Love Letter

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL

It will take all you have got to hate none. Focus on Jesus Christ, and not universal law of return, True Followers of Christ, will make themselves ready for the final rejection from this hell, concealed as it is. If this place has been a paradise to you, I feel sorry for you and your people.

 Seems dramatic, but the more alive you are, the more a soul resonates within you, the pain is so acute. This deadening of the soul, is due to memory of death, I have no doubt. I am sure these are our last days, and that Hells rain, when this facade is removed, will become very obvious. A new world will emerge, a New World Order, with outright killings, offerings to the gods, as there once was, the days Satan and his group of rejects lust for, the return. You can smell and taste the future blood, that will be spilled again. At one time I would have nearly felt nothing, rare though, at times in my life. The point is, to feel the pain, so intensely, you are alive, and you are growing, as those sacrifice you, only to find out, that they just killed another Son. The clouds will be dark on that day, and I can not wait to part, to take my final leave, never to return, this time!

Do we feel duped, that it was math all along. That if darkness you saw, and darkness you were, success was assured. Do we feel jaded, that our symbol, math, and those voices in our heads, now known as everywhere, displays the truth, the spiritual world. I felt my soul being crushed, and those around me only saw the body. I was set up, like you were, controlled by frequencies, to serve another sentence? It is not enough to say the world is illusion but that it is this way, due to long periods of rituals, sacrifices, to lower god's, as the higher mind has been no where to be found. I always thought, you get back, what you put into it, but the extreme gift I gave was only muted by the last minute theft of my bounty. I have a karmic debt, scored against them as infinite now, in the havens, on earth, for the price I still pay, as those pass by me, laugh at me, mock me for no reason, but that I now know, and make effort to try each day.
 The keys of Hell were handed to me, the rule of women, power, strength, pleasure, things, and my enemies heads (which were fabricated by him, the darkness) laid before me. He even went as far, as to send those false robot Christians into my very life, those who sinned, took and prospered in Jesus name, still do to this day? As I pressed it away, he came in for the kill, marking me with his stain, a mark of his sin against me, and not mine any longer. I still fall, and now have no where to turn. Drink bring evil, work brings evil, community is evil, smoking pot breeds evil. Those who don't know the cost, laugh out loud, even get a reply of mocking over me, from those who wish to fit in. I was given the grace to return to purity. I have less energy, less drive, less ambition, less of all those things that can make a Man rich in this world, so the force of the Holy Spirit is all I have. Born to a true witch and a demon, born somehow pure. I was the task of the family to feed from to destroy. They will not know it now, but in hell they will know for eternity, crying and, swearing they would do it all different if given the chance. The thing they never remember, is that this is not the first time. Oh yes, there are plenty of scriptures well manicured through, as well as the Nag Hammadi, that tells a life of return, until the final stage.
 Of course they will have created elaborate trickery, to keep you here. They don't want you to sin to much, as to lose what powers this place, else they perish here and now? They don't want you too pure, else you know, and more so realize you rightful job, you power, to cast them all to hell, for what they have done, plotting within their subconscious, within their hearts, gaining assistance, for one more sacrifice one more sin. They don't realize how deep it is known, what our true intentions are. That is why I realized the Phi measure must be so, that we should only have to bring the mark up, just that much, and I came so close a few times, and took the purity for something that just was. Darkness now, is where they live without me, as I have pulled all I have away. I wonder if they know it, if they feel the light which shines for me, to purify me of their stain, if they know these are the quarks which reclaim that which you have hijacked from me. Not a person alive now who has not been effected by the purity of light, which I shine forth. But he does it, for me, He does it to show me there is light, that there is hope, and when I want it to rain or snow, he reassures me, this is so. The tears well up, as I am angry, wrathful and he does not cast me away, not even when I sin to greatly, but the few times I have, the rains of sadness come upon me, upon the world. Each time I sin now, even a thought, no more and more into sub-thoughts there he is, letting me know, those who yell at the gate, swearing I am evil, have a body to claim, for they killed me. Those who wished harm on me the most, who caused the harm called me that instant or later told me, they knew I died.
 Not a child of mine is trusted in my heart, only money, worldly things, do they care about. They all put on an act, but can not fake it around me, anymore, it isn't me, it's that I make it so the Holy spirit can be present. I have shown enough self loathing, self hatred, and have not put leaving this body, anyway I can, out of my mind.
I am have meditated on this, and do not feel it is a sin, and will soon find out, as I mean not to harm my Soul, which is now me, who I am, and thus leave the body. I realize one step back, and I could have it all, all that I see, made of porcelain, soon to be but ashes. I grieved for you all, as you died to me, cried tears in court, pressed my nose to the grind stone to make you accountable, to free you, but freedom was not enough, you had to make great effort, to drag me to you hell. Filled with the falls holy spirit, she is, when she finds out who has been her light, it will be far to late. It is about giving, to a point, and when they take it all, and still want more, you realize fully, it is no longer deeds, by which you are judged. I came to the place, where I tried to work of debts, but was thrown down when principle was the cause. I knew in those moment, where the only earthly power came from, it is the one who I looked into the face of, as Tim Bartlet thought he had powers, not realizing the devil was full well vested in him, and owned his soul. I followed the trail, from the Alliance, and felt the spiritual war within, each step each thought the clouds shifted, then to realize, this must be an important soul.
 I write these words in pain, the pain of let down, by the facade of a world, a people I suspected, as you do, all along. The false teachings, the lies, as the liars seemed to get further still. Blame me, for something you had planned to blame me for, before I even opened my mouth. I AM GOING TO HEAVEN!!!!!!!!!! Perfect is enough, so that I do not have to reach the worldly idea, again. I did, and made the devil drool, over the power I had amassed. Learning the false ideal of Hinduism, seeming just a shade away form purity. But pure evil, has a shine, and a veil at that. If there are Women present, at least all I have every known in this day, to my recollection, then you know the brand is evil, I have said enough on this prior, and this is indeed one of the things, in heavenly realm, which I yearn to be proven wrong with.
 It was a deceptive flower fairy that caused my false persecution here, perhaps a fat little flying cherubim, I am not sure, I just know the dreams and the visions that stuck like memories to remind me, to tease me.

I was 43, figured out how to keep my looks, my youth, and had amassed the power, to press me towards the rage, wrath, rule and stardom, which I evaded, due of that faint principle call, which I could not identify. I knew them as I looked through study of sacred geometry, and poems which reflected a need, a want to know. So many forgeries, I kept hidden from the tortures which await all knowing power, of the earthly plane. None of it is real, it will go up in smoke, as the cars, the people and planets...that frequency met with the false light of confusion, it will be stripped away, revealing the true nature of the beasts, which stole from me, knowing of my strength, and calling me a wimp behind my back, even recently to my face, for they want violence, lust and frenzy!

 In less than a year later, I had aged aggressively, lost the looks I always took for granted, they say. I was tired, and yet, saw the massive task before me, daunting, as they brought false accusation against me. All I had was the spiritual realm to lean on, and more, and more the True Pure Holy Spirit to call on, and aside from my sinners stain, the Holy Spirit, Jesus was always there. I had to finally, most recently call out to him and realize that as I no longer make sense, on any pure Quantum level, of course such a great being will never become manifest by total and simple deductive thought.
But you are alive now for a purpose, You are practically being handed the keys, but the lives you are living will never suffice, you have to become the ridicule of them, and most likely be killed by them such is the way, I truly used to wish it were different, now, after living in this way, torn between redemption and sin, I chose to be torn into two, and to allow my left side, the parasite, to be torn clean from me. There is a reason that the right brain can be completely removed from people, but essential to the cause the it be held captive as to house the suspension of the soul, so they can destroy you further. I am ruined, done, and died, there. I skilled like a mad man, looking like a fool to sinners eyes, jumping from one structure to the next, seeing the hell below my feet, that the side walk only there due to a frequency, one shift, and I was swallowed up. Hell is there, beneath your feet, dimensionally it is always there. I walked and walked and walked, until I had no taste for it, after the trials, not like I did, though the walk is essential in all respects, for mind, body and aspiring soul.
 Each Man has to go through it. I don't make any money, I am poor, and if given 20 billion dollars tomorrow, I would still be poor, because it is the way to stay. I  would own a small modest property, though I do not believe in land ownership, nor being owned by the land, and travel spreading the word of God, in places were they may not know. I would feel honored to die in the line of this battle, and will my awakening on the Pure True Side, would be on another battlefield, where I could finally be me. Here some protein powder, a few weights, and a room full of good books...oh and some good writing and song tools, that would keep me happy, which is why I am denied even the most mundane jobs. People treat me now like I am special, now that the sin has been lifted. I wonder for a moment, what filter is over their eyes, yet when I realize I can peer into their very souls, I don't really bother, as I have, through these 2 long years, 24+ months of Holy battle. Now I write words, which are written in truth, whether or not this blog and the Internet are erased tomorrow. I know, and have known that the words, I write, would not be permitted in this life, do to my sins, as to allow me to prosper in anyway, I was pressed, and thus pressed myself to chose a side, those who balance in the middle are easy pickings, when they go to hell, it will be much pleasure for the demons. I see faced not haunting me now, but those which curse at me, in deeper envy than ever. Though all I am now, all I have, is a soul. The Men who sold themselves for riches will forever live in regret they they did not change their ways. This sinner can tell you, I argue the point with Jesus daily, he sees the sins I still have done recently but he tells me, Barry, your going to Heaven. The way he says it brings tears to my eyes instantly.
 It's to painful and hard to work in public now, I see and feel the sin all around me. Not to mention the attacks. My own family is filled with demonic forces, and attack me often, and I am getting to the point were I am, in the next few weeks, heading to where ever my Master calls me, Jesus Christ, the true Jesus Christ. I approached this objectively, and as I thought it, and demanded to know, sure enough, the information was revealed, and it is now more that fair for you as well. Never has it been made easier to come to Jesus, but I tell you, there is no sales involved, this is not about deeds, deeds are for Mason's, who have opted out of heaven, and have made deals with certain places like Shambalah in hell, though the deceiver will never admit so, I know in my heart that it is so. I realize I will lose most of who I am on earth, but that the My Pure Essence shall live eternity in Heaven. I look forward to the Battles to fight for my Lord God, Jesus the Holy One, and for the Holy Spirit, and as the forth, in the trio, I am well protected.
 I validated the Trinity in the math I studied, for myself. I left trails traces and information for those who are left after me, for but a brief time. This world will not stand, because it is not real, but a fabrication. Those who built a resistance to an inner voice, or never heard the voice, and pressed on, without the required persecution and ultimate death sentence for violating some law by their strawman, must be taken up, or put to death, I wont lie to you, I believe that it is this difficult to gain admittance into heaven. I don't feel I am there yet, but that I am being reassured, for what is to come, will reveal this. I will be much sadness for those who knew me, and on reflection of how they could have seen it, or been there, or known the great strain I was under. Others will forget me entirely and be only concerned with the illusion of themselves. There was a real chance here, for my entire lifetime, for Christian's to learn the truth. Each one walking away from home ownership, car ownership. eventually to lose/loose it all.

 I never felt comfortable here, and I have a home waiting for me, that's all I can say. Never have I known such guidance, such peace, such a light, of truth. The Holy Spirit, is your first protection, but forgeries will come in his place, it will seem a thin line, an abstraction for truth. Jesus is essential. I knew this faintly before, but the Jesus brought to me by truly evil, back stabbing debauchery based Christians, which are the many, simply turned me from believing it. I smoked weed, and spun and meditated, and though I was closer to God, I was more in the spotlight as a truly deceived soul. I finally took Jesus Christ through careful deduction, then having proved it, without a doubt, to my soul, and my soul finally taking Jesus Christ as My Father, I feel the lightness, the knowing. We are pressed to doubt, public, community, society is dangerous to the Christian. Those who think works will bring them to heaven, will soon arrive, in hell, as a slave to the outer realm, if you are lucky. Hell will not stand, and soon, the fallen angels, and demons, will lose their powers entirely, as each person will be sucked dry and killed off, each and every soul, devoured. I believe it, I didn't want to, but I actually went to the outer layer, walking as mechanical Man, no light, no purity, no goodness. We are sentenced on the quality of our souls, and the contribution I can make, is my ability to write out the pure truth of my life, my experiences. I trust that few in this country, if any at all have not heart of Jesus Christ? It is thus, a medium of current Principle, to write down, on the Internet, in script, within the code, my contribution to the testimony of Jesus Christ. You will not find him in churches, those are now for sinners and those prospering. You will find him only on your own personal walk, with Jesus guiding you, toward shear rejection worldly torture and death. Keep you eyes on him, he will be there and those punishing you wont see him. If was do see one another in heaven, that which I hate in you and you hate in me, will have been long since killed, much of this was murdered in me, already and I am glad. I bless the world, for days, but not so much anymore. I know this world must pass, so I am hanging up the blessings. I did carry a cross, for two years, as a weak Man, that is stronger than most, so you know how hard it is to gain entrance. My writings are honest from my sinner view, and I am not perfect, but only my pure essence shall survive, know this, because only One Man was pure enough to follow, and we will be destroyed here, in his Name. Those who have gained money from his name, paid bills, bought cars, houses, you are employed not by God, but a much lower god, who has a Son of his own, who will appear as Jesus, maybe more than one. It will be a last desperate ploy to gain more pure quality souls in hell. If you do not feel the purity then that Man is not him. That's all I have to say. I know we are in the first true stages, today is a full Moon, and a Jewish holiday, and I only ask you, to follow Jesus Christ alone not even use my own methods, because these are my chronicle, my journey. I came him, and was lost several times until I finally realized, I wont have a parent a child, a friend, who comes with me on my journey, I am alone but never alone, this world was what I had to "get over with" and I have, I am done, I want nothing from this world. If I ever did get wealthy for some fluke, I feel I would set up communities before the fall of society, that were humble, with compost, gardens, shops...that would support a money less system, where Jesus was worshipped out in the open with a massive wall, that would at least trigger when they are coming before every True Follower of Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior, is killed, one by one, in his name. Christian's are frauds and I have to say this out loud, as are Jews, Muslims, Hindus, Mormons, Freemasons, Illuminati, and all other faiths center around these "systems of belief". The Jesus I have faith in, a new relationship thought he was there for me as a child, is far different than the false Jesus most pray to and serve, it is truly found in your heart, there are very few who truly want to go, through this most painful transformation, it is ridicule and ultimate total pain, I know I will be tortured, I remember, lets just say that. I lay myself before you Lord, as a martyr, I will the body towards Heaven, in my most deserved and utter pain...this is the way to salvation, you should know it ahead of time. The weeks to come, are the final weeks. There will be a time, post world war III, that it will appears it was just another war, but it has been the end, very soon, after the beginning. Hell awaits you most, know this~

I am sorry that it was always fighting, that you had to be so evil, that I allowed your sin to enter me, and corrupt me. I am sorry I could not be pure this life, to deliver the message, but my teachers, my parents, my sibling and friends were cast against me as lots, to deceive me. None of you will I see, none shall I miss, I cried for you in life, I sentenced my self, and still, will serve sentence to make my soul clean. Know me however as a Christian Government of the world, though I do not know them and they do not know me, but if you have a guillotine or a bullet with my name, I take the devils last infliction upon me, and hope it pays the pain I owe. I am not afraid, and there is not enough pain to pay my lapse in purity, let the pain send my soul far from this place, and finally to the home which I remember. In Purity, I shall pass, into purity take me up oh Lord Jesus my Heavenly Father, I am ready, count the days from now~

Barry Dean Masteller, the strawman