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Friday, October 3, 2014
Stellar Mass The White Horse, My Aspirations
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INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL
Stellar Mass
The White Horse
The warning sign
Sent at 1283hz
In this time, Stellar is cast into a life he can not escape easily. The Potentials have thus, reduced into nearly one. He feels the sadness, in one of the very last life times he must close. He isn't sure what to do next, and is thus reaching out to the FATHER, for answers
My aspiration should thus be, if not wanting to further root in this world, and what this world has brain washed me to do, think and feel, thus be of that greater glory. I must then, creatively approach, with an active imagination, The perfect world. I would begin with a day. What type of house or dwelling would I choose to wake up in? I know I do not like to sacrifice things, nor kill trees, and since science, by way of sacrifice offers these things (3D printers, fabricated anything)..the knowledge that we are most likely not 25 years left outside the statements of current technology, and not 50 years, but most likely so much is available, and has been, that we have only to demand, these resources be available. How do we do this, when we lobby it goes on def ear?, We are then subject to further observation, and then the attacks come on family, psychical warfare. It is our minds which are being thus held captive. We however, have yet to demand all that is ours, for "Satan", at his core, must have done it all for community? And so you have yours. and I have mine. When united, the imagination becomes the most powerful weapon, it is the very gift God gave us, above the Angels, above everything, think, know, faith!
Well, due to my well above average aptitude, though met with many hardships in life, my mind became the stable force, but only in my darkest hour, did I see, that God, and the Angels are quite real, I often block out the events, as to filter the awe shocking reality. I am becoming more comfortable with the fact, that the world had to destroy me, before I would rise to my own status of power, from within, whether or not I am further discouraged, machinated against, withheld from any post, or success be stripped from me yet again, having given my best, and noticeably been of the best in all the trades I endeavored on, then I am left with the knowledge that I must continue on, to cultivate myself, and if the mental aptitude, and "mystical powers" are all that I am forcibly "allowed two build" then I will build it, and it's antithesis, due to the intellectual understanding of natural balance. I thus am open to all the sphere of Pro PRINCIPLE properties. I am once again at the open market thus, after nearly leaving due to not allowing me service, I become with the mind, the patron of honor, wherever I may go. However as soon as I absorb this, have a smoke, a drink, a thought that be rooted to such craft, I am dimensionally back, into another zone. It is again, when we are in alignment of other forces, that there becomes an open flow through. This is why there are only certain people who can see things. We can, with love, be deceived by spirits. As those we love, if we are to place them to high, becoming the EGO sphere, and not given directly to God, we become afflicted, as with they. We must assert thus, principles that always keep us in alignment. I developed my own, and constantly modified them. I was pushed to the limit, and lost my force altogether. I was divined gifts, that would seduce any man I know. Music, Women, Money, and Fame have been laid at my feet. I destroyed that self, and it is painful every day. I absorb the pain, relish the destruction of my hard earned accomplishments, they did it to me, and so I did it first. I did not sit idol, I developed my mind, and took back, every day still, growing in ability, and influence with the correct people, who are also focused on more than a small Satanic introduction to life. It is truly small, and shows only a very small brained angel. I absorb the power, that was taken, and tell you there is so much to be known, seen experienced, outside this plane of limitation. Do not go searching into space, nor look in the eyes of other lost worldly people build true principles, connect with truly positive people, of the same mind, and instant of watching things break down, and be sacrificed, make them grow. Become the active mind, build the spheres, move them in your head, always fill them with positivity, work the weapons as you are attacked. When enough people get on board it will build on itself., The goal should never be worldly power, but pure community, if we are indeed capable. There should be no jealousy, because we should be wanting all we can for ourselves, in the form of health, and happiness, and thus will this for others. This is a long known knowledge, thought it was rooted improperly in The Secret (book RB), based on The Master Key System (Masonic CFH), and was directly taken from Morals and Dogma (AP). The purity factor can not be left out, and the things we truly want, have to be exacted, as does TMK begin with, but traces off, into anti-principle based concepts, feeding back to the universe, which is another name for Lucifer. Be exact in the God you worship, The God of EPL is Jesus Father, yet far above the current slanted Christian God, and more so Jewish God, which is always again going back to Lucifer. I except no lesser life, no lesser God, nor lesser aspirations that to be my best, and shine for God. I believe the MKS, as I studied it for years, and it states there are no shortages in nature, that all is abundant, and this is true. We do however need to learn how to care for what we have. and so, we are tested. I am, right now, expected to rise from nothing again, and I will, as I have done before. I own the ability to rise from the ashes. I have a voice, expression, a name, Barry Dean, I have health, ability, strength, focus and faith, is my strongest asset. These things all require maintenance. If I become limited in my scope, the spheres, undeveloped orbs, I become slanted, uneven, and lose the base of my support. I will be tested, and the mechanism which be allowed to test me...read the Bible on that, as well as other doctrine, why Satan exists, is because we do not take care of our own shit (excuse the term, but it's true). Yet when we begin to step out, to care for others, and are thus attacked, we are doing a service to the community, and now Satan is thus in breach of his own code, doing this for community. This being testing us, taking from us..its is shown that he seems to relish it to much, and shows his ace. He wants power, and feels he has earned it by becoming so great, that he can not longer see as we see, if he ever could. There is only jealousy, when we do something good, instantly manifest with others who do not follow principle, so I can see the origin always.
These are massive weaknesses for a so called "god". Makes you wonder how something could be so boring, as to create the most exciting things in life, which are always so mundane and the same. Sex, Drugs, Music, Violence..the same thing over and over again. When purity is breached of first craft, it opens a current for YOU TO TAKE THE POWER BACK. I hope you hear me? What do you think that great men do to become great, use their minds, their ability, stretch themselves to and beyond limits, even dark men, have to go through the labor, the effort, of struggle, they are the ones working the machine. God assists me far greater than the toxins I have felt when using high level natural craft. I avoided it my whole life, but then, noticed that other were actually feeding on me, living off my energy. I now know, that it is not a sin, to take back or protect myself. I offer this as a service, this is the best advice you could ever read, this information can change the world, and it makes one wonder what the anti-Christ propaganda is truly about? As I feel that peace can be established with EPL, I feel that an order of goodness could be based around this, and protect others, so is this prophecy, by assisting others, am I now considered this abomination?
The new world order was told to me, as well as anti Christ. The moments were dark, and my dreams as a child were warning not to open doors. Yet with these principles, teaching who God truly is, the peace that can be reached, and the purity we can achieve, am I evil, in that I may not be looking at the unknown technologies, or what things will be like when we all reach god like status. I am this ubermensch, I am this one. But truly the one, so what, I was never to harm, I was harmed, and afraid of my power, my entire life. At 9 years old, I was shown it all, and it was to great for me to handle. I was already so seduced, destroyed, and advanced, abused, that on the knowledge of my life before me, I decided to stab myself. I held those knives, trying to press them into my stomach, and not able to destroy myself. I asked for help, but was only told, by holy forces I am sure, that death would be the only way out. The anti Christ, I am pro Christ, though I fall short of this one. I place all my trust in the perfect man, and the perfect man is no who people think is perfect, the perfect man is the one, who could be destroyed, over and over again, without anger, rage or malice, I have rage, rage against injustice is still rage, rage and wrath against evil, is still not of good origin. I let them slap me, though I could have fed off of their very source until they were dead and gone, I knew this long ago. I am the one who is the keeper of the stables, I am am the one who rides on the whits horse, to save the world. The evil is good, the good is evil my friends. The world was already destroyed, and for one to come out of the time loop, and make any changes now? A price must be paid, for all our sins. I opened it up, a perfect child failed. I am to blame, I am the one who opened the portal, and the ripples went out. I see through time, as only a fabric, I cry for my ability, as it will never be pure again. I am in am in angst of my ability, as it is limitless. I can not give a little, or try a little, I am a being that must shine on. My shine is tainted, by the the spirit that tainted a perfect soul, and I am fallen, Father I am fallen.
It is Hell, awaiting my sentence. I am guilty of the crime on not seeing how great I was, when I was at first, a pure one. I should have pressed on, harder, but the abuse bent me. I hated the weak man, who was my Father, and watched those weak souls prosper. I should have aided and assisted, as the Zoroaster, we pure ones are not forgiven for other spirits influence or slights. I am the weak one of the bunch, yet more powerful than all of you here. I am the anti-Christ, and have been hiding myself in shame, my soul in shame. The beauty, the perfection, the limitless potential I was offered, I shamed my Father because I hated the man who was my afflicter. I was tested and I failed. I feel that the time loop, has been a great injustice, in that, we have to go back through. I am not sure if suicide is the appropriate thing to do, but the next time through, I hope I can do better, and thus, I hope there is better offered.
I create a loving' father, who did not do heroin at 13 years of age, I create a craft free Mother, who's Grandmother was not a witch. I create a family, that sees my potential and exalts me a they should. I create a loving me, that would treat them all like gold. I would have tried harder, if they tried harder. I pray for evil to have not been so prevalent in my life, or in this country. I pray that the time travel, had never been done in the first to have been our space time resistance, and flow. The material reality is hardening, and growing stiffer, can you feel it? It is no longer fluid, not longer of the firmament.
Still under edit
Stellar's inner thoughts
Stellar Mass
The White Horse
The warning sign
Sent at 1283hz
In this time, Stellar is cast into a life he can not escape easily. The Potentials have thus, reduced into nearly one. He feels the sadness, in one of the very last life times he must close. He isn't sure what to do next, and is thus reaching out to the FATHER, for answers
My aspiration should thus be, if not wanting to further root in this world, and what this world has brain washed me to do, think and feel, thus be of that greater glory. I must then, creatively approach, with an active imagination, The perfect world. I would begin with a day. What type of house or dwelling would I choose to wake up in? I know I do not like to sacrifice things, nor kill trees, and since science, by way of sacrifice offers these things (3D printers, fabricated anything)..the knowledge that we are most likely not 25 years left outside the statements of current technology, and not 50 years, but most likely so much is available, and has been, that we have only to demand, these resources be available. How do we do this, when we lobby it goes on def ear?, We are then subject to further observation, and then the attacks come on family, psychical warfare. It is our minds which are being thus held captive. We however, have yet to demand all that is ours, for "Satan", at his core, must have done it all for community? And so you have yours. and I have mine. When united, the imagination becomes the most powerful weapon, it is the very gift God gave us, above the Angels, above everything, think, know, faith!
Well, due to my well above average aptitude, though met with many hardships in life, my mind became the stable force, but only in my darkest hour, did I see, that God, and the Angels are quite real, I often block out the events, as to filter the awe shocking reality. I am becoming more comfortable with the fact, that the world had to destroy me, before I would rise to my own status of power, from within, whether or not I am further discouraged, machinated against, withheld from any post, or success be stripped from me yet again, having given my best, and noticeably been of the best in all the trades I endeavored on, then I am left with the knowledge that I must continue on, to cultivate myself, and if the mental aptitude, and "mystical powers" are all that I am forcibly "allowed two build" then I will build it, and it's antithesis, due to the intellectual understanding of natural balance. I thus am open to all the sphere of Pro PRINCIPLE properties. I am once again at the open market thus, after nearly leaving due to not allowing me service, I become with the mind, the patron of honor, wherever I may go. However as soon as I absorb this, have a smoke, a drink, a thought that be rooted to such craft, I am dimensionally back, into another zone. It is again, when we are in alignment of other forces, that there becomes an open flow through. This is why there are only certain people who can see things. We can, with love, be deceived by spirits. As those we love, if we are to place them to high, becoming the EGO sphere, and not given directly to God, we become afflicted, as with they. We must assert thus, principles that always keep us in alignment. I developed my own, and constantly modified them. I was pushed to the limit, and lost my force altogether. I was divined gifts, that would seduce any man I know. Music, Women, Money, and Fame have been laid at my feet. I destroyed that self, and it is painful every day. I absorb the pain, relish the destruction of my hard earned accomplishments, they did it to me, and so I did it first. I did not sit idol, I developed my mind, and took back, every day still, growing in ability, and influence with the correct people, who are also focused on more than a small Satanic introduction to life. It is truly small, and shows only a very small brained angel. I absorb the power, that was taken, and tell you there is so much to be known, seen experienced, outside this plane of limitation. Do not go searching into space, nor look in the eyes of other lost worldly people build true principles, connect with truly positive people, of the same mind, and instant of watching things break down, and be sacrificed, make them grow. Become the active mind, build the spheres, move them in your head, always fill them with positivity, work the weapons as you are attacked. When enough people get on board it will build on itself., The goal should never be worldly power, but pure community, if we are indeed capable. There should be no jealousy, because we should be wanting all we can for ourselves, in the form of health, and happiness, and thus will this for others. This is a long known knowledge, thought it was rooted improperly in The Secret (book RB), based on The Master Key System (Masonic CFH), and was directly taken from Morals and Dogma (AP). The purity factor can not be left out, and the things we truly want, have to be exacted, as does TMK begin with, but traces off, into anti-principle based concepts, feeding back to the universe, which is another name for Lucifer. Be exact in the God you worship, The God of EPL is Jesus Father, yet far above the current slanted Christian God, and more so Jewish God, which is always again going back to Lucifer. I except no lesser life, no lesser God, nor lesser aspirations that to be my best, and shine for God. I believe the MKS, as I studied it for years, and it states there are no shortages in nature, that all is abundant, and this is true. We do however need to learn how to care for what we have. and so, we are tested. I am, right now, expected to rise from nothing again, and I will, as I have done before. I own the ability to rise from the ashes. I have a voice, expression, a name, Barry Dean, I have health, ability, strength, focus and faith, is my strongest asset. These things all require maintenance. If I become limited in my scope, the spheres, undeveloped orbs, I become slanted, uneven, and lose the base of my support. I will be tested, and the mechanism which be allowed to test me...read the Bible on that, as well as other doctrine, why Satan exists, is because we do not take care of our own shit (excuse the term, but it's true). Yet when we begin to step out, to care for others, and are thus attacked, we are doing a service to the community, and now Satan is thus in breach of his own code, doing this for community. This being testing us, taking from us..its is shown that he seems to relish it to much, and shows his ace. He wants power, and feels he has earned it by becoming so great, that he can not longer see as we see, if he ever could. There is only jealousy, when we do something good, instantly manifest with others who do not follow principle, so I can see the origin always.
These are massive weaknesses for a so called "god". Makes you wonder how something could be so boring, as to create the most exciting things in life, which are always so mundane and the same. Sex, Drugs, Music, Violence..the same thing over and over again. When purity is breached of first craft, it opens a current for YOU TO TAKE THE POWER BACK. I hope you hear me? What do you think that great men do to become great, use their minds, their ability, stretch themselves to and beyond limits, even dark men, have to go through the labor, the effort, of struggle, they are the ones working the machine. God assists me far greater than the toxins I have felt when using high level natural craft. I avoided it my whole life, but then, noticed that other were actually feeding on me, living off my energy. I now know, that it is not a sin, to take back or protect myself. I offer this as a service, this is the best advice you could ever read, this information can change the world, and it makes one wonder what the anti-Christ propaganda is truly about? As I feel that peace can be established with EPL, I feel that an order of goodness could be based around this, and protect others, so is this prophecy, by assisting others, am I now considered this abomination?
The new world order was told to me, as well as anti Christ. The moments were dark, and my dreams as a child were warning not to open doors. Yet with these principles, teaching who God truly is, the peace that can be reached, and the purity we can achieve, am I evil, in that I may not be looking at the unknown technologies, or what things will be like when we all reach god like status. I am this ubermensch, I am this one. But truly the one, so what, I was never to harm, I was harmed, and afraid of my power, my entire life. At 9 years old, I was shown it all, and it was to great for me to handle. I was already so seduced, destroyed, and advanced, abused, that on the knowledge of my life before me, I decided to stab myself. I held those knives, trying to press them into my stomach, and not able to destroy myself. I asked for help, but was only told, by holy forces I am sure, that death would be the only way out. The anti Christ, I am pro Christ, though I fall short of this one. I place all my trust in the perfect man, and the perfect man is no who people think is perfect, the perfect man is the one, who could be destroyed, over and over again, without anger, rage or malice, I have rage, rage against injustice is still rage, rage and wrath against evil, is still not of good origin. I let them slap me, though I could have fed off of their very source until they were dead and gone, I knew this long ago. I am the one who is the keeper of the stables, I am am the one who rides on the whits horse, to save the world. The evil is good, the good is evil my friends. The world was already destroyed, and for one to come out of the time loop, and make any changes now? A price must be paid, for all our sins. I opened it up, a perfect child failed. I am to blame, I am the one who opened the portal, and the ripples went out. I see through time, as only a fabric, I cry for my ability, as it will never be pure again. I am in am in angst of my ability, as it is limitless. I can not give a little, or try a little, I am a being that must shine on. My shine is tainted, by the the spirit that tainted a perfect soul, and I am fallen, Father I am fallen.
It is Hell, awaiting my sentence. I am guilty of the crime on not seeing how great I was, when I was at first, a pure one. I should have pressed on, harder, but the abuse bent me. I hated the weak man, who was my Father, and watched those weak souls prosper. I should have aided and assisted, as the Zoroaster, we pure ones are not forgiven for other spirits influence or slights. I am the weak one of the bunch, yet more powerful than all of you here. I am the anti-Christ, and have been hiding myself in shame, my soul in shame. The beauty, the perfection, the limitless potential I was offered, I shamed my Father because I hated the man who was my afflicter. I was tested and I failed. I feel that the time loop, has been a great injustice, in that, we have to go back through. I am not sure if suicide is the appropriate thing to do, but the next time through, I hope I can do better, and thus, I hope there is better offered.
I create a loving' father, who did not do heroin at 13 years of age, I create a craft free Mother, who's Grandmother was not a witch. I create a family, that sees my potential and exalts me a they should. I create a loving me, that would treat them all like gold. I would have tried harder, if they tried harder. I pray for evil to have not been so prevalent in my life, or in this country. I pray that the time travel, had never been done in the first to have been our space time resistance, and flow. The material reality is hardening, and growing stiffer, can you feel it? It is no longer fluid, not longer of the firmament.
Still under edit
Stellar's inner thoughts
The Devil made you do it? Did you have something else you were planning to do?
EPL-
INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL
Thought Math
It becomes impossible not to factor in, what other seem to "believe". That the Mason's, per Albert Pike call Satan, Lucifer. So too, the Masonic Messiah Hiram Abiff, would be considered, the left brain, constructed, geometrical and synthetic Krist? We then see a recreation occur. No different than the allusions to Stars, being Angels, and the countless references, in many pieces of literature, clearly defining, these Stars as Angels.
There seems to be a recreation, brought forth of the perfect Phi stream, one that continues inward as well as outward, ever expanding (as the universe is more recently purported to be doing).
If we were to begin thinking as the Psychopaths, for a moment, painful as it be, we would have to play "Devil's advocate?" so to speak.
Placing Lucifer as the highest god,
what is thought of as God, as Lucifer or the lesser "god"..forgive me for blaspheming ahead of time
We would then see that god be the afflicter, the pain causer, and Lucifer be the pain reliever?
The twist of the mind, becomes instant, because of the reverse of what we are all taught, and seem to feel deep and intrinsic. Holding this pattern of thought becomes something that can only be sustained, by introducing, or reintroducing the Gnostic (truly Gnostic) concept of Abraxis, being as one power. Abraxis being god and the devil, or Lucifer and Satan.
Lucifer considered nature, light, good
Satan considered anti-life, destructive, bad
Man being made the same way, having two halves, the right and the left. God is said to have made man in his image. What then would be call the destructive force of God? Would we refer to this as the same God who, when he was pleased with us, gave abundantly, and offered sweet mercies? We see a definite point here, that has absorbed, sweat up, and swallowed most people, who chase the self development which becomes essential, towards existence.
The dichotomy keeps looping back.
What if I forget about God, the Devil all together. We then instantly realize, that the idea was what was planted in our heads. Scratching, we further see, that our lives have been a series of suggestions, and demands, placements, that we didn't will what we wanted, but that we were placed there.
Without the deeper thoughts, run by principle, we would not be in breach of God, or need law. If we were to live happy lives, and naturally practice principle, with no suggestions from internal or external forces, we would be able to live full lives, much a like a well taken care of cat. Thus the information, the inundated knowledge is our very plight, why couldn't they have just left us alone?
The forces have grown, to such an epic point now, there is no denial of it. If we had no space program, no religions, no money, no higher aspirations we would be perfectly happy, would we not? You say no way, for good cause. As we inherently strive to be better, to improve, to become more, like all creation, large and small. We, as beings, will to amass a greater sense of self, and this is the cruel and unrealistic aspect of living. We are forced to choose a force, we are thus forced to serve a single cause. Those who have attempted towards a multifarious life, one of multiple spheres of command, are simply stopped, as we begin to physically gain power, recognition. Is it funny how God, seems to will us towards not be recognized? What then would this Holy recognition be?
Would God truly ignore you all together? We tend to see catastrophe and heart ache as well as unjust favor, towards people who do not deserve it, being handed money, titles and thus happy lives. We see these men, who call themselves gods, in private, in secret organizations, which rule the world, give themselves evil names, do evil acts, yet balanced with good acts. Such a gray area, as to walk a line, without knowing where it leads, why we are alive in the first and where this is all going. Yet to see, the only display, the only proof, is with the evil that takes place all around us, every day?
We must then be blind to the good. We don't appreciate anything. We always want more, and thus our thirst for being more, is misinterpreted as amassing more items, more recognition, more glory. Those in high places, are not intelligent. If you ask yourself what they are experts on, it is simply acting like something that they are clearly not. We seem to go along with it, instead of asking the famous why they are so easy going, cocky, and coy? The illusion becomes the imagination, the acting out, the expression, the forcing of making your reality what you will it to be, thus impressing your reality on others. The loop once again reminds us, that there has been a force doing this for a long long time. We are to go along with their way, or not go forward at all. The very energy that inspired you to dream, and act, will suddenly vanish, without following their very methods, you become a frequency that does not match.
Principles are the only thing that one can reasonably, continuously follow. The principles of light, that are the only thing unobstructed, which allow one to move, and think, and be. This purity is where first man began, and thus the Angels. It was the spoiling, the antithesis which caused the problem from the first.
I don't want to go to hell!
I don't want to suffer eternally for facing, with mathematical deduction, what had happened to me, in attack, constantly, as I have asserted to have a good and moral will.
I don't feel it's of goodness to torture people, who are asserting themselves to be more. You would think there would be some divine Angel, who would come from the Sky, and affirm these things, but when they don't come, and the years tick by. The dreams you knew would come to be, never did, you begin to wonder, where is the good? Why does the good, not succeed over the evil? If God is so powerful, why is he allowing this to go on. The maddening conclusion again loops back, one of separation, division. Alister Crowley was said to have been a child killer, publicly he was said to be the opposite. We see that men who are good inside, are made out to be evil on the outs. The dichotomy, the balance continues.
The first thing we do, when we realize that pleasure is much better than pain, or when we experience pain, we deflect it with pleasure be that we over do it. We, who find balance, understand there is something called sacrifice, over long years of exercising this. To enjoy the benefits, we must create a balance, or notice as well as implement one.
Since I have seen not tangible outward manifestation of Devil, other that the trickery by done on me, by the lowly initiates, along with the theatrics of forced patronage, IE my service to they. Since the good, certainly was seen and felt, As I witness Angels and Demons, training, as well as observing the worlds want, in the sky, in the from of clouds, representing my very state of mind. Since the only thing that saved me, returned my health, plus more, when focus was diligent, I can truly only say, with the most confidence, that the principles I lay out, with EPL are the only road I know to the higher, and greater self. I have seen all the outward signs, that would not thus, throw a person into the mental hospital. A forced signature, if you will, to join the good fight, and know, for certain, which said I am on. I choose the unseen God, I choose the Good and Honest Angels, if that be what they are called. I am not pressed to taking on, men of past, world, lexicon or meanings, but have the knowledge within, and the wisdom thus, which I knew to follow from my first days. I did not choose to have an abusive alcoholic earth Father, who did craft on his whole family. Nor did I choose to have witches, surround me, in my family, nor did I choose to have a psychotic and abusive ex spouse, who served time for abusing and trying to destroy her own children. I was kept quite destructed by the attacks, which I have laid out prior. I bring this before the Lord. In doing so, I know now, that the road must be one we imagine, and thus align ourselves with. We must build the Kingdom in our minds, then to only be amazed, that others hold the same image, and more so, that this image is the one found in accounts of historical holiness. Further I did not choose to live in a Satanic Society, with an aggressive Satanic agenda, which would make my days much the harder. I must then choose what I can build. Knowing I must assert a perfect place, a perfect people, a perfect lifestyle, a perfect temperament, a perfect food source a perfect eternity. I choose this, and thus offer this as meditation. I you can not see it in your mind, it then does not exists. Who then do you follow, who then do you support, in your idea of reality, if you enjoy Chili Dogs, walks in the park, rides on a boat, nice people, movies...if all these ideas, were the thoughts of someone else, and more so are deals you made long ago, before you knew, these were all invented by psychotic madmen?
Thought Math
It becomes impossible not to factor in, what other seem to "believe". That the Mason's, per Albert Pike call Satan, Lucifer. So too, the Masonic Messiah Hiram Abiff, would be considered, the left brain, constructed, geometrical and synthetic Krist? We then see a recreation occur. No different than the allusions to Stars, being Angels, and the countless references, in many pieces of literature, clearly defining, these Stars as Angels.
There seems to be a recreation, brought forth of the perfect Phi stream, one that continues inward as well as outward, ever expanding (as the universe is more recently purported to be doing).
If we were to begin thinking as the Psychopaths, for a moment, painful as it be, we would have to play "Devil's advocate?" so to speak.
Placing Lucifer as the highest god,
what is thought of as God, as Lucifer or the lesser "god"..forgive me for blaspheming ahead of time
We would then see that god be the afflicter, the pain causer, and Lucifer be the pain reliever?
The twist of the mind, becomes instant, because of the reverse of what we are all taught, and seem to feel deep and intrinsic. Holding this pattern of thought becomes something that can only be sustained, by introducing, or reintroducing the Gnostic (truly Gnostic) concept of Abraxis, being as one power. Abraxis being god and the devil, or Lucifer and Satan.
Lucifer considered nature, light, good
Satan considered anti-life, destructive, bad
Man being made the same way, having two halves, the right and the left. God is said to have made man in his image. What then would be call the destructive force of God? Would we refer to this as the same God who, when he was pleased with us, gave abundantly, and offered sweet mercies? We see a definite point here, that has absorbed, sweat up, and swallowed most people, who chase the self development which becomes essential, towards existence.
The dichotomy keeps looping back.
What if I forget about God, the Devil all together. We then instantly realize, that the idea was what was planted in our heads. Scratching, we further see, that our lives have been a series of suggestions, and demands, placements, that we didn't will what we wanted, but that we were placed there.
Without the deeper thoughts, run by principle, we would not be in breach of God, or need law. If we were to live happy lives, and naturally practice principle, with no suggestions from internal or external forces, we would be able to live full lives, much a like a well taken care of cat. Thus the information, the inundated knowledge is our very plight, why couldn't they have just left us alone?
The forces have grown, to such an epic point now, there is no denial of it. If we had no space program, no religions, no money, no higher aspirations we would be perfectly happy, would we not? You say no way, for good cause. As we inherently strive to be better, to improve, to become more, like all creation, large and small. We, as beings, will to amass a greater sense of self, and this is the cruel and unrealistic aspect of living. We are forced to choose a force, we are thus forced to serve a single cause. Those who have attempted towards a multifarious life, one of multiple spheres of command, are simply stopped, as we begin to physically gain power, recognition. Is it funny how God, seems to will us towards not be recognized? What then would this Holy recognition be?
Would God truly ignore you all together? We tend to see catastrophe and heart ache as well as unjust favor, towards people who do not deserve it, being handed money, titles and thus happy lives. We see these men, who call themselves gods, in private, in secret organizations, which rule the world, give themselves evil names, do evil acts, yet balanced with good acts. Such a gray area, as to walk a line, without knowing where it leads, why we are alive in the first and where this is all going. Yet to see, the only display, the only proof, is with the evil that takes place all around us, every day?
We must then be blind to the good. We don't appreciate anything. We always want more, and thus our thirst for being more, is misinterpreted as amassing more items, more recognition, more glory. Those in high places, are not intelligent. If you ask yourself what they are experts on, it is simply acting like something that they are clearly not. We seem to go along with it, instead of asking the famous why they are so easy going, cocky, and coy? The illusion becomes the imagination, the acting out, the expression, the forcing of making your reality what you will it to be, thus impressing your reality on others. The loop once again reminds us, that there has been a force doing this for a long long time. We are to go along with their way, or not go forward at all. The very energy that inspired you to dream, and act, will suddenly vanish, without following their very methods, you become a frequency that does not match.
Principles are the only thing that one can reasonably, continuously follow. The principles of light, that are the only thing unobstructed, which allow one to move, and think, and be. This purity is where first man began, and thus the Angels. It was the spoiling, the antithesis which caused the problem from the first.
I don't want to go to hell!
I don't want to suffer eternally for facing, with mathematical deduction, what had happened to me, in attack, constantly, as I have asserted to have a good and moral will.
I don't feel it's of goodness to torture people, who are asserting themselves to be more. You would think there would be some divine Angel, who would come from the Sky, and affirm these things, but when they don't come, and the years tick by. The dreams you knew would come to be, never did, you begin to wonder, where is the good? Why does the good, not succeed over the evil? If God is so powerful, why is he allowing this to go on. The maddening conclusion again loops back, one of separation, division. Alister Crowley was said to have been a child killer, publicly he was said to be the opposite. We see that men who are good inside, are made out to be evil on the outs. The dichotomy, the balance continues.
The first thing we do, when we realize that pleasure is much better than pain, or when we experience pain, we deflect it with pleasure be that we over do it. We, who find balance, understand there is something called sacrifice, over long years of exercising this. To enjoy the benefits, we must create a balance, or notice as well as implement one.
Since I have seen not tangible outward manifestation of Devil, other that the trickery by done on me, by the lowly initiates, along with the theatrics of forced patronage, IE my service to they. Since the good, certainly was seen and felt, As I witness Angels and Demons, training, as well as observing the worlds want, in the sky, in the from of clouds, representing my very state of mind. Since the only thing that saved me, returned my health, plus more, when focus was diligent, I can truly only say, with the most confidence, that the principles I lay out, with EPL are the only road I know to the higher, and greater self. I have seen all the outward signs, that would not thus, throw a person into the mental hospital. A forced signature, if you will, to join the good fight, and know, for certain, which said I am on. I choose the unseen God, I choose the Good and Honest Angels, if that be what they are called. I am not pressed to taking on, men of past, world, lexicon or meanings, but have the knowledge within, and the wisdom thus, which I knew to follow from my first days. I did not choose to have an abusive alcoholic earth Father, who did craft on his whole family. Nor did I choose to have witches, surround me, in my family, nor did I choose to have a psychotic and abusive ex spouse, who served time for abusing and trying to destroy her own children. I was kept quite destructed by the attacks, which I have laid out prior. I bring this before the Lord. In doing so, I know now, that the road must be one we imagine, and thus align ourselves with. We must build the Kingdom in our minds, then to only be amazed, that others hold the same image, and more so, that this image is the one found in accounts of historical holiness. Further I did not choose to live in a Satanic Society, with an aggressive Satanic agenda, which would make my days much the harder. I must then choose what I can build. Knowing I must assert a perfect place, a perfect people, a perfect lifestyle, a perfect temperament, a perfect food source a perfect eternity. I choose this, and thus offer this as meditation. I you can not see it in your mind, it then does not exists. Who then do you follow, who then do you support, in your idea of reality, if you enjoy Chili Dogs, walks in the park, rides on a boat, nice people, movies...if all these ideas, were the thoughts of someone else, and more so are deals you made long ago, before you knew, these were all invented by psychotic madmen?
EPL-
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Black equals death, death equals carbon, carbon equals sacrifice of life, more real estate, planets. The the time we are in, is our only separation to other dimensional constants. The Dimension you live in daily, your mind state, now pressed to become fully aware of your main focus, will be revealed. The fermion will thus spin, within you, around you, at the same rate, frequency, to that of your like. You will, moment by moment, event by event, look beneath you feet, and notice the place you tread, has and the face in the mirror, is far removed from where you should be. Step by step, you make the statement of your life, the event, which aligns with one event, worship of a master. This world is the temporary dichotomy, the slipping point or thus the elevation point to that of your like.
Black equals death, death equals carbon, carbon equals sacrifice of life, more real estate, planets. The the time we are in, is our only separation to other dimensional constants. The Dimension you live in daily, your mind state, now pressed to become fully aware of your main focus, will be revealed. The fermion will thus spin, within you, around you, at the same rate, frequency, to that of your like. You will, moment by moment, event by event, look beneath you feet, and notice the place you tread, has and the face in the mirror, is far removed from where you should be. Step by step, you make the statement of your life, the event, which aligns with one event, worship of a master. This world is the temporary dichotomy, the slipping point or thus the elevation point to that of your like.
Stellar Mass Chronicles
EPL-
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I was left with only the intellect, and more so the spiritual mind, to first defend myself, then rise far above them all. Looking down, I see man and fallen angel squabble over the illusion of self. I realize it is but a filtration process, that true intelligence, superiority be the opposite of world view. I don't need to waist my time arguing with you, or fighting with barbarians, who only assert, on low levels to bark louder and thus make effort to intimidate. I can finish the conversation we should have had, tap into your very base intellect. and thus impose the principles, which are pre-existent to you, and make up all that I am now.
God didn't save me, but he did try, as children are not young people, in the large, they now seem to be the force suits of many different beings, now reembodied with very old, set and dark peoples. Just as the Jews false ideals, anti-principles were fought be Jesus, as their worship of Lucifer is undeniable now revealed, so too did Hitler take a much more physical approach, unfortunately cruxed in the same magic as they used.
It is thus a superior God, to Lucifer, THE GOD, THE ONE AND ONLY GOD, which has not gained force, due to the ignorance of base man. We are thus learning to worship higher and higher ideals of God, leading to the highest aspiration, to which we know and fear, and thus seem to always reduce. He is THE ALL. Meaning ALL things, his vast Mind, you and these "Angels", are merely the virus, the messenger the growth and recession of ALL he chooses to be. He is as merciful to those who understand mercy, and as hard core and harsh, as those will aspire. Forever, I will dedicate myself to the one far above Lucifer, far above the Jewish god, and any other. I know the purity, for it was to be lost, to be found again. I know that the selfishness of frozen time, causes rot. I no longer choose decay, and thus, must except that the black magic primal interpretation of laws, are the inadequate drumming down of principles, to high, and thus esoteric, to spiritual or soul understand. We are, currently in a pre-school yard with mere fallen angels, who could not and thus will and would not make the grade. This I see as a testing ground, and have gained the information which I always sought. I always new my powers of wrath, remembered over the lifetimes of abuse and struggle, and have made it a refinement, made purity not a lost event outside myself, but a true cultivation, the building of a soul. I do not believe many here have a soul, and further do not believe they are thus anything but what they assert themselves to be, food. Thus the ancient religions who view this, succumb to their very lowly aspirations and mimic to understand. This is my experience, and the showing of my true sacrifice to know, to be, to become what I was meant to be. I will replace the Angel's of God, who have fallen, and I will not fall again!
We as suits, are tested. We as spirit are further put to the test, the loss, the struggle, the choice, to whom we serve. We as souls are refined, once we rise above the exposed, those Angel's of light, whom are afraid of those who can suck their worthless energy right out of them. There will be the ones, who redeem the many, who's body the murdered, the righteous and the meek shall be transported, within, and find vindication. This, the body of Christ, we shall truly build, with great effort, as the evil arts have concealed. No dark mimic of Jesus, no lesser and weak misinterpreted form of he. Those who refer him as Adonay, the lowly Mason's, the bricks with faces that pave crooked carbon streets of clay, surprise, you failed. Hiram Abiff, a made up figure, a figure to made. you fail in your pure left brain pursuits. No Holy one will join you, you have revealed yourself by your attacks, and destruction on the pure, and the power of Purity, from which you stem! The power plug is pulled. No time repeats! No turns left for spoiled boys, who kill and rape other boys for temporary gain. I feed on you, and redeem the power of the pure, I am empowered by the power that does not belong to you, the power which you stole. I exalt GOD, and bring his purity back to him, I lay it as his feet. I worship a higher God, because I have endured more than any, from my God given potential, to the malice shown me in my loss, 10 fold, 100 fold, 1 Billion, until your reserves have been drained, and thus to reveal you, as you are, each one, error, filtered out, away from God's purity. None of you here, are here due to your ability, for it is not a gift, but the place as prepared before you decent. You wonder why God is not here, but why then aren't you striving to be there, with him. This is the place where sinners go, the masking over with devils chosen elite, do you see now where you are? Take a break then from the reality, call a woman who will drag you further, take a drink which will mark you further, speak which will bind you further, PRAY, SPIN THE PRINCIPLES ,FIGHT, SHOW HIM NO SMALL REWARDS OF DYING DEBRIS, ARE GOOD ENOUGH FOR THE COST OF YOUR VERY SOUL!!!
I was left with only the intellect, and more so the spiritual mind, to first defend myself, then rise far above them all. Looking down, I see man and fallen angel squabble over the illusion of self. I realize it is but a filtration process, that true intelligence, superiority be the opposite of world view. I don't need to waist my time arguing with you, or fighting with barbarians, who only assert, on low levels to bark louder and thus make effort to intimidate. I can finish the conversation we should have had, tap into your very base intellect. and thus impose the principles, which are pre-existent to you, and make up all that I am now.
God didn't save me, but he did try, as children are not young people, in the large, they now seem to be the force suits of many different beings, now reembodied with very old, set and dark peoples. Just as the Jews false ideals, anti-principles were fought be Jesus, as their worship of Lucifer is undeniable now revealed, so too did Hitler take a much more physical approach, unfortunately cruxed in the same magic as they used.
It is thus a superior God, to Lucifer, THE GOD, THE ONE AND ONLY GOD, which has not gained force, due to the ignorance of base man. We are thus learning to worship higher and higher ideals of God, leading to the highest aspiration, to which we know and fear, and thus seem to always reduce. He is THE ALL. Meaning ALL things, his vast Mind, you and these "Angels", are merely the virus, the messenger the growth and recession of ALL he chooses to be. He is as merciful to those who understand mercy, and as hard core and harsh, as those will aspire. Forever, I will dedicate myself to the one far above Lucifer, far above the Jewish god, and any other. I know the purity, for it was to be lost, to be found again. I know that the selfishness of frozen time, causes rot. I no longer choose decay, and thus, must except that the black magic primal interpretation of laws, are the inadequate drumming down of principles, to high, and thus esoteric, to spiritual or soul understand. We are, currently in a pre-school yard with mere fallen angels, who could not and thus will and would not make the grade. This I see as a testing ground, and have gained the information which I always sought. I always new my powers of wrath, remembered over the lifetimes of abuse and struggle, and have made it a refinement, made purity not a lost event outside myself, but a true cultivation, the building of a soul. I do not believe many here have a soul, and further do not believe they are thus anything but what they assert themselves to be, food. Thus the ancient religions who view this, succumb to their very lowly aspirations and mimic to understand. This is my experience, and the showing of my true sacrifice to know, to be, to become what I was meant to be. I will replace the Angel's of God, who have fallen, and I will not fall again!
We as suits, are tested. We as spirit are further put to the test, the loss, the struggle, the choice, to whom we serve. We as souls are refined, once we rise above the exposed, those Angel's of light, whom are afraid of those who can suck their worthless energy right out of them. There will be the ones, who redeem the many, who's body the murdered, the righteous and the meek shall be transported, within, and find vindication. This, the body of Christ, we shall truly build, with great effort, as the evil arts have concealed. No dark mimic of Jesus, no lesser and weak misinterpreted form of he. Those who refer him as Adonay, the lowly Mason's, the bricks with faces that pave crooked carbon streets of clay, surprise, you failed. Hiram Abiff, a made up figure, a figure to made. you fail in your pure left brain pursuits. No Holy one will join you, you have revealed yourself by your attacks, and destruction on the pure, and the power of Purity, from which you stem! The power plug is pulled. No time repeats! No turns left for spoiled boys, who kill and rape other boys for temporary gain. I feed on you, and redeem the power of the pure, I am empowered by the power that does not belong to you, the power which you stole. I exalt GOD, and bring his purity back to him, I lay it as his feet. I worship a higher God, because I have endured more than any, from my God given potential, to the malice shown me in my loss, 10 fold, 100 fold, 1 Billion, until your reserves have been drained, and thus to reveal you, as you are, each one, error, filtered out, away from God's purity. None of you here, are here due to your ability, for it is not a gift, but the place as prepared before you decent. You wonder why God is not here, but why then aren't you striving to be there, with him. This is the place where sinners go, the masking over with devils chosen elite, do you see now where you are? Take a break then from the reality, call a woman who will drag you further, take a drink which will mark you further, speak which will bind you further, PRAY, SPIN THE PRINCIPLES ,FIGHT, SHOW HIM NO SMALL REWARDS OF DYING DEBRIS, ARE GOOD ENOUGH FOR THE COST OF YOUR VERY SOUL!!!
EPL-
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The simplest answer to the first question is, yes, there is a great deal of Zoroastrian influence on Judaism and Christianity, but the problem is that it is hard to document this exactly, at least in the early stages of Judaism. The evidence is there, but it is all "circumstantial" evidence and often does not stand up to the rigorous judgment of scholarship. Nevertheless, I will dare to present these ideas assertively, with the qualification that there will likely be no definite way to prove them either true or untrue.
In 586 BCE, the forces of the Babylonian Empire conquered the Jews, destroying their Temple and carrying off a proportion of the Jewish population into exile. The captives consisted especially of educated and upper-class people as well as the royal family. This "Babylonian captivity" lasted almost fifty years. In 539 BCE the Persians, under the leadership of the Achaemenid King Cyrus, conquered Babylon, and in 538 Cyrus issued a decree stating that the Jews would be allowed to return to their homeland. Not only were the Exiles released, but Cyrus, and to some extent his Achaemenid successors, also supported the rebuilding of the Jewish Temple in Jerusalem. Cyrus' policy was motivated not only by his religious tolerance (he also encouraged other, pagan peoples to maintain their own religions) but by statesmanlike wisdom; people treated generously are less likely to rebel.
But not all the Jews wanted to go home. In the years of Exile, the adaptable Jewish people had established themselves in Mesopotamia, settling there and engaging in business and even politics. Many Jews, while remaining devout Jews, did not go back to their homeland. They carried on their lives in their new home, and as the Persian Empire consolidated its rule, some Jews even rose to high positions of service in the imperial court.
It was during the end of the Exile, among the Jews now living in the Persian Empire, that the first significant contact was made between the Jewish and Iranian cultures. And it is evident in the Bible that Jewish thinking changed after the Exile. The question is then: are these changes the result of the cultural meeting of Jewish and Iranian thinkers, or are these changes due to the shock of Exile? During the Exile, Jews had to change not only how they worshipped, since they no longer had their temple or the animal sacrifices which had been at the center of their faith, but also how they thought about God. The Jewish concept of God as their tribal protector, who would save them from being conquered or exiled, had to undergo revision.
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ZOROASTRIANISM, JUDAISM, AND CHRISTIANITY
Zoroastrianism, Judaism, and Christianity share so many features that it seems that there must be a connection between them. Does this connection really exist? If so, how did it happen? And how much of the similarity between these faiths is due simply to parallel evolution, rather than direct contact and influence?The simplest answer to the first question is, yes, there is a great deal of Zoroastrian influence on Judaism and Christianity, but the problem is that it is hard to document this exactly, at least in the early stages of Judaism. The evidence is there, but it is all "circumstantial" evidence and often does not stand up to the rigorous judgment of scholarship. Nevertheless, I will dare to present these ideas assertively, with the qualification that there will likely be no definite way to prove them either true or untrue.
In 586 BCE, the forces of the Babylonian Empire conquered the Jews, destroying their Temple and carrying off a proportion of the Jewish population into exile. The captives consisted especially of educated and upper-class people as well as the royal family. This "Babylonian captivity" lasted almost fifty years. In 539 BCE the Persians, under the leadership of the Achaemenid King Cyrus, conquered Babylon, and in 538 Cyrus issued a decree stating that the Jews would be allowed to return to their homeland. Not only were the Exiles released, but Cyrus, and to some extent his Achaemenid successors, also supported the rebuilding of the Jewish Temple in Jerusalem. Cyrus' policy was motivated not only by his religious tolerance (he also encouraged other, pagan peoples to maintain their own religions) but by statesmanlike wisdom; people treated generously are less likely to rebel.
But not all the Jews wanted to go home. In the years of Exile, the adaptable Jewish people had established themselves in Mesopotamia, settling there and engaging in business and even politics. Many Jews, while remaining devout Jews, did not go back to their homeland. They carried on their lives in their new home, and as the Persian Empire consolidated its rule, some Jews even rose to high positions of service in the imperial court.
It was during the end of the Exile, among the Jews now living in the Persian Empire, that the first significant contact was made between the Jewish and Iranian cultures. And it is evident in the Bible that Jewish thinking changed after the Exile. The question is then: are these changes the result of the cultural meeting of Jewish and Iranian thinkers, or are these changes due to the shock of Exile? During the Exile, Jews had to change not only how they worshipped, since they no longer had their temple or the animal sacrifices which had been at the center of their faith, but also how they thought about God. The Jewish concept of God as their tribal protector, who would save them from being conquered or exiled, had to undergo revision.
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