I try to wrap my head around it, and finally...

EPL- INFORMATION FOR YOUR BUILDING SOUL

 I try to wrap my head around it, and finally I have to go off the real world, real time, real experience God that I know, from the inside. I am hurt, devastated in fact, multifariously shattered would put it better. I have to employ an active mind. I am not going to tell you what to do. I want tell you what is craft, or magic or sorcery. I try to avoid it and follow God's true teachings, but the righteous aspect, absent of war, is one hard pill to swallow. The dimensional tear is impossible to deny. My dream as a child told me not to do "this", yet I also felt forgiven by God. He was blocked from me, yet to see him was something I was told I would come to remember as the time came near. We are out of sync, there is no way any ones foot prints are where they would find themselves, if not for this major impact and dynamic abuse to the entire network of God. I don't think any of this has ever been the way it was meant to be to be quite frank. It's not that I want to doubt the Bible, and yet I have nothing else to go, quite simply.

  I don't want to rot in hell, and I know it's real, I can feel it, see it. I want to be of use, I want to fight, and I know I was born to fight for purity, for truth, as a fierce warrior for God. We all have different and varied gifts, so I say follow God, follow the Bible to your personal best perspective. I for one, will not be able to stop fighting, but I also need to tune up my focus, tune up my focus on God and the use of Godly measure. Where this takes me, I can only use my heart of hearts to truly know. I can not tell you with good authority to employ the techniques which I suggest, yet by way of intent, and your own ability, I feel that I personally must make these techniques familiar to me, so familiar that they are second nature even to my soul.

 I will say this, nothing has been more potent than Jesus Christ in my life, within my very being. Nothing has had more impact on the multitude that Jesus Christ. I believe there is a savior, although I somehow feel let down constantly, that there isn't someone watching over me, but yet I know that things work far different that we have been indoctrinated to "do". We need to absorb the truth of his words. We need to know that our peace and safety was taken long ago, and now, entirely. This time has come, whether or not it is a call out to God by those who truly believe in technology and the synthetic plow, I do not know, but at this point it doesn't matter. The Son of the Living God, who came in total peace and safety...I have never experienced this authentically, in my entire life, from any one, but Jesus. However Jesus does not demand anything from you, he gives with his heart, and demands from not even his Father, but from himself. Place demands on yourself is my message to you today, amen. I am sorry if I lead you astray on any levels, which is why this blog, though containing secret knowledge may for you, be pressing you to break certain commands, then again, your intellect no....heart must link to Jesus, the Holy Spirit, the Father and decide. there is are Principles which transcend this time and space, the anti has more than been proven now to exist.  If you have a soul, then it's time to push away all else and follow him. No white magic, no black magic. I apologise for allowing my self ego and anger to influence you. Take this information for what it is, for soon there will not be access to it. Do not let this lead you astray, or abstract your idea of God's clear and only way.

Barry (Sword)