On Ultimate Genderlessness

Expirational 'what is my Vista?':

The mockery and rediculousness of sexual identification as gender as to diminish the God Mind. The proof that it is impossible . 'You have a monkey on your back!' 

'Now What?'

-must sell gender; money

However alchemically gender/genetic Identity is a fleeting induced finite status; Klotho and the Three Witches (young, middle-aged, old); cymatical regulated endocrine/gland secretions like a temporary museum pass. 

'whats my motivation?'

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Asexuality describes a lack of sexual attraction. Asexual people may experience romantic attraction, but they do not feel the urge to act on these feelings sexually. Asexuality is a sexual orientation, like being gay or straight. It is different from celibacy or abstinence.Dec 10, 2019

Christopher Isherwood

Ramakrishna

sa·ma·dhi

/səˈmädē/

a state of intense concentration achieved through meditation. In Hindu yoga this is regarded as the final stage, at which union with the divine is reached (before or at death).

INDIAN

a funerary monument.

plural noun: samadhis

Quite typically there are two main directions a child under duress will attempt to learn. Depending on the severity and sadistic impact of the abuse:

-Just as if a radio and television were playing full blast while a commercial kitchen were the classroom (though seeming to the 'teacher' as in a quited setting) the child is replaying the static of past events. A rational processing is being attempted. 

-In compliance and self-protection the child  becomes an amygdala driven over achiever. 

The emergent justification takes longer or shorter routes (and reroutes) to either conformity or vantage point. The human brain seems to chart plot based on the organisms lifetime cycle. -Mapping

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Secret Brotherhoods and the Mystery of the Human Double by Rudolf Steiner

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