The Devil made you do it? Did you have something else you were planning to do?

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL

Thought Math

It becomes impossible not to factor in, what other seem to "believe". That the Mason's, per Albert Pike call Satan, Lucifer. So too, the Masonic Messiah Hiram Abiff, would be considered, the left brain, constructed, geometrical and synthetic Krist? We then see a recreation occur. No different than the allusions to Stars, being Angels, and the countless references, in many pieces of literature, clearly defining, these Stars as Angels.
 There seems to be a recreation, brought forth of the perfect Phi stream, one that continues inward as well as outward, ever expanding (as the universe is more recently purported to be doing).

If we were to begin thinking as the Psychopaths, for a moment, painful as it be, we would have to play "Devil's advocate?" so to speak.

Placing Lucifer as the highest god,
what is thought of as God, as Lucifer or the lesser "god"..forgive me for blaspheming ahead of time

We would then see that god be the afflicter, the pain causer, and Lucifer be the pain reliever?
The twist of the mind, becomes instant, because of the reverse of what we are all taught, and seem to feel deep and intrinsic. Holding this pattern of thought becomes something that can only be sustained, by introducing, or reintroducing the Gnostic (truly Gnostic) concept of Abraxis, being as one power. Abraxis being god and the devil, or Lucifer and Satan.

Lucifer considered nature, light, good
Satan considered anti-life, destructive, bad

Man being made the same way, having two halves, the right and the left. God is said to have made man in his image. What then would be call the destructive force of God? Would we refer to this as the same God who, when he was pleased with us, gave abundantly, and offered sweet mercies? We see a definite point here, that has absorbed, sweat up, and swallowed most people, who chase the self development which becomes essential, towards existence.

The dichotomy keeps looping back.

What if I forget about God, the Devil all together. We then instantly realize, that the idea was what was planted in our heads. Scratching, we further see, that our lives have been a series of suggestions, and demands, placements, that we didn't will what we wanted, but that we were placed there.

Without the deeper thoughts, run by principle, we would not be in breach of God, or need law. If we were to live happy lives, and naturally practice principle, with no suggestions from internal or external forces, we would be able to live full lives, much a like a well taken care of cat. Thus the information, the inundated knowledge is our very plight, why couldn't they have just left us alone?

The forces have grown, to such an epic point now, there is no denial of it. If we had no space program, no religions, no money, no higher aspirations we would be perfectly happy, would we not? You say no way, for good cause. As we inherently strive to be better, to improve, to become more, like all creation, large and small. We, as beings, will to amass a greater sense of self, and this is the cruel and unrealistic aspect of living. We are forced to choose a force, we are thus forced to serve a single cause. Those who have attempted towards a multifarious life, one of multiple spheres of command, are simply stopped, as we begin to physically gain power, recognition. Is it funny how God, seems to will us towards not be recognized? What then would this Holy recognition be?

 Would God truly ignore you all together? We tend to see catastrophe and heart ache as well as unjust favor, towards people who do not deserve it, being handed money, titles and thus happy lives. We see these men, who call themselves gods, in private, in secret organizations, which rule the world, give themselves evil names, do evil acts, yet balanced with good acts. Such a gray area, as to walk a line, without knowing where it leads, why we are alive in the first and where this is all going. Yet to see, the only display, the only proof, is with the evil that takes place all around us, every day?

We must then be blind to the good. We don't appreciate anything. We always want more, and thus our thirst for being more, is misinterpreted as amassing more items, more recognition, more glory. Those in high places, are not intelligent. If you ask yourself what they are experts on, it is simply acting like something that they are clearly not. We seem to go along with it, instead of asking the famous why they are so easy going, cocky, and coy? The illusion becomes the imagination, the acting out, the expression, the forcing of making your reality what you will it to be, thus impressing your reality on others. The loop once again reminds us, that there has been a force doing this for a long long time. We are to go along with their way, or not go forward at all. The very energy that inspired you to dream, and act, will suddenly vanish, without following their very methods, you become a frequency that does not match.

Principles are the only thing that one can reasonably, continuously follow. The principles of light, that are the only thing unobstructed, which allow one to move, and think, and be. This purity is where first man began, and thus the Angels. It was the spoiling, the antithesis which caused the problem from the first.

I don't want to go to hell!
I don't want to suffer eternally for facing, with mathematical deduction, what had happened to me, in attack, constantly, as I have asserted to have a good and moral will.
I don't feel it's of goodness to torture people, who are asserting themselves to be more. You would think there would be some divine Angel, who would come from the Sky, and affirm these things, but when they don't come, and the years tick by. The dreams you knew would come to be, never did, you begin to wonder, where is the good? Why does the good, not succeed over the evil? If God is so powerful, why is he allowing this to go on. The maddening conclusion again loops back, one of separation, division. Alister Crowley was said to have been a child killer, publicly he was said to be the opposite. We see that men who are good inside, are made out to be evil on the outs. The dichotomy, the balance continues.

The first thing we do, when we realize that pleasure is much better than pain, or when we experience pain, we deflect it with pleasure be that we over do it. We, who find balance, understand there is something called sacrifice, over long years of exercising this. To enjoy the benefits, we must create a balance, or notice as well as implement one.

Since I have seen not tangible outward manifestation of Devil, other that the trickery by done on me, by the lowly initiates, along with the theatrics of forced patronage, IE my service to they. Since the good, certainly was seen and felt, As I witness Angels and Demons, training, as well as observing the worlds want, in the sky, in the from of clouds, representing my very state of mind. Since the only thing that saved me, returned my health, plus more, when focus was diligent, I can truly only say, with the most confidence, that the principles I lay out, with EPL are the only road I know to the higher, and greater self. I have seen all the outward signs, that would not thus, throw a person into the mental hospital. A forced signature, if you will, to join the good fight, and know, for certain, which said I am on. I choose the unseen God, I choose the Good and Honest Angels, if that be what they are called. I am not pressed to taking on, men of past, world, lexicon or meanings, but have the knowledge within, and the wisdom thus, which I knew to follow from my first days. I did not choose to have an abusive alcoholic earth Father, who did craft on his whole family. Nor did I choose to have witches, surround me, in my family, nor did I choose to have a psychotic and abusive ex spouse, who served time for abusing and trying to destroy her own children. I was kept quite destructed by the attacks, which I have laid out prior. I bring this before the Lord. In doing so, I know now, that the road must be one we imagine, and thus align ourselves with. We must build the Kingdom in our minds, then to only be amazed, that others hold the same image, and more so, that this image is the one found in accounts of historical holiness. Further I did not choose to live in a Satanic Society, with an aggressive Satanic agenda, which would make my days much the harder. I must then choose what I can build. Knowing I must assert a perfect place, a perfect people, a perfect lifestyle, a perfect temperament, a perfect food source a perfect eternity. I choose this, and thus offer this as meditation. I you can not see it in your mind, it then does not exists. Who then do you follow, who then do you support, in your idea of reality, if you enjoy Chili Dogs, walks in the park, rides on a boat, nice people, movies...if all these ideas, were the thoughts of someone else, and more so are deals you made long ago, before you knew, these were all invented by psychotic madmen?