Monday, December 14, 2020
The world as my existential threat; by the authorship of one persona
I don't expect many to understand these esoteric truths. From neocons to every form of radicalism these are just different levels of existential defiance. Well most can easily answer what they are in defiance of and why the main axiom reduced completely alludes them. As to why they do certain things, go to certain places and connect with specific people? At the root they are completely fearful chomping at the bit to survive.
Most people subconsciously are completely driven by and aware of a spiritual realm however they hide behind the patter of simple explanation; religion simple isolated sciences and made up conditions hid behind meaningless ideology worthless degrees and nonsensical occupations.
Ask yourself in a day what are you really getting done?
You are in fact no different than the impulses traveling through a computer system. You represent but a small micro bit unit of energy precisely displaced toward an event. You couldn't understand the primer or the cause and especially the goal here, nor would you want to if you could.
Was this the subconscious? What is the subconscious?
The strange connection with Elon Musk
Not only did musk name his battery size vehicle after the great Nikola Tesla but he shares some common traits.
Elon Musk is said in his own words 'to have a head exploding with ideas that cannot be turned off'.
Like any vehicle he is being driven. He also simply stated time and again "you wouldn't want to be me" and "I try to make myself useful".
Everyone here is indoctrinated toward the concept of genius. The complex mathematical sequence in number system Solutions are vital to a Cause. Tell me what this has achieved?
No other country supports theatrics and drama, who ever is the best liar must be the most venomous. Does this venom then surge true justice?
Story tellers and the misaligned.
But look at the simple Perfection and beauty in Phi. Sadly it must be contrasted to be appreciated and observed as such.
Because in the end every one of us is working toward a common cause and for what(?); no one can say.
Personally having the opposite occur in my life. I can remember being on the precipice of great ideas and having a loud high pitch ring occur in my ears and in the back of my head, it's actually happening now as we speak.
After breaking through this barrier in 2013 and being approached by an order I had to know; go into the trenches and find out what is going on.
The intricate stitching and fabric work done in the tapestry of reality is undeniable.
The human mind can be very powerful as it exerts forces that are truly phantoms given a voice.
The projection of force.
I remember years ago watching a program exclusively centered around a man who could figure out complex math problems that most computers struggled with at that time. When asked about the phenomenon he could only say that he would 'feel this burning in his head and that the solutions had manifested before him instantly'.
I have always been in opposition of what is going on here on Earth. I could feel the malevolent presence all around me and see it within people. I do not separate myself in a pious sense, on a pedestal above humanity. I have been amazed at how these forces could operate even within myself, as if a puppet to puppet Master.
However when removed from an existential outcome the mind and the spirit remain free.
I've been writing about this on and off for over 8 years now. And something that I've learned is that those who are attracted to the sensational, the shock, the grandiose explosion of experience, are missing the true balance of existence.
No, the population was not meant to be as great in number as it is now. We know this by observing the conservativeness that enters when all the pumping and hype is gone.
We are literally manipulated to sin against ourselves into the psychosexual implications of Dharma and Karma.
Again existentially, in need of total freedom from this ball and chain, ultimately we all turn to drug/pharmacology, food, sex, perverse entertainment and drink, because we were designed to be that way. And some are strangely addicted to themselves, in the concoction of their own personal neural-hormonal stew,; physiological heightened sociopathic self-perceived state of becoming.
Tell me in the end what have you become?
One could say that the more outwardly and existentially successful a person is, the more of a robotic compliant messenger toward chaos they have become, detached.
Who needs 1 billion dollars? Really ask yourself that.
The very protection that a large cache supply of money may perceivably bring in truth brings that individual under heavy taxation and scrutiny. He is now identified, a celebrity, through this archaic order of initiates; he must robotically go about his tasks in deed. None of these people that are considered the 1% are happy, or balanced, or content.
They're driven by a fire licking at their heels always.
I am a noncompliant outcast, a failure. I was set-up to be such. However I broke out, saw and experienced this truth, and slipped into obscurity as a means.
There's a fight. And those who fight let them fight amongst themselves. I've been amazed when in close contact on a daily basis with this 1%. The confusion and toxicity within their personal lives. This scope would undeniably cause most people to recoil and reassess before they take another step towards such delusional sorts.
However those persona-celebrities, heroes of the outside world, never esoterically contemplate their steps and the implications, they only run from the fire.
The Persona has forum, which ultimately makes them seem so odd.
And these existential heroes are odd indeed and of/from a certain type of math.
The only way to know them is to actually be able to step into them, as the forces that control them have first breached and stepped into each of us. A dasterdly evil competitive mind craft sort from birth. No peace on their mind nor in their quest. Although they say all the correct memorized human phrases
The Classroom
An ultra heightened state of the limbic system, reaction to response, and the prompting of the amygdala; has to come up so rapidly with an answer, which is not the most delved into but the most obvious and accepted (this to be right). They see only the empty place of need, and can not carry the weight further than their perceived competitors nose.
I am not a good student. I do not agree with accepted norms and standards. I do not accept the corporeal calibration within my own bodysuit.
I saw the utter uselessness and insecurity within my elementary school teachers very being, and I could learn nothing from a cow in denial of his true spirit form. I here him to this day. I forgive no one.
I do not believe in the prowess of formal education, but only as a means to express this here now.
There's an order of play in sequence. There are forces all around us that not only influence, but dictate the world at play. Time is not an obstacle but a means to this Force. Nature is not natural it is synthetic and; the geometrical forms that cymatically resonate from this hold the position. It is a frequency, a form of light and a forced homage to an undefined lordship.
Everything from your birthday, to your social security number, down to the very latitude and longitudinal space that you are currently placed to occupy now, is part of a grand design.
I admittedly could have done great things but because of my awareness, that I was being watched and manipulated. From a very young age, I was distracted, still am. I'm fully aware of something that you more than likely not.
When I was no longer distracted I was compliant. When I was no longer compliant I was tested. When I was tested I was forced to choose a side. In order to remain living in this world I had to outwardly, for 3 days and into 8 years of spin, place myself in deed. Most assuredly this is not freedom this is prison.
I have totally been aware of this fact for years now, and have watched these forces come into play, within more than willing party here.
Well I don't believe in sides. I don't believe in America nor any other country or political doctrine. My body may want to do one thing but my soul is aware that there is a war and that I am under attack, and so I have developed unseen abilities that have protected me.
The Spheres that spin particles, the Spheres that spin a world, the Spheres that turn the mighty cosmos are not separated in deed.
All are existential reckonings, the Store House of death and disease.
This world is an existential threat to my very being. It is a jealous and arbitrary monster, a liar and a sheer follower of the mantra 'might makes right'.
Again an outward display of fantasy.
How can this Collective fantasy become the story of the Authorship of One?
There was either an Alien invasion long ago of the Mind OR we were synthetically manufactured to believe in a freedom that has never existed, and we are enslaved down to our very genetic codes.
Long ago the mind code was broken and commandeered.
Within an unnecessary wheel of karmic code we turn.
Stellarmass13
Not quite yet The graduate
Sunday, December 13, 2020
It's All a Smoke Screen
The true system
Everything's reversed
This is only perceived success. A shallow man in need of adoration by shallow people.
The one with depth knows this and understands.
This (video) is all contingent upon stroking people (ego). How is he not like Trump? It's a popularity game. I remember reading this man's book many years ago. I found then what I believe to be more true now. 'You must live to serve other people' is his message. However you will get old and wear stupid funny blue glasses just to fit in (I know I've been there).
Success and failure is but the arduous process of finding your true self; comes from giving up your time your energy and possibly your life for something greater, much greater than the perception of adoration and money.
However do not let this make you liberal, for you will give it all away. Comfort within yourself is success and you will have to stay away from others just to retain this.-Truth
So many rich people today(!) more than ever before in my lifetime!
So many empty people doing yoga, traveling the world, taking cooking classes, making mergers and deals and in their eyes? They are lost.
Look closer.
He acquisitioned his friend's father. He showed, at such a young age of nine, that all he could think about was money. Do you really want to be like this person. Empty old and without a true identity?
What this man is saying is 'sell yourself'.
Another way to say this is 'be a sell out'.
The way to personal success isn't what these neurotic, competitive, ass kissers tell you.
Personal success begins with:
1) Become comfortable with yourself
You will see that none of these men are. They live on adoration.
Since people are consumers, these men have learned to be chameleons, at the top, like a ferret looking out see in fear.
2) learn to think solely absent carrying anyone elses baggage. Your children will sabotage you, your friends will be jealous and needless to say at the top of the list would be your wife or girlfriend. None of these people want to see you succeed.
They want to ride off your success, the Faustian deal
3) success must be kept to yourself, without anyone knowing, without bragging.
I think that very few people I could name here, most people would not have adoration for. They seem strange and wishy-washy.
4) in order to maintain success dress down. Don't drive the fancy car and don't wear the expensive clothes.
5) be prepared to move away from everyone. When you are good at something, when you achieve mastery, the horde of people around you will not permit this to continue.
You will have to be conveniently busy. They only want money, it's what people in this day are conditioned to do, but more so it's in their souls, the spirit of who they are. It is apropos that they would be poor because they are poor thinkers. They are of the slave morality.
6) refine yourself always. This will really bring out the demons. You will see your parents and your siblings sabotage you when you get even close to this notion. Develop yourself fully for no other reason but this (to develop yourself).
7) study the universe as a collective from science to geometry to esoteric systems. Learn the esoteric language, being Harmony and do not feel guilty for it.
8) take supplements and keep an even balance. Learn to be a minimalist and like it. Fast often but do this wisely, that's not to break yourself down, but to build yourself up. When you do eat supercompensate with whole foods. Run walk but not to exhaustion.
Do all that you do without anything grandiose in mind.
Finally when those demons come and they will: Because it is a force and not the simple people that are taken up by this Force. Do not feel guilty. Assist only the one you truly love. This alone can end you if you do not know (who or what you love). Get real with yourself fast. There will be deep toxic jealousy of you and your accomplishments.
Life will be painful, he will feel alone at times but you will be connected to Universal energy that these people chasing money totally and completely unaware of. This cannot be taught.
People are toxic competitive and ruthless. If you do not adore them, particularly people like this; when you are alone in a room with them they will become sadistic, borderline, narcissistic and their eyes will glow to destroy your purity that you have protected.
They live entirely off of the perceptions of how they are seen existentially.
This is why Buddhism is not the peaceful way and does not breed peace globally. Buddha clutching the ground said 'let the Earth be my witness'. This statement most people Miss entirely. Because it is existential, he had not achieved enlightenment.
There are forces that will trick you into thinking that your own narrative, your own personal prerogative, Your Own story is so important; as to trample out everyone around you. 'I was a star I didn't mean to outshine them'.
They are compliant robots of the highest order.
The bask in their own Glory and like this man they must take credit for it.
Look around you, they live in the same world you do, do you revel in it?
...and if it weren't for the story of the Resurrection (which is highly subjective even today) Jesus story would be another failure, for his last words while hanging on that cross for other people was 'father why have thou forsaken me?'
These were not words of enlightenment, just like this man is not of an enlightenment. Just like Elon Musk is not an enlightened man. Just like Bill Gates is not an enlightened man or anyone else that you want to pull out of the rabbit's hat.
These people have all been planted here. Planned to take up a place and a persona long ago. There is an order playing out of an existential luciferian nature. A false light surrounds them, they live and relish to be imbued with forces, ever read the book Dianetics by l Ron Hubbard?
You will not know who is enlightened because those have no reason to show their face or teach a lesson to you.
The question Buddha should have asked internally is "let who I am speak my truth".
Because only who You Are and what you become is knowledge to yourself and to the power that is everywhere around you that is not a singular Force attached to a legion but the power from the all. Quite different. Not glamorous.
It may not sound grandiose but it is real and it is simple and it does not require forces from without to achieve.
However you may still be hung on a cross because the truth about people is; that they are sadistic, demonic, barbaric, covert, horny, greedy, deviant and diabolical.
You will be rejected.
You will be laughed at and ridiculed if you are real, if you are true to yourself at all.
The grand scheme, the game, is to keep you, listen well "from your own total self-development", because the moment that this occurs, a new son will shine and the agitation will be lifted. The true story of Jesus and why he was hung on a cross.
There's most likely no father that will save you, but in being yourself you preserve this for whatever that's worth in the end?
Fight! But avoid being morphed in their prisons (as Jesus did) for, they want to belittle and ridicule you.
Truth
Stellarmass13
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