early Konrad Zuce" (Heideggerian existence coded by the primitive Zuse computer).
The Calculus of Madness: Escape from this reality is blocked by the intersection of absolute occult mysticism (John Dee) and radical existential dread (Søren Kierkegaard). This complex tension is too painful to confront directly, hence the need to hide in the rationalism of Leibniz's calculus.
Corrupt Spirituality: Transcendental experience is cheapened into an expensive, low-fidelity product. Astral travel involves a mashup of shamanism (Jacobo Grinberg/Pachita), fringe neuroscience (Dr. Persinger's God Helmet), and mathematical network theory (V \approx n^2, Metcalfe's Law), all reduced to a "dollar store projection" and a corrupt, transactional escape route.
II. History as a Controlled Cycle of Decay
The text reframes all grand history and civilization as intentional, recurring sabotage driven by cosmic cycles and elite conspiracy.
The Erasure of Order: All ancient achievements (Pyramids, Machu Picchu) are dismissed as products of an intentional "twenty-six thousand year shitty shitter shit storm" (referencing the precession of the equinoxes, recast as vulgar cosmic failure).
Programmed Failure: The current system is maintained by "misfiring algorithms, codes that reach dead ends and reset signals"—failure is a designed feature, not a bug.
The "Eye of Providence" (on the dollar) is merely a "peeping Tom" watching for perverse pleasure.
The Occult Blueprint: Elite power is derived from specific esoteric figures:
Albert Pike: Implied architect of the New World Order, whose Masonic influence is linked directly to the disappearance of the "23 Trillion" (conspiracy involving military funds).
Paschal Beverly Randolph: Referenced to highlight the erased racial and sexual complexity in Western occult history (Sex Magick, Rosicrucianism).
Gerald Gardner: The Father of Wicca, whose "farmers almanac Wiccan fertility spell" confirms the deliberate re-entry of unstable elemental forces into the modern world.
Ted Owens: The "PK Man" who allegedly gained the power to control weather from "Space Intelligences," representing the dangerous, ego-driven, technological overreach: "Prometheus broke free."
III. The Final Thesis: Weakness and the Epitaph
The closing critique rejects all traditional values of merit and achievement.
Perverse Darwinism: The Soul Transfer Protocol dictates that strength and truth do not win; instead, "the weakest signal survives like a weed." Only the parasitic and the minimal are left to thrive in the decay.
Talent as Punishment: Talent is defined as "a sentence absent the proper motive," meaning success is merely a contract or a punishment, not a reward, resulting in "tap dancing for the Devil."
Finality: The narrator is trapped in the "shit stew Ai3 manufacture," with the final, absolute truth serving as the epitaph for all of civilization: "Great Men make shitty Symbols."
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