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Sunday, August 1, 2021

Quite typically there are two main directions a child under duress will attempt to learn. Depending on the severity and sadistic impact of the abuse:
-Just as if a radio and television were playing full blast while a commercial kitchen were the classroom (though seeming to the 'teacher' as in a quited setting) the child is replaying the static of past events. A rational processing is being attempted. 
-In compliance and self-protection the child  becomes an amygdala driven over achiever. 

The emergent justification takes longer or shorter routes (and reroutes) to either conformity or vantage point. The human brain seems to chart plot based on the organisms lifetime cycle. -Mapping


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Secret Brotherhoods and the Mystery of the Human Double by Rudolf Steiner

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A Ship Called Misanthrope digital

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The Inner Path followed by the Mystic by Rudolf Steiner

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Brute-man (lesser collective); the folly excuse of time cycles

 In finality a man can not be accepted IE earn man-money until he fully displays (though behind the curtain) his deepest contempt and hatred. An assumed alliance in the shared collective focus of sheer hatred (for). It is the organic limitation that codifies and baffles man as a simple meat meal who is growing older, going sour inevitably. Someday not even fit for a beast at prey. Only then is there some kind of understanding that may appear as a brotherhood on the surface, however these only congregate in such a way for the fox hunt or socializing at the watering hole. This behavior as attempt to squelch his anxiety of ineptitude and foreboding (plague of) fear. 
 Man knows he is wrong and he will kill you for knowing his nakedness. He is a bad child who has gotten away with it, for the time (being?). An effervescence of shame pinned to him always. For he was mockingly pressed to do so. He has been catagorized away by an all powerful (at least over him) unseen force that sees through him on anatomical scale.  All he can assert to knowing (of this master figure) is of a Von Goethe Type Demon, that is arbitrary and seeing him (man) as the sum of rudimentary brutal animals (in truth division among them all) that become more powerless by the day in generation and regeneration. *Sum-thing is lost
 Man isn't truly in cohesion with other men, however carries this god assassinating grudge for the plight of man (kind)? It is quite personal, as if this pure distain were carried forth by each man (in confusion) for Kane/ Kain/Cane himself as progenitor. Most men do not have the courage to drink this catholic feminine energy (in and of denial) and see the spiritual man is in fact an A-sexual being that detests the falsity and confinements of not just time, space, gravity and morbidly but the very blueprints of a body in time of which he is imprisoned. 
 Man is man in Woman and Woman from Man, do not fool yourself.-Degrees

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David Foster Wallace

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Dostoevsky Darkness of Human Psychology