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Monday, December 14, 2020

The world as my existential threat; by the authorship of one persona

 I don't expect many to understand these esoteric truths. From neocons to every form of radicalism these are just different levels of existential defiance. Well most can easily answer what they are in defiance of and why the main axiom reduced completely alludes them. As to why they do certain things, go to certain places and connect with specific people? At the root they are completely fearful chomping at the bit to survive. 

 Most people subconsciously are completely driven by and aware of a spiritual realm however they hide behind the patter of simple explanation; religion simple isolated sciences and made up conditions hid behind meaningless ideology worthless degrees and nonsensical occupations.

Ask yourself in a day what are you really getting done?

You are in fact no different than the impulses traveling through a computer system. You represent but a small micro bit unit of energy precisely displaced toward an event. You couldn't understand the primer or the cause and especially the goal here, nor would you want to if you could.

 Nikola Tesla was said to have put a blank page on his nightstand beside his bed, and a pencil and to have woken up the next morning to scribbled down precise concepts and ideas on this page; that could be directly applied to his inventions. 

Was this the subconscious? What is the subconscious? 

 The strange connection with Elon Musk

 Not only did musk name his battery size vehicle after the great Nikola Tesla but he shares some common traits. 

 Elon Musk is said in his own words 'to have a head exploding with ideas that cannot be turned off'.
Like any vehicle he is being driven. He also simply stated time and again "you wouldn't want to be me" and "I try to make myself useful".

Everyone here is indoctrinated toward the concept of genius. The complex mathematical sequence in number system Solutions are vital to a Cause. Tell me what this has achieved?

No other country supports theatrics and drama, who ever is the best liar must be the most venomous. Does this venom then surge true justice?

Story tellers and the misaligned.

But look at the simple Perfection and beauty in Phi. Sadly it must be contrasted to be appreciated and observed as such.

Because in the end every one of us is working toward a common cause and for what(?); no one can say.

 Personally having the opposite occur in my life. I can remember being on the precipice of great ideas and having a loud high pitch ring occur in my ears and in the back of my head, it's actually happening now as we speak. 

 After breaking through this barrier in 2013 and being approached by an order I had to know; go into the trenches and find out what is going on. 

 The intricate stitching and fabric work done in the tapestry of reality is undeniable.

 The human mind can be very powerful as it exerts forces that are truly phantoms given a voice. 

The projection of force.

 I remember years ago watching a program exclusively centered around a man who could figure out complex math problems that most computers struggled with at that time. When asked about the phenomenon he could only say that he would 'feel this burning in his head and that the solutions had manifested before him instantly'. 

 I have always been in opposition of what is going on here on Earth. I could feel the malevolent presence all around me and see it within people. I do not separate myself in a pious sense, on a pedestal above humanity. I have been amazed at how these forces could operate even within myself, as if a puppet to puppet Master.

However when removed from an existential outcome the mind and the spirit remain free.

 I've been writing about this on and off for over 8 years now. And something that I've learned is that those who are attracted to the sensational, the shock, the grandiose explosion of experience, are missing the true balance of existence.

 No, the population was not meant to be as great in number as it is now. We know this by observing the conservativeness that enters when all the pumping and hype is gone. 

 We are literally manipulated to sin against ourselves into the psychosexual implications of Dharma and Karma. 

 Again existentially, in need of total freedom from this ball and chain, ultimately we all turn to drug/pharmacology, food, sex, perverse entertainment and drink, because we were designed to be that way. And some are strangely addicted to themselves, in the concoction of their own personal neural-hormonal stew,; physiological heightened sociopathic self-perceived state of becoming. 

Tell me in the end what have you become?

 One could say that the more outwardly and existentially successful a person is, the more of a robotic compliant messenger toward chaos they have become, detached. 

 Who needs 1 billion dollars? Really ask yourself that. 

 The very protection that a large cache supply of money may perceivably bring in truth brings that individual under heavy taxation and scrutiny. He is now identified, a celebrity, through this archaic order of initiates; he must robotically go about his tasks in deed. None of these people that are considered the 1% are happy, or balanced, or content. 

They're driven by a fire licking at their heels always. 

 I am a noncompliant outcast, a failure. I was set-up to be such. However I broke out, saw and experienced this truth, and slipped into obscurity as a means.

 There's a fight. And those who fight let them fight amongst themselves. I've been amazed when in close contact on a daily basis with this 1%. The confusion and toxicity within their personal lives. This scope would undeniably cause most people to recoil and reassess before they take another step towards such delusional sorts. 

 However those persona-celebrities, heroes of the outside world, never esoterically contemplate their steps and the implications, they only run from the fire. 

 The Persona has forum, which ultimately makes them seem so odd. 

 And these existential heroes are odd indeed and of/from a certain type of math.

 The only way to know them is to actually be able to step into them, as the forces that control them have first breached and stepped into each of us. A dasterdly evil competitive mind craft sort from birth. No peace on their mind nor in their quest. Although they say all the correct memorized human phrases 

The Classroom
 An ultra heightened state of the limbic system, reaction to response, and the prompting of the amygdala; has to come up so rapidly with an answer, which is not the most delved into but the most obvious and accepted (this to be right). They see only the empty place of need, and can not carry the weight further than their perceived competitors nose.

 I am not a good student. I do not agree with accepted norms and standards. I do not accept the corporeal calibration within my own bodysuit. 

 I saw the utter uselessness and insecurity within my elementary school teachers very being, and I could learn nothing from a cow in denial of his true spirit form. I here him to this day. I forgive no one. 

 I do not believe in the prowess of formal education, but only as a means to express this here now.

 There's an order of play in sequence. There are forces all around us that not only influence, but dictate the world at play. Time is not an obstacle but a means to this Force. Nature is not natural it is synthetic and; the geometrical forms that cymatically resonate from this hold the position. It is a frequency, a form of light and a forced homage to an undefined lordship. 

 Everything from your birthday, to your social security number, down to the very latitude and longitudinal space that you are currently placed to occupy now, is part of a grand design.

 I admittedly could have done great things but because of my awareness, that I was being watched and manipulated. From a very young age, I was distracted, still am. I'm fully aware of something that you more than likely not. 

 When I was no longer distracted I was compliant. When I was no longer compliant I was tested. When I was tested I was forced to choose a side. In order to remain living in this world I had to outwardly, for 3 days and into 8 years of spin, place myself in deed. Most assuredly this is not freedom this is prison. 

 I have totally been aware of this fact for years now, and have watched these forces come into play, within more than willing party here.

 Well I don't believe in sides. I don't believe in America nor any other country or political doctrine. My body may want to do one thing but my soul is aware that there is a war and that I am under attack, and so I have developed unseen abilities that have protected me. 

 The Spheres that spin particles, the Spheres that spin a world, the Spheres that turn the mighty cosmos are not separated in deed.

All are existential reckonings, the Store House of death and disease.

 This world is an existential threat to my very being. It is a jealous and arbitrary monster, a liar and a sheer follower of the mantra 'might makes right'.

Again an outward display of fantasy.
How can this Collective fantasy become the story of the Authorship of One?

 There was either an Alien invasion long ago of the Mind OR we were synthetically manufactured to believe in a freedom that has never existed, and we are enslaved down to our very genetic codes. 

 Long ago the mind code was broken and commandeered.

Within an unnecessary wheel of karmic code we turn.


Stellarmass13
Not quite yet The graduate

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