The Pessimist

 The Money Exchange is more so based upon suffering and the dividend charge for proposed existence. We see this in all arms of the matrix; from the Vatican to the Military to the right towards occupation (housing, job, tools). These invariably lead to more suffering. 

 "It seems the parable of a crucified christ figure has more to do with self inflicted suffering. Truly our only freedom in will and becoming."

To call myself a realist would be evading the fact; reality ain't what it seems (in fact the seams are busted). 

 The fact that always there must be effort and not just being (determines a person's worth), to me proves a manufacture. A demand for blood and sweat. I don't believe in God or devil, though I do believe these are built-in (for the long) as a constant invariant looming principle protocol. No divine manifestation. Perhaps our origins are the closest to this concept? Our very lives founded apon debt reappropriations. 

 "It's as if we were charged interest on our very birth and are commanded a lifetime of servitude of which we can never repay (for even our money is worthless to they)."

 I believe that a figure like Jesus, in fact too many to count existed (exist) ...more than I believe in a central God figure. That, as an organic machine man is capable of overcoming nearly every potential obstacle. Unfortunate for we his future in overcoming death is strongly included (in the pre-machination of a life. The full implications of what that means. To me this existence and maybe existence itself is Hell. 

 More Hell in origin is Hel; a female to which we are bound to the carnal. 

 We are repaying the debt of pleasure as an easement from The Struggle. However just like interest on tax the debt has been placed far too high to repay for most if not all. 

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